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My therapy dog/child/ best friend had his leg broke (Update back in the animal hospital)
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So as some of you know I have a very Very close relationship with my dog. I spend hours a day giving him loving and making him and me feel happy, calm and special. Since the age of 14 ive had him their through my health problems, verbal abuse in the house, family deaths/suicides and so much more he has been my only true anxiety and depression relief. He is my therapy dog.Everyone who knows me knows I love him as if he was a 100% human child and devote more time to him then any of my friends. As a consequence I have already been extremely sickeningly worried about how I'd survive without him because he is 10 and has Addisons disease. However he has been doing good and for the most part I haven't worried too much about his health.

Then today someone fucking let him in the garage (I was at another house taking care of my dad.) And the driveway we have is hard to see what's there until your there and the one person that gives as much love to him as I do (My mom) ran into him and luckily quickly backed up or else he could've had a much worse break. Still it horrified me and im still in shock.My mom loves him more then most people love their dogs too so she's also incredibly distraught but it's a fucking horrible situation.

He has a broken leg and will have surgery tomorrow morning . If things go well and he heals like the vets say I can get past this. If it changes him forever or leads to his death though I think I'd break even more then tonight when I was sobbing uncontrollably and felt my psyche break in a disassociated way, I'm still almost. Throwing up and getting dizzy from how bad this is on me. I feel like I will give up on life one way or the other if I lose my kid. It would be a defining moment in the worst possible way. Prayers genie wishes fucking anything positive coming our way would be appreciated.

This is one of the darkest moments of my life in the last few years. May not sound like a lot but to me it's EVERYTHING.

I'm definitely not going to do it but right now I feel like dying.


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Edited by Seriously_trippin (02/12/19 04:31 AM)

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Re: My therapy dog/child/ best friend had his leg broke today and I'm suicidal depressed [Re: Seriously_trippin]
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Sorry about the break.  I have a dog as well and it's easy to project deep parts of our self onto them.

The projecting is what we make it and goes on after death.  It's just hard after a loss.  We feel the substance is gone.

I'm sorta catching up to reality, or feel that way at times.  It's already been 7 years and some months I've had my pooch.  It's a lot of investment.  A lot of money and getting to know each other.

But they are like ET in a lot of ways too.

Just do what you gotta do to pull together and be that loving support for the pooch.  Sounds like your head isn't put together so good.  If you are religious perhaps that's some good thoughts and projections as well.

Fasting can be good in times requiring more alertness.  If not overwhelmed by delusion.  I have no idea when I will lose my dog.  It's not a good thing to think about cause it goes more in that direction.

Think healing loving thoughts and be aware of dangers.  Dogs do stupid stuff too and some of that is us always guarding them from danger.  At the family farm there are two dogs that get to be free 99% of the time.  They don't seem to need anyone hovering over them, but are very loving.

It's freaky having investments in animals.  But they aren't totally what we always project.  It's just nice to see some loving vision through.  And that's hard with a lot of beliefs they have no soul, or what not.

Just very interesting creatures!  I'm sure it's going to cost money to help your dog out.  Surely hope money isn't an issue when it comes to getting healing.

Sooner or later though, it is an issue of throwing money and drugs at a losing cause.


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Re: My therapy dog/child/ best friend had his leg broke today and I'm suicidal depressed [Re: Morel Guy]
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Hope your puppy companion heals up fine.


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Re: My therapy dog/child/ best friend had his leg broke today and I'm suicidal depressed [Re: ReposadoXochipilli]
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Mine is so quite it's hard to just guess if he's in need or what.

But man if someone knocks.  A girl friend on Facebook posted a pic of a pooch having Nam flashbacks at a knock.

I guess legal weed is a weird thing.  People hate their experience.  People expect a lot of what a drug trip should or should not be, within reason and beyond that.

Not legal here yet.  I could stay awake on an indica.  It just gets old smoking weed and zoning.

It can cause intense reproduction concerns. Terror!

Nothing I fear more than kids.  Especially babies.  I have a serious phobia.

Being a criminal is not great.  A vet of the war on drugs for the wrong side it would appear.  But oh ya how society loses people and just plain didn't hold their end of the deal.

That said Alvaro Uribe got into office on Cartel money.  I wonder what conservative America would do about that?

It's easy for me to be hard on them.  It's not without heart at all.  It's a fantastic rich jungle.  Personally I like the Coffee Import Agency.

I never learned coffee is deadly.  It seems rarely so.  It's good famine herb.  Like coca is supposed to be.

Sorry for jacking threads.  I think sometimes we need distraction.  I seem good at that with a slight bit of clumsy self awareness.

I stay off illegal drugs for my dog.  If he got a chunk of opium, it's a bad day.

I don't think I could call for help so easily.  Highly illegal stuff.


