Well, last night I had a crazy dream. I have been sick recently and I was feeling pretty well when I went to sleep, and my dreams ended up being pretty vivid and memorable. At one point I even went lucid but I soon got lost again in the dream.
Anyways, since it was a huge deviation from my normal dreams, I thought it was of interest, especially considering what happened. I'll try my best to put it into words.... of course, a lot of it isn't communicatable because a lot of it revolves around feelings and like associations with specific people that is carrying certain meaning, which all couldn't even be closed to be explained...
I guess it started out at this fair, the best way I could describe it. It was basically a town, different buildings and houses and everything. I guess I had just came back from Norway, and that I apparently had come back early. All sorts of people were there that I knew and was talking with them. It wasn't any town that I had been to, either, it was totally different...
Anyways, there was a lot of going around and talking to people I hadn't seen forever. I also noticed that there were a lot of little things that I wouldn't normally do that I started doing, like socializing more and directing attention to myself more.. this isn't something I am used to, but have been trying to work towards. So that intrigued me...
At any rate, there was this small house with some girl I knew outside. Somebody not all that signifigant, maybe a girl I never talked to that rode my school bus or some shit. Anyways, I go off on my own and she leads me into this house.
It was a small little place, a lot of neat stuff. Anyways, there was this Chinese guy, and I started talking to him. I think I started making some comments about spirituality, or something, and that really interested him... I guess he basically "discovered" that I had a lot of potential power, or something.
So I guess he entrusted me to his assistant, or at least this other Chinese guy. He put me in this machine, and hooked me up to some wires. He said some things I don't remember. However, he then had me say these phrases in different voices, one of them being a deep German-type voice, like Govenor Swartzengger. I asked him why I had to do this, and he said "in case I have to kill you". Very strange... 
But he turned the machine on. And I started feeling energy running through me. Everything basically disappeared around me, and I got all of these sensations and images. If you've seen the music video of TOOL's Parabola, it was sort of like that at the end, except it was only flashes of that in darkness.
Afterwards, the other Chinese guy came back in. I guess the other one was like recording stuff about me that he wasn't suspossed to, or something, basically trying to use me for his own intentions, and the evil guy got cast out of there and shit. hehe.
But I don't really remember what happened around after that... until there was a time where I was sitting at this picnic table, eating or something. There were more Chinese people here. This old woman on my side started giving this little girl and her parents that were on the other side shit, something about living in America, and I guess I started preaching to them and shit, and they then questioned who I was to speak to them.
This Native American who was serving the food came over and said something.. ugh, don't remember. But it was along the lines of something about me having a great power or some shit, I remember that it really like affirmed me, made me realize who I was or some shit....
And then the evil Chinese guy ended up taking three people who I know and basically turning them into evil guys that I had to fight. It is all pretty sketchy from here and I don't really even remember, but I basically became this fighter for the cause of good....
If you have even read all of this, I commend you. I really fucking wish I had a chance to make this in the morning when it was still a little fresher in my mind... 
But it basically had this feeling of me basically realizing my gifts and beginning to implement them... *shrugs*
*has doubts about even posting this*
Um... I guess I will hit return.. I guess it qualifies as being of a spiritual nature, but I really wish I could have remembered more about it...
Peace.
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If I should die this very moment
I wouldn't fear
For I've never known completeness
Like being here
Wrapped in the warmth of you
Loving every breath of you
  
 
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