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bangpowboomers
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Do you ever feel like you have died and your in purgatory?

#18286322 - 05/19/13 01:56 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

You know I have had a few close calls in my life and sometimes I feel this way. I dont know if its a depression thing but sometimes it feels like Im going in circles I guess if you can understand that. The only person I ever told this to was an ex-gf and she said of course your definitly alive but of course she would say that. Sometimes I feel like people in my life could be shades or something. I dont know just a crazy thought I have sometimes of course even if it was true Id never know. Just one of those things I thought Id put out there.

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Re: Do you ever feel like you have died and your in purgatory?

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#18286325 - 05/19/13 01:59 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

:hug:

I know what you mean.
Dwelling on it wont get you far.
Adjusting and moving forward will.

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Re: Do you ever feel like you have died and your in purgatory?

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#18286335 - 05/19/13 02:07 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

I try not to it just one of those things thanks though.

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#18286353 - 05/19/13 02:22 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

bangpowboomers said:

You know I have had a few close calls in my life and sometimes I feel this way. I dont know if its a depression thing but sometimes it feels like Im going in circles I guess if you can understand that. The only person I ever told this to was an ex-gf and she said of course your definitly alive but of course she would say that. Sometimes I feel like people in my life could be shades or something. I dont know just a crazy thought I have sometimes of course even if it was true Id never know. Just one of those things I thought Id put out there.[/quote http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Purgatorio I feel ya bro but try not to fall into the abyss http://www.poetryintranslation.com/PITBR/Italian/DantInf1to7.htm

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Re: Do you ever feel like you have died and your in purgatory?

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#18286359 - 05/19/13 02:27 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

i get this feeling alot, tied to the fact that ive came pretty close to death a few times..aswell as a few other ones i dont care much to talk about... infact last night i was thinking i would see something like this today on the shroomery.. :woooaaahhh:

:woooaaahhh:

glad im not alone :wink:

:wink:

this feeling is one i cant seem to shake...but then i just breath in that crisp cool air...and try not to lose my head

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Re: Do you ever feel like you have died and your in purgatory?

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#18286386 - 05/19/13 02:51 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

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We could have liven a life before this, something else, something way different or better or whatever it was. We've done wrong in that life so we were sent here.

Why here? Think about it deeper. One day, you just pop into existence. You slowly grow up and begin to remember your life and who you are. You finally figure out how evil the world is and corrupt people are. But most of all, you realize...... "Where the hell am I? I just randomly pop into existence in a random time in a completely random place and I have no recollection of how/why/who/what/where/when I am.. And every time I try to figure something out, it disappears and gets replaced by something even more of a mindfuck." For example, think of how people used to think the world was flat. Then we discovered it's a ball. But in what? Space. How far does space go? Never ending? Why? The cycle never ends. So we can't figure out why were here? Sounds a lot like a hell to me. What else would hell be?

Trapped in a mortal body that feels pain. All we have is our own thoughts. We have no answers to anything for no reason. Nobody else may be conscious but you; is a scary thought. A physical world. Trapped in a random universe for the rest of eternity. If anything, life is the thing to be afraid of.

Are you afraid of hell? I am.

something to think about..

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Re: Do you ever feel like you have died and your in purgatory?

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#18286577 - 05/19/13 04:43 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

everything but the hell references made that a thought provoking few paragraphs.

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Re: Do you ever feel like you have died and your in purgatory?

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#18286581 - 05/19/13 04:46 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

tripp23 said:

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We could have liven a life before this, something else, something way different or better or whatever it was. We've done wrong in that life so we were sent here.

Why here? Think about it deeper. One day, you just pop into existence. You slowly grow up and begin to remember your life and who you are. You finally figure out how evil the world is and corrupt people are. But most of all, you realize...... "Where the hell am I? I just randomly pop into existence in a random time in a completely random place and I have no recollection of how/why/who/what/where/when I am.. And every time I try to figure something out, it disappears and gets replaced by something even more of a mindfuck." For example, think of how people used to think the world was flat. Then we discovered it's a ball. But in what? Space. How far does space go? Never ending? Why? The cycle never ends. So we can't figure out why were here? Sounds a lot like a hell to me. What else would hell be?

Trapped in a mortal body that feels pain. All we have is our own thoughts. We have no answers to anything for no reason. Nobody else may be conscious but you; is a scary thought. A physical world. Trapped in a random universe for the rest of eternity. If anything, life is the thing to be afraid of.

Are you afraid of hell? I am.

something to think about..

religion of the flesh, started all religions.

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Re: Do you ever feel like you have died and your in purgatory?

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#18286585 - 05/19/13 04:47 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

Abuse said:

everything but the hell references made that a thought provoking few paragraphs.

the only reason is used as a reference, in Christian religions or otherwise, is because Hell is the flesh and blood.

hell is the incarnate marrow and bone that binds as to the physical. hell is told to be overwhelmingly evil and detested. well, it's kinda up to the person with the eyes on the prize.

