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Re: Fuck depression [Re: g00ru]
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thats the nuttiest thing ive ever read how you even managed that is beyound me but i take it that was your first time and you did a eigth so its kind of understandable lol i dont even smoke weed anymore let alone really drink i could probably write a couple trip reports on that with grumbles and grunts but yea man your pretty out there why on earth anyone would go through the system is beyound me.


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Re: Fuck depression [Re: thedudenj]
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thedudenj said:
CokedUpHobit64 said:


You need to find yo self a gurl mate


man thats a pretty ugly girl or a pretty femanine man


Johnny Depp? yeah, he's both.

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Re: Fuck depression [Re: Synesthetic]
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alot of parents think that depression is just a way to get attention and stuff but i think my parents finaly realized it was real when ihit rock bottom and tried suicide. I know this isnt what you want to here but honestly opiets and alcohol makes it  way worse.i know where you are atright now man..after iwas on my medsfor about two years my doctor said i didnt need them anymore and ive been good ever  since.so in my case the medacation helped alot. Talk to your dad and tell him how you feel. he has to know your not fucking around


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Re: Fuck depression [Re: rovert]
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rovert said:
well all i cansay is i thought i didnt need meds to make me "normal"...but i was dead wrong.my medacation helpedme out drasticaly.i wouldhave honestly suceeded with suicide by now.if you need medsthen you need em and dont feel bad for taking them.


Painkillers help me with depression, but that's not ok right?  Only anti-depressants are..........


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Re: Fuck depression [Re: Shroomism]
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None of that new age hippy shit helped me. Exercise did nothing, and eating well didn't either. Prozac made me happy, but I didn't want the dependence, and it made me...different. The only thing that worked was sheer force of will, and that saps me like nothing else sometimes. It's tough, and anyone who doesn't believe in depression is a fucking retard.


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Fight for a large loving government that can take care of its people, kill our criminals, and preform the huge industrial tasks our corporate overlords refuse(wanna greenwash me some more Exon?)

Not this weak travesty that let millions starve and sucks corporate cock while failing at every turn.

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Re: Fuck depression [Re: doom876]
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When exactly.. did healthy food, exercise and water become new age hippie shit? :what:

And I never said I didn't believe in depression. I said it begins and end in the mind.


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Re: Fuck depression [Re: AmericanPsycho]
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AmericanPsycho said:
rovert said:
well all i cansay is i thought i didnt need meds to make me "normal"...but i was dead wrong.my medacation helpedme out drasticaly.i wouldhave honestly suceeded with suicide by now.if you need medsthen you need em and dont feel bad for taking them.


Painkillers help me with depression, but that's not ok right?  Only anti-depressants are..........



exactly haha.


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Re: Fuck depression [Re: usefulidiot13]
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usefulidiot13 said:
AmericanPsycho said:
rovert said:
well all i cansay is i thought i didnt need meds to make me "normal"...but i was dead wrong.my medacation helpedme out drasticaly.i wouldhave honestly suceeded with suicide by now.if you need medsthen you need em and dont feel bad for taking them.


Painkillers help me with depression, but that's not ok right?  Only anti-depressants are..........



exactly haha.


mmmmmmm hmmmmmmm :nonono:


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Re: Fuck depression [Re: Synesthetic]
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First you must realize that you CAN cure your depression.

There are a thousand means to cure it and you know many of them, it's a matter of putting them into practice!

I remember a quote that has held some truth in my life that's helped me through a lot.

It goes something like "All mans problems arise from the inability to sit in a room by himself."

A lot can be learned from spending time by yourself, actively using the tools you have inside to create your own reality. Meditation is key because it helps you connect the dots in your life, and allows you to be present to focus on a solution to your problems. As opposed to creating an ego-driven demise.

It's vitally important to spend your time doing whatever gives you enjoyment. What do you really want to do?

Here's a link to a book that may be helpful for you, it's basically about learning to concentrate your energy/mind/efforts/will: http://www.infictive.com/index.php?title=The_Power_of_Concentration

Maybe it'll be a spark for you, a catalyst of some sort!


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Re: Fuck depression [Re: Konyap]
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Holy shit dude I just read your life story.
And I know it's kinda annoying to hear this (at least it always is for me when people tell me this) But I can TOTALLY relate.

I was always different from other kids. I remember watching other kids as I grew up and I coulden't understand why I wasn't happy like them.

I seperated myself from everyone and I had to force myself to laugh when people made jokes because I didn't want to hear other people wonder why I was always so sad. So I pretended like I was happy so other people woulden't bother me.

