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beejay
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fuckin girls! stoopid me
#3335116 - 11/08/04 10:09 PM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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what the fuck! A while back my dumb ass fell in love with a great friend who I'd known forever. We got toghether, though she was already planning on movin to NY. She moved and we kept up for a while, but of course long distance relationships dont work. So she moved back a couple months ago... with her new boyfriend. Grrrrrrrrr! She called me and told me when she got home, I played it like I was cool about it. Then as soon as the phone was hung up I went beserk. I've been wrestling with this shit ever since and hadn't talked to her since that day. We just hung out for a bit and fuckin hell I want my girl back. I feel like some shithead just took everything I wanted in one fell swoop. Can that motherfucker paint? can he write dope ass songs on the guitar or grow dope ass mushies? Does he cook hher dinner? No No No No. What a stroke. I'm not sure if Im pissed cause I want her back or cause my numbness is gone. I didn't want to break up in the first place, but it takes two to tango, so I shoved my feelings in a little jar of substrate in the back of my head and now the fucker is envitro pinning. Ahhhhhhh! ok you guys can start flaming me for being a bitch now. I just had to get this out. Fuck do I hate love, whoever invented it should be shot, at least thats how I feel currently.
-------------------- Anjaba said: Oh shit, don't drink it.... It would eat away your esophagus... mantis said: Leave me out of this pissing contest, you fascist wang-dang-doodle! Hattori Hanzo said: If on your journey, you should encounter God, God will be cut
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ricelicker
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Re: fuckin girls! stoopid me [Re: beejay]
#3335126 - 11/08/04 10:11 PM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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Man I feel for you... GL. But what do you paint? Are you into graf at all? *sees your signature* I guess I'll take a look.
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Re: fuckin girls! stoopid me [Re: beejay]
#3335130 - 11/08/04 10:12 PM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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beejay
some randominternet dude
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Re: fuckin girls! stoopid me [Re: fearfect]
#3335139 - 11/08/04 10:13 PM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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used to be into graf when I was younger, but they got pretty shitty about it in Chicago. They started buffing everything even permission walls the bastards. Stick to canvas mostly.
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dr_gonz
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beejay
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Re: fuckin girls! stoopid me [Re: dr_gonz]
#3335170 - 11/08/04 10:19 PM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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Im on it G. Love and a mess load of dank! Shitty thing is I got a test tomorrow and I should be studying. That is quite impossible currently. Wish I had some beer though. Tooooooo lazy to get brew though.
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Dark_Empty_Void
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Re: fuckin girls! stoopid me [Re: beejay]
#3335264 - 11/08/04 10:38 PM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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either tell her how you feel of wait for them to break up, either way stop bitching about lol
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daimyo
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Re: fuckin girls! stoopid me [Re: beejay]
#3335353 - 11/08/04 10:56 PM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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You lost a battle, but the war isn't over. It's better she leaves sooner than later. Go out and make lots of money doing what you like. In the process you'll meet someone better AND be rich!
Advice: Never get into a relationship with a friend unless you are prepared to lose that friend.
And for the sake of your sanity, don't harbor ill feelings towards anyone, especially the other guy.
Good luck to you!
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3Stigmata
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Re: fuckin girls! stoopid me [Re: daimyo]
#3335365 - 11/08/04 10:59 PM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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there are tons of girls out there dude. you'll either get back together with her or you'll eventually move on.
i know, i have. (moved on)
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countryboysmoker
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Re: fuckin girls! stoopid me [Re: 3Stigmata]
#3335376 - 11/08/04 11:02 PM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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go out, get all the pussy you can get a hold of... then when youve satisfied yourself, and can think clearly....try to move on.
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beejay
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Re: fuckin girls! stoopid me [Re: 3Stigmata]
#3335398 - 11/08/04 11:06 PM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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yeah I know I know. I must clear up the fact that Im not some EMO wuss thats always crying about the one that got away. I was really fine with all this, but seeing her kinda fucked it up. I'm feelin better already, but then again Im baked outta my ghord. Just frustrated I suppose. Just been so long since Ive met anyone that really did it for me. I met a dope ass girl in israel this summer but she lives in DC. No im not some religious psycho jew. Im not even jewish but my pops was and that was enough to get me a free trip there via birthright israel. Just dig gettin outta the US.
