(we´re both university students, living by ourselves on campus)
I have had a weird last few days. Monday night I was in my room and some friends dropped in out of nowhere and wanted to have a drink. A flirt-acquaintance of mine had just come into town that same day, but I didn´t want to arrange a meet-up with her the first day and seem too desperate, so I sent her an sms saying I was studying and made a proposal to meet up the next day. Around midnight my friends had gotten tipsy and left for bed and I was just getting ready to go to sleep myself when this girl calls me. She says she´s in a bar we both frequent with a guy who lives in my building and he says he saw you go for a drink tonight, so you´re busted and you´re coming here right now. I laughed and gave in. When I got there, there only like 5 regulars in the bar and she was the only girl, looking good, drunk and slamming down one apple-juice-vodka after another and smoking like a chimney. We chat, she cuddles up to me and I talk to the other regulars and at about 3, she starts asking the barkeep what good clubs are open on Mondays in (town) or (town) (both just under an hours tipsy drive away at night). I think she was pulling my leg. She asked if I´d come and I thought she was taking the piss or testing my humor or something, so I said with a stiff upper lip-"Sure, let´s go right now". She wanted to go to some place called "(hip club)" in (town) in the (part) of (region). Apparently she was serious. She asked this buddy of hers who was there with a car and sober to go and drive us. He had work the next day but did´t care. So surprised, but cool I go along with them in his beat-up old Fiat and we drive there along deserted highways as fast as the piece of shit would go. She kissed me before we got in the car. She finds a pack of cigs in the glove-compartment and lights up. She finds a little pill in the pack and asks is this (brand) (a brand of aspirin) and he goes, no, you don´t wanna take that, besides, it´s not mine. She is drunk and thinks he only means you shouldn´t take aspirin when drinking. She swallow the pill. He goes all funny, like why did you take that pill blablabla. He didn´t say what it was. When we get to the club she starts freaking out. He took me aside and told me the pill was XTC and some of the strongest stuff he´d had and he usually breaks off only a fourth pill himself. She had never taken such a thing. She lost her orientation at times, stumbled a bit and got kinda scared at intervals. In between those episodes she is dancing her ass off and nearly sexually harassing me on the dance floor. She kept smooching and grabbing me like a drunk 14-yr old girlfriend. She got rapid-eye-movements and little panic moments at times. We had her drinking water the whole time she took that pill and watched her real close. I got along well with the guy, he´s this freak with like a bone disease and weird, fucked up joints, but he´s got a great personality and he has his head on straight. We were in this zone between being amused by the state of the girl and concerned about her. It was weird to tell if she was having a good time or not. We left that club at about five in the morning and he drove us to her room, she came back to her normal self in the car and we all laughed about what had happened. I said goodbye to her at the doorstep and she laughed at me and told me come in already. She lives in a studio that was built to house two people by herself and it was very clean. Uncomfortably clean. She told me she loves cleaning. No wonder, it seems all those (her hometown) lasses are prototypical housewives deep down. We drank some water, talked and watched some TV and went to bed at around 7. We were messing around in her bed all night and after lots of playing and kissing and teasing we finally had sex some time during the day. I was exhausted and hadn´t taken my medication which I am used to right now, I sucked, I couldn´t bring myself to do a good job at fucking her. I was done too quick, and too exhausted to go for seconds. She was no star lay either, sweet but slightly passive and surprisingly insecure. Luckily the atmosphere was very relaxed and we both got a good laugh out of it and I promised her next time would be better. They day after we had sex again, We had dinner together and I went over to her room to sleep over again. Now today we´re in the lib together studying. We´re both super relaxed, it´s fun. I need to study now though. I like her, she´s got this tough, arrogant persona in public and turns into this insecure little thing behind closed doors, it´s cute. She´s all over me and speaks as though she wants to stay together. She´s fun, she told me her last boyfriend was too boring for her. She has more fucked up drinking stories than me. This could be fun. Now I will continue my revision of accountancy. Talk about a contrast.
The girl is weird. Lots of what I´d call superficial sex experience, having been with many guys (she didn´t say and I dont want to know how many) but still not completely comfortable with herself sexually. I had to convince her really hard to let me go down on her. I first did this morning and with a good build-up and some help from my fingers I blew her mind away. She has one of these awesome "The Exorcist"- orgasms, thrusting and kicking her hips, panting, moaning, squirming, saying things like "oh my God". I don´t think she had ever felt it like that. It´s a disgrace, she´s been with lots of guys and none of them ever took the effort to get her comfortable enough and have the sexual empathy to have her feel that. She actually said something like "why didn´t I know how good that can be?" She´s extremely open and talkative. Specially for a (this region) girl, they´re typically more introverted. She broke down a bit in front of me last night, she cried softly while cuddling on the couch and she told me she had an abortion at age 19 and the father was not involved, he didn´t contact her or answer his calls after she found out she was pregnant. She told me if she had been a week later she could not have had it done anymore and she told me about how she felt so guilty and hated herself so much and how she had felt connected to the unborn child. Her parents don´t know, only her best friend and now me, she said. She´s whimsical, impulsive... I get the feeling like she is deeply in love with me after a few days. Part of that is because I am so relaxed and open and comfortable with everything though. She´s impressed with my relaxation it seems.
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