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Did i fuck up?
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So recently i had a bad trip off first time doing 1 tab. It started fine i wasnt really feeling anything than my friend randomly started saying i killed him and stuff . So i brought him home because he was acting crazy i than went home and tried sleep , i than could-nt so i smoked. This caused me to go into a psychotic mental state in which my friends called me telling me go to hospital next day i was feeling confused so i went and the doctors saw i was freaking out and gave me a shot i than passed out( im still trying to figure out what they gave me it was a double dosage my friend thinks it was a tranquilizer)

After i was fine i was able sleep again but very angry and then the symptoms came. First it was panic attacks now it is fatigue,spasms/twitches out the ass ,twitching in facial muscles when i smile ,static and double vision with focusing problems,ringing in left ear,my body keeps shaking every heartbeat like a car just starting and now for past 3 months i have just been sleeping to escape reality and smoking alot heavy thc to try keep stress down but somehow i dont get high anymore i get sober . I have herniation in my lumbar spine which ik can be a reasoning but all this happened right after the hospital i have experienced a steady mental decline and now i feel like im going brain dead i feel really spacey,dead and slow,my emotion system is completely broken i feel nothing all day and i can literally stare at the wall and watch the days go by it really feels like i went from 20 to 65 in a month. i didnt feel anything like this before the trip and now it feels like im fucked for life please help me understand wtf is going on .(Also is this just a result of a bad trip or severe depression/stress) Tried my best with gram mer and punctuation

PS:Will i ever be able to trip the same or even more on an understanding level again?.

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Re: Did i fuck up? *DELETED* [Re: whobrokemyhead]
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Post deleted by HighAsFuckInTheWoo

Reason for deletion: it confused someone


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Re: Did i fuck up? [Re: HighAsFuckInTheWoo]
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And your trips can only get better but like i said be careful alot of scammers... Its all about your environment messed up stuff can happen when your in a bad setting always be ready because sometime you can get locked in 3 days :crazy2: that would be crazy.... but keep your head friend It will be ok stay natural!:cool::thumbup:


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Re: Did i fuck up? [Re: whobrokemyhead]
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It sounds like you just have HPPD honestly, it's also possible to get PTSD from a trip which could also be the case given the traumatic situation you encountered with the hospital and what not. That will go away with time, assuming that's all it is, but you should lay off the psychedelics and really any drugs for awhile until it does (and ideally awhile after until you're 100% again). I've had similar experiences with synthetic weed in the past (where you feel different in a negative way for awhile after the experience) but it goes away. If your brain is feeling dulled then do things that will sharpen you up. For example read some books, play some puzzle games online, anything of that sort. At the very least that may make you less paranoid about it.


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Re: Did i fuck up? [Re: Dr.Satan]
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Get over attachments such as thinking the DEA is a bad thing.  It's busted by God.

Stay off all drugs and just vision quest.  You'll think you sobered up but you didn't, you only found other attachments once again.

So that's real hard to go through.  It sucks wanting to live a life and have kids but it does appear attachments serve life functions.

I know mental health treatment is no treat either.  They got a lot of personal secrets that they hide in their shadow.  Like who's done drugs and all that.

They can be very rude.  But I did see a cute girl there.  A nice looking girl with a boyfriend and they had no money for her $1 bill.  What the fuck?  A $1 bill.

No wonder nobody wants to get high with me!!!


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Re: Did i fuck up? [Re: Morel Guy]
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lmao wtf

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Re: Did i fuck up? [Re: HighAsFuckInTheWoo]
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what does fried mean and i just want to be happy and know i didnt ruin my chance figuring the most out my life

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Re: Did i fuck up? [Re: whobrokemyhead]
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Toast dead turbid


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Re: Did i fuck up? [Re: Morel Guy] * 1
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Just chill and let your brain recover. Buy a testing kit also. Eating untested stuff is dumb. Try not to focus on your discomfort and it will fade into the background and then disappear. Work on calming your sense of panic by quieting your mind and controlling your thoughts.


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Re: Did i fuck up? [Re: Calm_A_Llama_Down] * 3
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Lay off the thc it doesn't help for a paranoid anxiety.


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Re: Did i fuck up? [Re: XnMe]
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usually in hospital for tripping or chronic pain they will give u ativan or dilaudid but it's unusual because it would have to be a kidney stone or something even with chronic chest pains :bomb:


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Re: Did i fuck up? [Re: Morel Guy] * 1
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Morel Guy said:
Toast dead turbid


My new band name!


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Re: Did i fuck up? [Re: tyrannicalrex]
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lsd changes you.



you will never be the same again.


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Re: Did i fuck up? [Re: tyrannicalrex] * 1
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tyrannicalrex said:
Morel Guy said:
Toast dead turbid


My new band name!


Dead Turbid Toast??? Turbid Dead Toads??? Dead Turbid Toads??? It's a freaking gold mine!


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Re: Did i fuck up? [Re: XnMe]
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XnMe said:
Lay off the thc it doesn't help for a paranoid anxiety.


this
get off anything psychoactive, for awhile, if you want your brain to recover quickly.

exercise and eating right will help, but sober time and letting the brain do its thing with the healing process is what you need right now. things will get better if you let them

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Re: Did i fuck up? [Re: feevers]
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Doesnt sounds pure to me
Or even lsd
Honestly you just had a tramatic experince
That can be hindering
Like dr.satan said ptsd can be caused from stuff like this
Ive seen plenty in the military and have experinces it myself
Just know that the things will be better soon we all make mistakes but the brain seems to heal it self with due time aome people use thc or mushrooms for their ptsd and it helps yes but only talking through your situarions with aomeone you trust is what helps truley
Hope the best bud
Stay possitive and keep your head up


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Cherish yesterday, Dream tomorrow, Live today

So if you now number yourself among the disenchanted, then you have no choice but to accept things as they are, or to seriously seek something else. But beware of looking for goals: look for a way of life. Decide how you want to live and then see what you can do to make a living WITHIN that way of life.
- Hunter S. Thompson

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Re: Did i fuck up? [Re: Deadp1xel]
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Deadp1xel said:
usually in hospital for tripping or chronic pain they will give u ativan or dilaudid but it's unusual because it would have to be a kidney stone or something even with chronic chest pains :bomb:


They wouldn't give me any narcotics for a kidney stone.

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Re: Did i fuck up? [Re: RockyRaccoon]
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kindly involved in never ever fuckin myself

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Re: Did i fuck up? [Re: Cujllickduo]
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Body soul intercourse is always fucking something.  It's changing the way we perceive.  Wrong perception.

Everything should be ecstasy but it's a lot of power.


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Re: Did i fuck up? [Re: Morel Guy]
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probably fake acid
might have had a bad reaction with the tranq

i dunno you shouldn't feel anything after the first day except maybe tired


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