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esin
cheesefondue


Registered: 11/21/01
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Finally a breakthrough!
#4285957 - 06/12/05 08:00 AM (18 years, 7 months ago) |
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After many attempts I think i finally brokethrough on DMT 
Here it goes:
Dose was around 40mg, smoked in a bong, in-between two layers of passiflora ashes (which had been smoked previously to the experience).
Upon finishing the dose in three big hits, and with closed eyes, blankets of bluish-green and black moving patterns came from the top of my mental-visual field and blanket after blanket they covered it all to form some sort of landscape.
The landscape itself somehow gave birth to one 'thing' made of words, colors, sounds, ideas, thoughts, and everything possible in imagination. I wouldn't call it an entity as, say, the 'presence' in salvia divinorum. I did not have the impression it was a living conscious being, rather a chaotic 'thing' made of random elements.
The scenery than geometrically 'gave birth' to more and more 'things' to the point that all my perception and though processes were dominated by them. It was as if my mind was divided in as many square parts as the number of 'things' and each had full power over my perception on his particular 'mind square'. The 'things' were very active, and kept changing and changing, and being words and sounds, and colors and ideas and weird elements i had never seen or felt before. There were too many and changing too fast to be comprehensible.
It felt very raw. Not unpleasant or difficult like sometimes psychedelics can be. But cold in a way. No euphemisms in that place.
Sometimes in the 'crevices' between each 'mind-square', a thought would occasionally appear that i would identify as my own. This started happening more and more often until the 'things' finally faded away leaving only the morphing pattern blanket landscape, and my own thought processes gradually regained full control over my mind again. At that point i opened my eyes and the light reflexes on the ceiling were moving, shaking, breathing, all the classic psychedelic visuals but there was almost no more mental impairment.
I got up, smoked a bowl of hash that had been previously prepared and tranced out to some shpongle, which for about an hour retained the amazing profoundness music gets when heard on sub-breakthrough doses of DMT.
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This is just an textual interpretation of what happened that night. Just a bunch of words *trying* to translate all that into quasi-comprehensible human language. An actual translation is impossible.
I have since tried to breakthrough twice with a similar dose to no avail. For some reason i wasn't able to smoke my dose as fast as the first time and i also had a lot on my mind which didn't let me truely let go like the first time.
Hopefully i'll soon be able to get there again as i'd like to come to understand that place better.
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browndustin
dustybuddy

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Re: Finally a breakthrough! [Re: esin]
#4288043 - 06/12/05 05:36 PM (18 years, 7 months ago) |
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That's awesome, man!
Did you make the extract yourself? Were you with a sitter or anything, like did anyone else trip after or before you? I can't wait to some day try DMT. It sounds like you had a good time.
-------------------- When the stress burns my brain it's like acid raindrops maryjane is the only thing that makes the pain stop
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esin
cheesefondue


Registered: 11/21/01
Posts: 1,275
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Re: Finally a breakthrough! [Re: browndustin]
#4288128 - 06/12/05 05:54 PM (18 years, 7 months ago) |
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I was alone in my room, dim light, no music. I extracted it from MHRB.
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butterflydawn
lucid dreamer


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Re: Finally a breakthrough! [Re: esin]
#4303152 - 06/16/05 10:25 AM (18 years, 7 months ago) |
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great report! nice to hear that you broke through
-------------------- lucidal expansion
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UlisSausage7
seattle


Registered: 02/19/05
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man, your lucky, i hope someday DMT will cross my path
-------------------- Marx said: good luck with the microscopy
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butterflydawn
lucid dreamer


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Re: Finally a breakthrough! [Re: UlisSausage7]
#5254240 - 02/02/06 07:30 AM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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ok, iwas just reading that again and... holly shit!!! that's an incredible trip report. woww bump!
-------------------- lucidal expansion
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