-------------------- Anjaba said: Oh shit, don't drink it.... It would eat away your esophagus... mantis said: Leave me out of this pissing contest, you fascist wang-dang-doodle! Hattori Hanzo said: If on your journey, you should encounter God, God will be cut
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countryboysmoker
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Re: fuckin girls! stoopid me [Re: beejay]
#3335406 - 11/08/04 11:08 PM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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yeah i want to get back outta america.....
wish I could run around aimlessly around the world and not worry about borders, just visit many cultures and experience many things
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beejay
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hell yeah, kinda wish I didnt go to college. If I didnt have all this debt I could sustain myself anywhere. It was all a scam to keep me here. But it wont work damit, cause I dont care and will run around the world like a fool then declare bankrupcy.
-------------------- Anjaba said: Oh shit, don't drink it.... It would eat away your esophagus... mantis said: Leave me out of this pissing contest, you fascist wang-dang-doodle! Hattori Hanzo said: If on your journey, you should encounter God, God will be cut
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daimyo
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Re: fuckin girls! stoopid me [Re: beejay]
#3335422 - 11/08/04 11:13 PM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
beejay said: hell yeah, kinda wish I didnt go to college. If I didnt have all this debt I could sustain myself anywhere. It was all a scam to keep me here. But it wont work damit, cause I dont care and will run around the world like a fool then declare bankrupcy.
HAHAHA!! Now that's the spirit.
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Mister Black
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Quote:
countryboysmoker said: go out, get all the pussy you can get a hold of... then when youve satisfied yourself, and can think clearly....try to move on.
Word. Make sure the girl sees you with at least three different bitches a week.
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Phishgrrl
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Re: fuckin girls! stoopid me [Re: Mister Black]
#3336742 - 11/09/04 10:14 AM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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I know how you feel. Maybe you should tell her. Seriously. She probably still has something for you and it's worth a try at least. Good luck!
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Penguin
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Re: fuckin girls! stoopid me [Re: Phishgrrl]
#3336857 - 11/09/04 11:02 AM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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yeah. everyone has good points here. Many, many fish in the sea... but why did you take your anger and fustrations out on the poor cake? If you decide not to put effort forth into getting her back, take a few pointer from your pal Penguin: 1. Better yourself. 2. There are two types of people in the world: Ones that follow lines and ones that follow circles. Be a line and if your relationship with her, back in the day, was a mess, then the reason why she got some one new was to try and see if HER life was the problem. She may just want someone new *sorry*; she prolly realized that her life with you was a circle. 3. Expect the worst and make the best of it. 4. Lower your expectations of her... 5. stop beating on the mushies;
Edited by Penguin (11/09/04 11:11 AM)
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ricelicker
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Re: fuckin girls! stoopid me [Re: Penguin]
#3336950 - 11/09/04 11:31 AM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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Penguin, something a little nome told me quite some time ago:
"If you always expect the worst, you'll never be dissapointed."
But maybe in this situation it would be appropriate.
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Penguin
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Re: fuckin girls! stoopid me [Re: ricelicker]
#3336977 - 11/09/04 11:37 AM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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yes, true.
If one was so inclined to live in the presence of someone they truly don't know them selves. LIVE FOR NO ONE
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beejay
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Re: fuckin girls! stoopid me [Re: Penguin]
#3337371 - 11/09/04 01:21 PM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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hey all, just wanted to let yall know Im fine now. I just needed to vent is all. So thanks to everyone that responded. I had a really cool flying dream last night so how the hell could I be down after that? I figure I got a lot goin for me right now so I am happy for that, plus I did fine on the test I was stressin about JOY!
NOTE: No mushies and/or cakes were hurt during the filming of this emotion. All references to which were purely metaphorical and for entertainment purposes only.
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