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Re: Do you ever feel like you have died and your in purgatory?

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#18286589 - 05/19/13 04:51 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

I try and avoid using it metaphorically if I can help it as it evokes religious principle in common speech.

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Re: Do you ever feel like you have died and your in purgatory?

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#18286594 - 05/19/13 04:53 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

well, yeah, that's why hell is so ill-revered in it's wickedness. because... well, it's all made up stuff about being weary of being human. :shrug:

:shrug:

and all our policies and daily routines are governed by these rites, by at least a certain degree. :loldongs:

:loldongs:

hell. hell is a state of mind. a really bad one where humans smell worse then potato behind the fridge.

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#18286599 - 05/19/13 04:56 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

Yeah I'm well aware of what it's like. Hell is different for everyone. Everyone has their own definition of what their own personal "Hell" would be like.

Where are we going with this? :seriousamanita:

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Re: Do you ever feel like you have died and your in purgatory?

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#18286616 - 05/19/13 05:13 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

no, i already said what hell is about. hell is a superimposition of an idea of pure "hell" (see how easy that is?) on the flesh of man. "hell" as an idea can be many things. but a "true hell" is nothing more then skin and bone. that's the whole point, and whoever made up this shit was describing humans and carnality.

that's all. any other idea of "hell" is just more "made-up" stuff that someone else superimposed on the original idea... which was that of a description of the carnality of man.

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#18286637 - 05/19/13 05:35 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

That's what I was talking about, today's popular definition of hell...

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Re: Do you ever feel like you have died and your in purgatory?

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#18286639 - 05/19/13 05:38 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

There is NO biblical basis for purgatory at all.
It was simply a tool used to sell indulgences.

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#18286810 - 05/19/13 07:28 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

Abuse said:

everything but the hell references made that a thought provoking few paragraphs.

Hmm maybe those references were intended to help keep all of us on a steady keel. Maybe just maybe people can read things and think Hmm. :thatsayes:

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#18287306 - 05/19/13 10:57 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

SARAtonin said:

There is NO biblical basis for purgatory at all.
It was simply a tool used to sell indulgences.

When I said purgatory I was using it for its definition not really believing in a true place unless thats where Im at. Im not religious at all I think its pretty stupid I know it may help people but I definitely feel its a crutch. WHenever I see people going to church I think why arent you out helping people that would be more of a boon to humanity rather than going to a place every week to pray I mean I think that would be the real CHristian thing to do. Then I realize they know that would be much harder to actually do and thats why.

My comment of hell at this point and it comes from Nine Inch Nails is that "if there is a hell I'll see you there" thats kinda how I feel.

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Re: Do you ever feel like you have died and your in purgatory?

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#18287325 - 05/19/13 11:02 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

bangpowboomers said:

You know I have had a few close calls in my life and sometimes I feel this way. I dont know if its a depression thing but sometimes it feels like Im going in circles I guess if you can understand that. The only person I ever told this to was an ex-gf and she said of course your definitly alive but of course she would say that. Sometimes I feel like people in my life could be shades or something. I dont know just a crazy thought I have sometimes of course even if it was true Id never know. Just one of those things I thought Id put out there.

:watchingyou:

iluuminati sounding shit right there

jks'

if your posting on this board, your obviously still alive

quite the drugs(if you even take drugs) they depersonalize you and make shit seem not real (even weed)

best thing is exercise, and hobbies

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#18287531 - 05/19/13 12:04 PM (13 years, 3 months ago)

hidenseek1 said:

bangpowboomers said:

You know I have had a few close calls in my life and sometimes I feel this way. I dont know if its a depression thing but sometimes it feels like Im going in circles I guess if you can understand that. The only person I ever told this to was an ex-gf and she said of course your definitly alive but of course she would say that. Sometimes I feel like people in my life could be shades or something. I dont know just a crazy thought I have sometimes of course even if it was true Id never know. Just one of those things I thought Id put out there.

iluuminati sounding shit right there

jks'

if your posting on this board, your obviously still alive

quite the drugs(if you even take drugs) they depersonalize you and make shit seem not real (even weed)

best thing is exercise, and hobbies

Thats the thing you would say that if that was the situation. Also even though I said it might be a depression thing I dont really feel depressed. I dont even do drugs for the most part I did smoke weed but I quit so I could get a job and at this point I dont even know if I want to anymore just cause Im tired of looking for it its a hassle sometimes. Really this is a thought I have from time to time I wondered if anyone else felt like that. Chances are I am alive. I know its a crazy thought but goddamn not as crazy as the dreams I had last night but Im pretty sure that was from the spicy food I had yesterday. ALthough it was pretty bad casue my ex was in it for a minute and I hate when I have dreams with her in it.

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#18287543 - 05/19/13 12:08 PM (13 years, 3 months ago)

dude i can see your words, dead poeple dont post, i wouldnt lie to you

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