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    #2589115 - 04/22/04 12:27 AM (13 years, 12 days ago)

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Re: Feeling out of Control [Re: acidcrys]
    #2589204 - 04/22/04 12:46 AM (13 years, 12 days ago)

ever try exercise?


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Re: Feeling out of Control [Re: oDin]
    #2589212 - 04/22/04 12:49 AM (13 years, 11 days ago)

everyday practically :frown: I usually do sit ups before bed and I do a workout video when I get home from work. Sometimes I'll jog before work.


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Re: Feeling out of Control [Re: acidcrys]
    #2589274 - 04/22/04 01:03 AM (13 years, 11 days ago)

Yeah, uh.. I'm pretty much exactly how you described.  :laugh:

Well, I was, I'm getting a lot better now.  It sucks, I know, but these things can always be helped.  You're always welcome to talk with me on your communication mode of preference. :smile:


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Re: Feeling out of Control [Re: acidcrys]
    #2589835 - 04/22/04 04:41 AM (13 years, 11 days ago)

Do you smoke much pot acidcrys?


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Re: Feeling out of Control [Re: acidcrys]
    #2589849 - 04/22/04 05:03 AM (13 years, 11 days ago)

/me hugs crys

if ya ever wanna talk feel free to talk to me :laugh: im all ears :laugh:


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Re: Feeling out of Control [Re: acidcrys]
    #2589872 - 04/22/04 05:57 AM (13 years, 11 days ago)

Do you have a passion?

It can be a simple passion, like growing orchids.

I find when I have something that truly intrests me, it helps keep the rest of this mundane life in focus.


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Re: Feeling out of Control [Re: enotake2]
    #2590063 - 04/22/04 09:03 AM (13 years, 11 days ago)

nope, I actually don't do drugs most of the time. I smoke pot about 3 times a year if not less. I will take presciption drugs once in a while, and thats about it.

dobie - thanks :smile: If I get the guts to, I'll take you up on your offer. It just comes out to be so hard sometimes trying to talk to other people.. I always feel overbearing or bothersome and/or boring and it drives me nuts.

Skikid - I try. I love art.. and I was doing it more recently and but that was right before this "time" happened. Its usually hard for me to do art because of lack of concentration or perfectionism.. and right before all of this it was so easy.. and I was so happy.. then bam.. I just lost the ability to it - like a writer's block.

I don't know what else there really is.. I don't have a car so I can't really get out that much to do anything beyond the neighborhood. I love walking but I don't always do it here since I just moved here last August. Maybe walking more would make me feel better... when I was living with my parent's still and knew the city liek the back of my hand I would walk almost every single night. I loved it more than anything it felt so liberating.. I'd wander all over at 10pm at night.. with my headphones blasting awesome music. Here I'm afraid to do that because its a much larger city and I'm a new citizen to the community.. and I really don't feel too safe.

I really do wish to get out more.. I just don't know what to do. Its mainly clubs here - and I'm not really a clubbing type of person.. and meh so on.

Thanks for the responses everyone :smile: I appreciate them greatly.


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Re: Feeling out of Control [Re: acidcrys]
    #2590132 - 04/22/04 09:50 AM (13 years, 11 days ago)

dont worry it doesnt bother me. your not boring either :laugh: its just kinda hard to hear on three way phone lol everyone one is saying huh? what?


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Re: Feeling out of Control [Re: acidcrys]
    #2590906 - 04/22/04 02:05 PM (13 years, 11 days ago)

Sounds like dissasociation to me; there's quite a bit of it going around and is a product of stress I think.

I've had some luck myself with self-hypnosis, I'll ask myself "what is my intent?" and I'll reply "Peace and Goodwill."
It seems to work like a mantra and my whole outlook brightens as I get centered.

It just may work for you too.


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Re: Feeling out of Control [Re: acidcrys]
    #2591014 - 04/22/04 02:39 PM (13 years, 11 days ago)

"I feel empty like everything is just a facade and everyone around me are just actors faking what they say, faking how they act."