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Re: My therapy dog/child/ best friend had his leg broke today and I'm suicidal depressed [Re: Morel Guy]
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Edit: Trolling/Flaming OP

Edited by LogicaL Chaos (01/28/19 02:04 PM)

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Re: My therapy dog/child/ best friend had his leg broke today and I'm suicidal depressed [Re: PumpJackTeX]
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The vets will fix your dog up, stay strong! Glucosamine helps older dogs a lot with joint pain and energy levels. Glucosamine dosed treats are the best, makes it real simple.

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Re: My therapy dog/child/ best friend had his leg broke today and I'm suicidal depressed [Re: PumpJackTeX]
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Who?

Get another dog and a life that is better suited for them.  My dood is on a schedule.  No foreseeable cause of death yet.

Lot's of them break legs.  They don't like to kill them based on no money though.

Too bad most of the dogs in the shelter seem like old peoples dogs or thugs.  Ever stoner gotta have a pit.  Well my dad had one like that from Florida.  She bit a stranger.  Never heard much after that.

My dog gets a bit mean too.  He gets excited and 4 dogs have came after him.  So It's a very restrictive situation on walks.  Going anywhere.

I don't terrorize him.  If anything I love talk him too much.  Banned him from the bedroom for awhile now.  He likes to be alone.  I think he gets tired of us saying goodbye.

It's not the same as hello.  Every pup loves hello.  We teach them emotions, they feel those energies.  They see those.

He see's a lot of things not there too.  Very very subtle sounds.  I'm sure he can over think as well.

He's gotta sniff every spot he ever p'd.  Damn great social memory!


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"in sterquiliniis invenitur in stercore invenitur"

In filth it will be found in dung it will be found

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Re: My therapy dog/child/ best friend had his leg broke today and I'm suicidal depressed [Re: Bikerfool]
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Bikerfool said:
The vets will fix your dog up, stay strong! Glucosamine helps older dogs a lot with joint pain and energy levels. Glucosamine dosed treats are the best, makes it real simple.



I damn well thought this thread could be an angle to milk money.  But security says it's a risky thing.

For a well known shroomerite I'd consider aid for a dog if it's a real life or death situation.  Not much but a little.


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Re: My therapy dog/child/ best friend had his leg broke today and I'm suicidal depressed [Re: Morel Guy]
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ya like getting bit on the nose by a rattle snake.

I miss you Gator!


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Re: My therapy dog/child/ best friend had his leg broke today and I'm suicidal depressed [Re: PumpJackTeX]
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That is serious pain from what I understand.  I worry more about my dog having little bump ins like that.

Coyotes are a concern sometimes.  Copperheads or some other snake in Ohio was found more northern than usual.  Climate change.

Plus we are all too observant.


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"in sterquiliniis invenitur in stercore invenitur"

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Re: My therapy dog/child/ best friend had his leg broke today and I'm suicidal depressed [Re: PumpJackTeX]
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PAW PUDDY CBD  https://hempfulfarms.com/product-category/paw-puddy/

to help him kindly get better..


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Re: My therapy dog/child/ best friend had his leg broke today and I'm suicidal depressed [Re: orison]
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Don't self medicate a dog.  Vets are very smart and most CBD is inactive.  Or should I say fake CBD strains.

They love pain like we all die.  WE love it enough to put it off so it means something.

The dogs just have a lot going for them.  They see things I hope to catch in my dream weaving.

Not thinking of someone as sex and it being a real turn off when it is.  that seems to be love to me.

I am afraid taking meds around my dog.  He's been good when I drop one.  Hasn't ate one yet.

There is a lot of loathing in losing a pet.  Our living experiments.  Mom wants all the goats gone.  Step dad wants to conserve some sort of agreement for a tax break.  It's not a big one but it's trying to learn what families passe down.
 
A farm never sleeps.  I love reading a goats mind.  They are so indifferent.  Just freaked in another world all the time.  But very smart in their blindness.

I'd shoot them.  But yes the meat is very very good.  Muslims and mexicans or other traditional people cut the throat.  That's an odd power.  These things were raised for a long time for slaughter.  I know it's a bit sad like a sacred cow.  But it's life for others, it gives meat.

There might not be potatoes or frenchfries and all that.  Even Uncle Sam keeps cattle to feed troops.


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Re: My therapy dog/child/ best friend had his leg broke today and I'm suicidal depressed [Re: Morel Guy]
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Saw a girl just freaking out at the vets over a death.  We know spirits exist.

I don't know how vets can do that.  I don't like executions.  Not cause someone is sick.

I've been through a lot of torments.  I don't like having those easy out's around.

Like riding in cars.  Sometimes I do feel supernatural powers like fear.

I hope the girl that was so upset found some peace.  It's hard to imagine the dead in peace, and keep our focus on living.

