Jeez, since then I have introduced her to my girls, and she is actually completely fine with it.
My girls are more like my family, I feel closer to them then any other people on this planet. One of them is my meditation instructor and the other is her girlfriend. These girls are beautiful, yet they also really dislike males, they don't have any make friends, and generally look upon males with disgust in their daily life. Any way, I was doing tantric meditation work (karmamudra) with my meditation instructor, and coincidentally hooked up with her girlfriend one night on MDMA. both of these girls have only been with one or two guys in their entire life, so when I asked why they made the exception for me they explained it asc"love", but also that they don't see me as a "guy", which I actually thought was offensive, but whatever. I introduced these girls to a chemist who has been training me, and his little following, and we became "the eternal love family"
So I brought this girl to meet my family, and I was nervous about it, I mean, I thought she was going to think we were a new age manson family, or some insane psychedelic chemistry cult, but she loved everybody, and the property. She fit in amazingly! She is also an organic chemistry major with a background in pharmacology so she was able to speak our language as it were.
Its funny, I do all that I can to ignore outsiders, I simply want to be left alone, and for some reason that attracts insecure fools with something to prove. For example, I listen to music every day just to block out noise while I am working or reading, and in the mornings I listen to dub-reggae, so, there's this creepy little guy who will walk next to me and play reggae on his cell phone, and I always think "what the fuck are you doing? Apparently this little creep wants my attention or something, and all I want to do is block him out. I mean, who does stuff like that? The more you want to block people out the more the little creeps will pester you, or try to prove something to you, or everybody around them, I mean, all I want to do is be left alone and all these people do is stalk me.
There is the one fat girl on the bus with her tweaker-looking boyfriend who goes around telling people she knows me, and she talks mad shit, but then she never takes her eyes off me, she is always watching everything I do, and is always talking about me, that dumb trick thinks I can't hear her because of my head phones. I don't know who this chick is, or why she thinks she can tell people she knows me, she wishes she knew me, I would never want anything to do this type of wreck, and I think she knows it, I think she hates me because she knows that in her wildest dreams I would never like her, so she acts out aggressively and makes up stories that she knows me, she even convinced her gullible prison-homo of a boyfriend that she knows me, she is for sure one of my more more creepy stalkers, she is defiantly one of the most obnoxious. She needs to stop staring at me and fix her own life, she is fatter than the queen of England and she lives in a halfway house yet she thinks my life needs attention? What a freak.
Like I said, the more you ignore these people the more the creeps obsess over you and stalk you, or make up stories about you, or whatever they have to do do give their pathetic little lives a shred of meaning, God knows they would rather stalk me than fix their own wreck of a situation. I am doing great. I have a nice house, i have money, I wear brand new cloths everyday, I have my family and chemistry, I also have my families property, and most importantly I have my girls, I don't need anything or any one. I just want others to ignore me and mind their own lives. They all think they have to prove something, otherwise they would be too caught up in their own lives to even notice me.
Hope you guys are doing great, to my stalkers reading this, you still don't have a life yet, huh? I have only been dating this girl for a month and I have been so busy that I never use this site anymore, I can't imagine how these people have the time to use this site to stalk me.
They really do have no lives, cookie-cutter losers with no friends and no purpose on this earth, except to stalk me, the stories they make up make and their fantasies of being better than me are all they have to make them feel better about themselves. I actually feel sorry for them, I could never bring myself to live that way, I can tell you that much, specially that fat girl stalker and her jail-fag boyfriend, they have to be some of my more pathetic stalkers.
Its only a matter of time before I am able to live on "eternal love mountain" full time, as a result of a situation n that is beyond my control I am required to be in the city every day, keeping me off the mountain, but it's only a matter of time and I'll be free to never leave the mountain, then I truly will only have to deal with the eternal love family.
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I've noticed that when people are joking they're usually dead serious, and when they're serious, they're usually pretty funny.-Jim Morrison
'Before you embark on a journey of revenge, dig two graves.-Confucius —
When it gets down to having to use violence, then you are playing the system’s game. The establishment will irritate you – pull your beard, flick your face – to make you fight. Because once they’ve got you violent, then they know how to handle you. The only thing they don’t know how to handle is non-violence and humor.”― John Lennon
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