I felt this way too for a while, and I was also having negative thought loops, anxiety etc etc.. I got prescribed an anti-depressant. :tongue:

Feeling like everyone is just an actor is a very strange and unsettling feeling. I was having trouble telling the difference between sitcoms and my life, it was scary.


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Re: Feeling out of Control *DELETED* [Re: lukeboots]
    #2591508 - 04/22/04 04:58 PM (13 years, 11 days ago)

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Re: Feeling out of Control [Re: acidcrys]
    #2591758 - 04/22/04 06:03 PM (13 years, 11 days ago)

well have you tried any pharms, or have you just shaken them all off?

if you havent even looked into it.. give it a try. taking a pill once a day really won't hurt you, and who knows, it could solve your problem.


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Re: Feeling out of Control [Re: lukeboots]
    #2591821 - 04/22/04 06:27 PM (13 years, 11 days ago)

I've never tried them. I used to get constant migraines and had insomnia which I was on meds for most of my childhood.. and I hated it.. i hated having medication decide my life


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Re: Feeling out of Control [Re: acidcrys]
    #2591830 - 04/22/04 06:30 PM (13 years, 11 days ago)

"I felt this way too for a while, and I was also having negative thought loops, anxiety etc etc.. I got prescribed an anti-depressant.

Feeling like everyone is just an actor is a very strange and unsettling feeling. I was having trouble telling the difference between sitcoms and my life, it was scary"

indeed, i've been stuck in some bad loops--these were the worst though, because they were while tripping.. and everything also physically had a pattern, and everything everyone said sounded so set up.. asif everything reality was fake--sometimes i get it sober, but the patterns aren't as intense


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    #2592168 - 04/22/04 08:53 PM (13 years, 11 days ago)

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Re: Feeling out of Control [Re: acidcrys]
    #2593118 - 04/23/04 01:02 AM (13 years, 10 days ago)

Yeah i know how you feel, i stopped trying to care. It caused too much anxiety... i try not to care. But when i dont care i feel depressed, so its kind of a wishy washy situation for me. I dont really know of any good advice... just talk to people, get your thoughts out. It may help for you to better "rationalize" your situation, allowing you to take better control over your own body/mind.


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Re: Feeling out of Control [Re: acidcrys]
    #2594190 - 04/23/04 10:55 AM (13 years, 10 days ago)

acidcrys: try exercising first thing in the morning to get your blood flowing fell throught out your body. When you get home at night...relax and watch a good film or a read a good book. Whenever i feel the need for satisfaction, this is what does me good...give it a try for a day and night and let me know if you dig it...


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Re: Feeling out of Control [Re: acidcrys]
    #2596316 - 04/23/04 11:12 PM (13 years, 10 days ago)

I know how you feel, and I can't really say I have an answer. When I was like this I tried exercising and pills and they worked fairly well, as long as I was by myself, when I was around other people though I never felt comfortable, I was always thinking people were somehow against me, and excercising and pills just felt like an addiction, like I was running from my problems. I guess I should mention that I've never been a very social person, I just had a small group of freinds, and I stopped hanging around with them and was pretty much a loner for a while. I still saw them occasionally, and there wasn't really any hard feelings. I read alot of books and spent alot of time in nature, (fortunately I live in the country, next to a state park), and over time I learned how to deal with, and understand some of what I was feeling, and realize the necessity of it. A couple of books I would really recommend are, Siddhartha by Herman Hesse, and Brave New World by Aldous Huxley. I also read alot about Buddhism, wich has definately changed my life. I wish more people would try to listen and understand themselves, instead of trying to find ways to get away from their problems. I think this was my problem to begin with, I wasn't really in tune with myself, and though I felt miserable for a while, now I mainly feel thankful. There really are no easy answers, but time has a way of solving most problems.


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Re: Feeling out of Control [Re: acidcrys]
    #2597515 - 04/24/04 11:25 AM (13 years, 9 days ago)

stress.


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