fathertracy said:

Hey dude,

I used to be like that, and to an extent I still am. I used to smoke a lot, when I was younger. Me and my friends would get high pretty much on a daily basis more or less. Eventually the consequences caught up to me and I quit for a solid 2 years. Then it seemed whenever I would smoke (very infrequently) I would have a terrible time. I wouldnt connect with anyone, I didn't want to talk to anybody, all kinds of shit. I would rarely talk while high because I kept second guessing everything I said--as if the non-high person would think I was an idiot.

Now, when I smoke, I just do it alone, or with a group of my close friends. I treat weed the way a lot of people treat mushrooms. I have to be in the right environment with the right people. Seriously.. Its the social situations that make me uncomfortable when I'm high. Now I just relax and listen to music, talk to my CLOSE GOOD AWESOME WELL-KNOWN friends, or just go to bed. As the other person before me said, try smoking in less social situations. It really worked for me atleast. Its 4:22 AM, and I'm going to pack up my one-hitter, do it, and go to bed.


Good luck,


Ryan

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rocknliam said:

That happened to me, but instead of me feeling like everyone was against me, i felt as if everything was fake, and unreal, this isn't uncomfortable for most people, but i had derealisation/depersonalisation for about two months. And when i got into that mind frame again it really bugs me out, i tried smoking again just to see what she was like, but i didn't like it, i could controll it but it wasn't fun.

So i just stopped smoking weed, she was alot of fun for awhile and still is fun for most people, but its just not for me, so i just sit around and enjoy the company of the others.

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