I always prefered to be alone. And I never really felt any emotions. I coulden't laugh or cry or feel alive. I felt like I was dead inside.

My parents put me on medicine for adhd and depression when I was in second grade. I always struggled through school and was never really happy.

I found I couldn't relate with anyone and thought about suicide at times. But I only seriously considered it a couple of times. I finally decided to stop taking my medicine when I was about 18 and out of high school.

I finally moved out and was roomates with a stoner. I belived in all the anti drug bullshit until I was about 18 but never went out to try drugs myself. One day I asked my roomate if I could try smoking weed with him and so I did.

I remember the first time I smoked weed. I thought alot about everything. It blew my mind and I knew I was going to be hooked.
I knew I wasn't like a normal person and the only thing that interested me in life was thinking and reflecting on what it all means. And drugs really got me into that. I noticed I could connect with people better when I was high and I saw the beauty in life for the first time. I started smoking weed alot and made alot of stoner friends and actually felt happy. Like you I have a fascination for the mind and the universe and how it all works.

So me and my freinds continuted to smoke pot everyday about 3 times a day. I was obsessed with weed. It was so fascinating to me especially the psychedelic side of it. Eventually I tried shrooms for the first time.

My first mushroom trip was absolutely mindblowing for me. I only took 1.5 grams but it was probably my most intense drug experience that I can remember. I saw my life flash before my eyes and had an out of body experience.

One of the things that I relized on shrooms was that I was just doing the same thing every day. Everyday I would plan on signing up for school and looking for a job but I would put it off and end up just smoking weed all day. I relized I was going nowhere fast and that I needed to change.

But I didn't I just kept smoking weed and forgetting about all my problems. Eventually I started feeling distant from my stoner freinds. While I was using drugs out of fascination for the mind and how the universe works and the mystery and wonder of it all,  my freinds were doing drugs just to get fucked up and have a good time.

I relized I still felt alone inside and was still just as depressed as ever. I remember trying salvia with my friends. I had done my research and was completely fascinated by it.

I had a strange out of body experience that seemed to last forever. It wasn't a very pleasent experience but it was completely fascinating and mind boggling to me. I remember getting the feeling that Life was just a big fucking joke with no specific purpose. But this was a joke that I was finally able to laugh at without pretending. My freinds got the same feeling of life being a joke without purpose but they didn't find it funny. They found it quite disturbing and didn't like the salvia experience.

anyways I completely lost my train of thought and I don't know what I was trying to say.

Fuck. I guess my post has no purpose and neither does life. But we all need purpose in order to get up everyday. And I guess I never really saw a purpose thus my depression.

I guess my point is their is no point which means we are free to make our own. I guess we just need to find what makes life worth living.

A fuck I typed all this out and I forgot my point and now I'm just rambling on and on. And it's getting late and I got to go to bed. I'll probably edit this or explain myself better tommorow. But ya hang in there.

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Re: Fuck depression [Re: Synesthetic]
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Smoke some weed, listen to so music, play cards, drink some beers with your friends. Have a camp out, go trip on some acid or shrooms. Just fuck it all and go have fun.

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Re: Fuck depression [Re: AmericanPsycho]
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if pain killers make you feel better then thats fine..its not equaling out the chemical imbalence in your brain but if it make you feel bettershort term then atleast your happy momentarily bro.


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Re: Fuck depression [Re: Synesthetic]
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Synesthetic said:
It's a bitch.

I was treated for it 2...or was it 3?...years ago, but it's been back with a vengeance for months.

I can't decide if I should get treated for it or not.


Help me decide? Advice? Anything's welcome.


you don't feel like doing anything, right?

drag yourself out there and start doing things, even though it feels unnatural doing things against your will, it'll make you feel better! It's not all, but that's the best way to start off.

also:
-create structure in your day
-eat! (even though you might not feel like it, your body needs it, also this is a good way to give your day structure. for example the usual 3 meals)
-walk/exercise

good luck

PS seeking help can help you a lot if it's hard to get there yourself:thumbup:

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Re: Fuck depression [Re: Synesthetic]
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i had horrible serotonin levels due to an E binge.. i got put on happy pills... they dont really do it for me. Truthfuly, the only thing that helps with my depression now is the weed. That's all i got for ya man.. "It's all about the weed".


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Re: Fuck depression [Re: Synesthetic]
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Meditation and yoga are very effective practices to help end depression.

Some say that smoking cannabis helps, although I can't say it did for me when I had depression. My depression was a result of nihilism, so it really helped to read Thich Nhat Hanh's Understanding Our Mind. It helped me to reconnect with the beauty of life in the present moment. I highly recommend it.


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