Every girl I've ever had sex with was fat, from one night stands to serious relationships. I'm ashamed, most of these girls I would never want my friends or family to see me with and if we go out in public it's only at night or to places where nobody would recognize me. I never let them come over to my place, or else my roommate would see the fattie I'm riding and hear their gasps for breaths, guttural groans and bed creaking as I bang them.
I'm in shape, fairly attractive, intelligent, have my own car etc. I'm not attracted to fatties, in fact a few times I've had trouble even getting it up after looking down at the fat rolls hanging off or the sweat pooling in their cellulite, but I wanted sex so I went through with it. Maybe it's my low self esteem, maybe I just want an easy lay, maybe I don't think I deserve a hot chick, idk.
Just wanted to share, it feels good to finally admit this secret that I have to keep from my friends and family.
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