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The northeast is incredibly depressing in the winter. I had serious sun exposure withdrawal when I was there during the winter. I swear that is the reason that I relapsed out there.

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So you relapsed because you didn't get enough sun?! 

Crystal G said:

Moonshoe said:

Crustal G you do realize when in a sensory deprivation tank you are floating in salt water right? No way you could draw in one nor would you want to. It would fuck up the whole point of the experience by putting something in your hands you could feel. The point is sensory deprivation and handling a paper and pen would spoil that. You are just supposed to float and turn your consciousness inward and meditate.

also your paper would get soaked and covered in Salt. Sensory deprivation is awesome but drawing in the tank is not a feasible or good idea. Instead enjoy the float and when you get out draw something inspired by your experience.

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Yes, I am aware that you are floating in salt water. I thought drawing could work if I taped the paper up on the "ceiling" of the door.

From what I understand, sensory deprivation is supposed to cause disorientation and hallucinations, and this is when I prefer drawing the most. My drawings become the most abstract and creative when I am in a confused and disoriented state of mind.

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TheGreenArrow said:

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The northeast is incredibly depressing in the winter. I had serious sun exposure withdrawal when I was there during the winter. I swear that is the reason that I relapsed out there.

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So you relapsed because you didn't get enough sun?! 

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danielx said:

Lordsenate died? =[

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Crystal G said:

Uzziel said:

Crystal G is a perfect example of why drugs are illegal and the common folk are so scared of drugs. The more and more I think about it, yeah, its exactly why its illegal because of this shit right here

They see people like her and freak out


The few ruin it for the massess time and time again.... we'll never see full drug legalization


Fuck irresponsible drug users.

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No, not really. Because I wasn't having the standard PCP violent freakout. It actually just looked like I was heavily impaired from being drunk. Slurred speech, no coordination, even smelled like alcohol. I honestly just looked like a fucking drunk. Everybody who approached me that night assumed I just had one too many to drink.

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vinsue said:

That was a pretty good idea to go back to Philly in the summertime,
ya know, test that theory out.
And you probably don't want to hear what I think about replacing H with subs, methadone, phenobarb, tapering, whatever.
If you want to quit opiates, just do it.
Yea, you'll feel shitty for a while, so what, deal with it.

I really don't think your ready, especially with your PCP infatuation.
Crystal. Addiction doesn't just go away.
I have to work on my alcoholism recovery every day.

In case you haven't heard we lost a 13 year member here last week to acute liver failure.
Well, tomorrow would have been 13 years. LordSenate was only 30 years old.

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LordSenate died???

Sheekle said:

TheGreenArrow said:

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The northeast is incredibly depressing in the winter. I had serious sun exposure withdrawal when I was there during the winter. I swear that is the reason that I relapsed out there.

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So you relapsed because you didn't get enough sun?! 

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the northeast is fucking bullshit during the winter id relapse too dude ive lived hear my whole life im sick of this trash

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Crystal G said:

Sun exposure withdrawal is a real thing. Look up seasonal affective disorder. Leads to depression and a whole host of mental issues, all related to weather. You don't think it's just coincidence that the rainiest and gloomiest city in america, seattle, has the highest suicide rate do u?

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