Last night I was with some friends and we had pretty much an unlimited amount of DMT to use. I wasn't planning on even doing it earlier in the day and we just had it for one person who wanted to breakthrough. I've tried it previously and it has always just made me feel uncomfortable.
The person who wanted to breakthrough took the bong after I had loaded it with a pretty sizable amount. It was probably almost a half gram of the powder. I realize that was probably a waste but he wanted to breakthrough on the first try so we didn't want to mess around. He put his headphones on and started taking hits, after 30 seconds or so he tried to put it down but I encouraged him to continue hitting it until he was unable to operate the lighter.
He did which was probably like 5-6 large hits in total. After one last hit he set the bong on the table and laid back. Almost immediately a huge smile was plastered across his face and we all knew he had to be breaking through this time. A few minutes pass and he sits up throws off the headphones and all he could say for a few minutes was "wow!". After he was almost back to baseline he described his trip as frightening but amazing at the same time, he felt like there was a ton of knowledge everywhere around him but it was sort of forbidden so he didn't know if he should really be there but it was still minding blowing.
At this point my curiosity is peaked again like it was when I first started reading about DMT 2 years ago. I decided if I'm ever going to breakthrough there's never going to be a better time than now. I take his ipad and put the headphones in and put on a piece called pachebels cannon, it has always made me feel good inside when I hear it.
After that I took my first hit. I thought I can't do this, no way im gonna be able to smoke enough of this to breakthrough, I kept hitting it though one after another until I had trouble holding the lighter after that I took one last huge hit and held it. No sooner than I laid back and closed my eyes the entire world exploded into white. This warm bright light that was all around me started to form shapes, at first it was millions of colored triangles interlocked and switching positions. Slowly this transformed into something less abstract. I felt like I was protected on the inside of a golden christmas ornament that has been flipped inside out. So all of the intricate designs were on the inside. I was floating in the middle of this white and bright gold sphere, this sphere was also spinning slowly. Everywhere I could look I just seen gold and white, nothing was dark, everything seemed to radiate heat, then the formations took on the very familiar look of a face. There were gold stars now with many pyramidal edges and sitting at the top of each of these stars was a angel/fairy/elf. The face of this quirky looking fairy was extremely inviting and warm, she had a tiny smirk at the corner of her mouth, like the kind of smile you get when you want to hold back a full on ear to ear grin. When I was able to comprehend that I was being watched by multiple of these elves I could feel I had a huge smile on my face. The colors were so vivid, very incredible. The edges of every shape were so precise and symmetrical. Everything was so bright and inviting I could feel myself coming back down, emotions started to set in at this point and I could feel myself lightly crying. I opened my eyes and started to try and piece everything together, almost immediately I started to lose touch with how warm and vivid everything was. At this point I don't know what to think of it.
-------------------- Don't smell the flowers, They're an evil drug to make you lose your mind
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