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I'm scared - There is no description
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In the back of my mind, I know how ridiculous all of this is, but that doesn't change the empirical evidence I'm getting, not to mention the pure and emotional mindfuck.

I've been pissed off, before; I've been sad and depressed, but somehow, now is very different. I'm scared.

I don't remember events that happened yesterday, and things that happened tomorrow I've already been through. I've been in a constant state of Deja Vu or complete darkness. I've tried to confide in all those I trust, but they've shot me down. I have no motivation, and no feeling of self-worth. How the hell can that be?

So, I'm very frightened at what I'm going to do. I'm going to hit somebody. I'm going to hurt myself, but unintentionally. I don't want this shit, but the inevitability of it all is ridiculous.

See, I won't remember making this post. I won't even remember these thoughts, but they've stayed with me.

What am I to do if I can't intrinsically trust that it will get better, as I've always been able to do in the past?

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Re: I'm scared - There is no description [Re: Meraok]
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How much do you sleep?

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Re: I'm scared - There is no description [Re: Corporal Kielbasa]
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What drugs have you been doing lately? Have you recently started or stopped any?


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"Ignore the distortion you're forced to percieve and believe that what supercedes is love, but who agrees?"

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Re: I'm scared - There is no description [Re: Meraok]
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Quote:
How much do you sleep?


A valid question. As a rule of thumb assume to need at least 7 hours of uninterrupted restful sleep at regular hours.

If you think your condition is medical, then you should seek medical attention.

Tell us more if you want to.


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Edited by Asante (10/03/06 09:05 PM)

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Re: I'm scared - There is no description [Re: Asante]
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You're confiding in the wrong people.


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hold her hand, you wanna dick her!" -Grace Slick's
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Re: I'm scared - There is no description [Re: Asante]
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Deja vue is when your mind is so tired it shuts down for a half second while you are still concious. Sounds like you are running yourself into the ground.

not aimed at you Wiccan seeker

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Re: I'm scared - There is no description [Re: Meraok]
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As of late, I've been sleeping at every opportunity, even if it isn't a place I should be sleeping. Upwards of 16 hours a day, sometimes. Usually between 10 and 12. This has been for the past 4 or 5 days.

I've been abusing any drug I can get my hands on, which is also scarey. As of late, it's been purely legal things, like alcohol or caffiene. Everything to the nth, without a hint of moderation. I've not been chemical free for weeks.

I suspect the problem may be all of the amphetamine I took two weeks ago, for a 3-4 day binge. But that was two weeks ago.

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Re: I'm scared - There is no description [Re: Meraok]
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When you kill your brain it doesn't know two weeks from 20 years. Shit man speed WILL drive you insane. I had a feeling you were on methamphetamine at some point thats why i asked about your sleep pattern.

Stop looking to booze, drugs etc for your answers, they will only get you further down. Clear your head up so it can actually think and not get carried away with your drug induced thoughts.

I am not a doctor but i know when a person should call it quits. You need to detox your body of all substances, let your mind body and soul rest for once.

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Re: I'm scared - There is no description [Re: Meraok]
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I think the Physical and Mental Health Forum would be the most appropriate place for this thread.

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Re: I'm scared - There is no description [Re: RandalFlagg]
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I think this should stay here.

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Re: I'm scared - There is no description [Re: Meraok]
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Meraok said:
As of late, I've been sleeping at every opportunity, even if it isn't a place I should be sleeping. Upwards of 16 hours a day, sometimes. Usually between 10 and 12. This has been for the past 4 or 5 days.

I've been abusing any drug I can get my hands on, which is also scarey. As of late, it's been purely legal things, like alcohol or caffiene. Everything to the nth, without a hint of moderation. I've not been chemical free for weeks.

I suspect the problem may be all of the amphetamine I took two weeks ago, for a 3-4 day binge. But that was two weeks ago.


First off, I have to mention that I've seen your avatar twice before. I was doing dxm and it was your avatar, with the face in it, spinning around my room in 3d.

Now, you should know that sleep is important. Too much or too little will wear you down. You should aim for a routine sleeping schedule. Going to sleep, atleast by 11, is good. 9 or 10 is better. Wake up early, by 5-8.

To accomplish this, you will need to be active. There are different ways to be active and all of them will take sacrifice. I suggest that you begin to exercise. You can exercise every day if you want. Make sure to do it atleast 1x a week. If it's only 1x, you better make it good. I'm talking about a real adventure where you go for it, fully focused.

You will also need to eat right. That means healthy foods in the right quantities to support your day's efforts.

Drugs can hurt you if you do them too much. Don't even both with amphetamines. They are no good.

I think you already know what you need to do. Two of those things is to stop being a whiner and a liar.


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Re: I'm scared - There is no description [Re: Meraok]
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It's OKAY, everybody! I feel GREAT, today!

and, hobbitshe, or whatever the heck your pseudonym is. I already excersize too much. I do need to get into a sleepy schedule, though

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Re: I'm scared - There is no description [Re: Meraok]
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"Need to sort out my Sleepy routine" lol


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Re: I'm scared - There is no description [Re: Meraok]
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Meraok said:
I suspect the problem may be all of the amphetamine I took two weeks ago, for a 3-4 day binge. But that was two weeks ago.


'nuff said. I used to feel that way for months until I scored a big bag of ice again. it's like having the worst girlfriend ever that sucks the life out of you and makes you feel like you are useless without her. crank makes you long for it for YEARS. welcome to the jungle, bitch.


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Hunt On, Good Fellow

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