I'm 20 years old, no family history of aneurysm that i'm aware of, not a bad diet, and relatively physically fit (gym and bike to school) but smoke cigs when drinking on the weekend...and that's pretty much the extent of the bodily harm I'm doing to myself.
So, I've been smoking marijuana pretty regularly for the past 5 months or so...and for the last month or two pretty much every day. I'm adding this because I don't know if my headaches are from the weed or not...my thinking is that they aren't.
So, a couple months ago I got pretty quick onset headache and had to walk outside and get some clear breaths because I had a weird feeling that i was having a cerebral aneurysm or something. Since then it happened to the same degree a few weeks later.
Now, i'm pretty freaked out because i was stoned last night and i started to get that feeling again. it started as a dull but strong pain suddenly on the top right side of my head. after a while it spread over the entire top of my head and to the upper back and left side and was throbbing and very uncomfortable.
I got scared and searched cerebral aneurysm on the internet to get symptoms, likelihood info, etc. and i had a couple symptoms. the symptoms i had consistant w/ aneurysm were sudden and severe headache (i kept rubbing my head and tried to hold it together from bursting it was throbbing so bad). i also had an uneasy stomach feeling that i might consider nausea but that probably had to do more with how scared i was that i was going to die. the rest of the symptoms including pain behind eyes, dizzyness, blurred vision, vomiting, confusion, loss of consciousness, i did not have.
also, it is my understanding that once an aneurysm victim begins showing symptoms it is a pretty quick process from headache to loss of consciousness. i was freaking out w/ the headache and nausea for 2 hours, then it started to get better over the next hour and was gone by the end of it (probably helped that i had a big drink to calm my nerves).
this morning i was relieved to wake up alive but i got the same headache feelings (though WAY milder) and uneasy stomach a couple hours after waking. it disappeared much sooner than it had the night before but i've been feeling like i was going to get the headache again all day after that while attending classes and such...but i think that may be paranoia and pseudosyndromatic.
I KNOW YOU AREN'T ALL DOCTORS...
but i still have some questions i'd like you to answer if you can:
1. do you think the marijuana has anything to do with what was happening to me or was it a coincidence that this happened while i was high and the marijuana made me freak out when it was only a simple headache?
2. do you know anyone who has had an aneurysm and what was their age, did they survive, where was the headache localized,what's their story,etc.?
3. are there pre-symptoms that would clue somebody in to their aneurysm before it actually bursts?
4. anything besides aneurysm or pre-aneurysm that i might have been experienceing?
5. anything you can add would be greatly appreciated.
I wrote a goodbye note to friends and family as a precaution last night, directing my roommates to my stash so they could get rid of it before my room was cleaned up. I was so scared but i couldn't talk about my symptoms w/ my roommates for some reason. the last thing i wanted to do was get rushed to the ER and get a catscan of my brain revealing nothing wrong at all, but i was conflicted because it seemed my only choice (either that or die). i was sure i wouldn't see this morning last night and i'm paranoid even right now as i type his that something bad is going to happen and i'll die of this aneurysm that i'm probably pseudo feeling.
god. i don't know what to do or think but i could sure use some help/guidance. if a doctor's visit is DEFINETLY a must i can do that next week when i go home for thanksgiving and visit my primary caregiver. thanks
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ca'rouse (k-rouz)
intr.v.
To engage in boisterous, drunken merrymaking.
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