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Drewwyann
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psychotic episodes?

#6854170 - 04/30/07 04:41 PM (19 years, 5 months ago)

alright well recently when i do doses of shrooms 2.5-6 grams, i tend to go sort of crazy in a way where im not myself (as usual). But ill think suicidal thoughts, but not in a negative way.

Sort of like a, "what would happen if i would just jump off a bridge." sort of thoughts. I chalk it up to me exploring the world and questioning everything, as i normally do on mushrooms.

I would never execute any of these thoughts, but i guess i just wanna find out if anyone else has thoughts like these.

Again though, i dont think about physically doing them, just sort of testing myself to see if i would ever go through with it. Could it be my way of exploring the own brain and finding out if i would actually consider it an option? anyhoo, feedback please.

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Re: psychotic episodes?

[Re: Drewwyann]
#6854365 - 04/30/07 05:32 PM (19 years, 5 months ago)

Could it be my way of exploring the own brain and finding out if i would actually consider it an option? :thumbup:

You nailed it :smile:

It's no myth that psychedelic break any boundaries and dissolve all the taboos from our minds. Death, suicidal actions are one of those taboos. I think that what you're experiencing is pretty normal. Know your mind, that's where mushrooms point out. As long as week taboos we fear them and limit ourselves. We feel guilty and ugly.
Take this chance and set yourself free, enjoy every question and curiosity :thumbup:

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Re: psychotic episodes?

[Re: Drewwyann]
#6854375 - 04/30/07 05:34 PM (19 years, 5 months ago)

Yeah I've had similar thoughts as well.

One that is pretty funny (to me at least) was when I was tripping in Peru at a friends house. I decided that I was going to go to the beach and merge with the sea, and that way getting to go to the next phase. I told my friend goodbye and what I was planning. But I also had so many other things to say and somehow I forgot and didn't carry out my plan :grin:

Have a hard time to put it in words but somehow in this different state of consciousness the meaning of infinity has a new shine to it. I often get the feeling that this is how death will feel. Very divine :mushroom2:

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