I almost got a charge bragging threats to the vets when dealing with our boxer put down.  They are trippy like that.  I'm good friends with the lady I suspect read the email.  She took my doodle I have now's puppy picture.  She has several dogs and one has hip issues.  These dogs just love us and a good dog will get put down.

Can get put down.  Fact is their time is usually quick.  A farm dog can live longer.  Depending on their time just hanging out looking really sad.

I feel I owe these creatures my soul.  So kind and loving and beautiful.  Dangerous to but I feel that's our shadow they react to.  It's freaky too.

It's we all know we can be put down.  That really numbed society a lot.  Knowing we had the power of love to connect.


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Re: My therapy dog/child/ best friend had his leg broke today and I'm suicidal depressed [Re: Morel Guy]
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Thank you all for the reassurance and kind words :hug: This is amplifying my ptsd so much It’s extremely painful for me right now because for 10 years he’s almost never left my side through mostly thick and not much thin and I treat him Ike my son so this is breaking me. However his surgery is tonight and once he starts recovering and is home I will be okay but for right now it’s heartwrenxhjng.

I love y’all :heart: thank you and I’ll fersure update


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Modest Mouse
Zappa, Jellyfish
Slothie
That Kid With The face
ShLong
Le Canard
split_by_nine
& Big Worm Forever
Etched in the sands of time in the shroomery and ever so beloved and deeply missed by many :heart:

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Re: My therapy dog/child/ best friend had his leg broke today and I'm suicidal depressed [Re: Seriously_trippin]
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Keep us posted, man. Best of luck and here's wishing for a full recovery to your buddy, ST.


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Re: My therapy dog/child/ best friend had his leg broke today and I'm suicidal depressed [Re: Nifflerz]
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dont feel bad man. im super close to my dog as well and he broke his back leg last year. it is tough but just keep loving him and it should be ok :heart:


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Re: My therapy dog/child/ best friend had his leg broke today and I'm suicidal depressed [Re: spirit_shadow]
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Niffla said:
Keep us posted, man. Best of luck and here's wishing for a full recovery to your buddy, ST.


:heart: you Niff. I hope to god this is the case.
spirit_shadow said:
dont feel bad man. im super close to my dog as well and he broke his back leg last year. it is tough but just keep loving him and it should be ok :heart:


spirit_shadow said:
dont feel bad man. im super close to my dog as well and he broke his back leg last year. it is tough but just keep loving him and it should be ok :heart:


Yeah I suppose ur right he is 10 and has arthritis and Addison’s disease but ur probably right in that he will heal and it won’t make seem as bad. Tonight though I took TONS of diluadid ( but not near enough to od) to kill some emotions because it was killing me. I’m still beside myself but I  told them  it was extremely important to me for them to call me so I could see him before surgery and they didn’t .  That infuriated me even more  emotions going off the roof. Then couple hours later we finally get a call from the surgeon saying everything went well.  He has a metal rod and one of his legs  but hopefully he will get back to normal sooner than later.  It does suck that he hast to be there three days for them to monitor him that it is necessary.

So finally I have a little bit lifted off my chest but at the expense of taking way more diluadid then I have alloted which will completely fuck me at the end of the month w/d wise.  All I care about right now though  is my pup Though so I’m excited they said it went so well, I know he isn’t out of the woods yet and I hope it doesn’t change him or his demeanor because he’s perfect the way he is.


  A lot to process but thank you so much everyone I love you guys and gals so much and I appreciate you all bein here for me for this


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R.I.P
Zombi3, Blue Helix
Modest Mouse
Zappa, Jellyfish
Slothie
That Kid With The face
ShLong
Le Canard
split_by_nine
& Big Worm Forever
Etched in the sands of time in the shroomery and ever so beloved and deeply missed by many :heart:

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Re: My therapy dog/child/ best friend had his leg broke today and I'm suicidal depressed [Re: Seriously_trippin]
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I'm sorry about your best friend, hope his leg heals well and he can stay active after recovery.  Excessive Dilaudid isn't helping you or your buddy though, get back to your prescribed dose and then back off of that.  From what I understand you experience pretty severe chronic pain, but upping it up on strong opioid drugs won't benefit you or any you love.  Gotta take it easy. Gotta stay strong.  I know I'm tired of burying friends who meant well but had sorrow in their heart.  Everyone else is too I imagine.


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Re: My therapy dog/child/ best friend had his leg broke today and I'm suicidal depressed [Re: Seriously_trippin]
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sending prayers and good thoughts to you and your dog. I hope he has a good surgery tomorrow and makes a full recovery. They are pretty tough little things, and my money is on him being in good health soon enough.

:hug:


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Re: My therapy dog/child/ best friend had his leg broke today and I'm suicidal depressed [Re: Mickalopagus]
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