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What's something about yourself you want to work on?
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And how are you addressing it and improving yourself?


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Re: What's something about yourself you want to work on? [Re: st1llnox]
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I want to be more patient. I don’t really know how to improve on this lol


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Your god is dead, and I killed him.

When you’re lost, here I am. Forever with your soul


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Re: What's something about yourself you want to work on? [Re: st1llnox]
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initiating a intimate relationship.

I got this weird anxiety thing whenever I start realizing someone reciprocates feelings for me. I sabotage it so they won't get close to me. Its super strange.

Just focusing on being more vulnerable and open. Realizing my fears are absurd and dumb

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Re: What's something about yourself you want to work on? [Re: SushiKing]
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Public speaking. Downloading some books on it atm

Probably goingt to take a course of some sort


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Ach en wee ben ik de klos, met mijn boog schoot ik een albatros...

A philosopher is a person who knows less and less about more and more, until he knows nothing about everything.


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Re: What's something about yourself you want to work on? [Re: Tripsurfer]
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im tapering my kratom usage to the point that if i dont have a chance to dose that day, it doesnt really affect me at all.  I was probably taking close to 20 grams a day for a few months and it really fucked with me.  PRobably because i used to be a heroin addict so my brain went through worse withdrawals than an opiate naive person would i think

im proud of myself because its been a long ten years of finding out how to not be opiod dependent now i feel free and it helps my wallet.  can sell a bunch more kratom without eating it.


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theRealrollforever said:
That’s not possible; even with computers

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Re: What's something about yourself you want to work on? [Re: st1llnox]
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I want to be taller.

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Re: What's something about yourself you want to work on? [Re: King Klick]
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King Klick said:
I want to be more patient. I don’t really know how to improve on this lol


Im patient because I use to do drugs and had slow dealers, lots of sitting in stairwells


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For most of the normies out there, an operating system is just a bootloader for Google Chrome.

And I don't know what the mantis is praying for
But he's probably just thanking the Lord
That he don't live in a home
And he don't got a phone
And he don't sit around all angry and bored
(He's just a bug)

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Re: What's something about yourself you want to work on? [Re: gopher]
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Im trying to lose weight, I have been doing OMAD since Tuesday


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For most of the normies out there, an operating system is just a bootloader for Google Chrome.

And I don't know what the mantis is praying for
But he's probably just thanking the Lord
That he don't live in a home
And he don't got a phone
And he don't sit around all angry and bored
(He's just a bug)

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Re: What's something about yourself you want to work on? [Re: st1llnox] * 1
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A lot. Going on 6 months of pretty intensive weekly therapy.

I had to address a lot of my behaviors that I was aware of, but had no idea how to improve on them.
Manipulation via different ways including lying was a big one, which would come out when I got drunk.

Years since that, but it's still who I am. And a big reason why I don't drink anymore.

Being assertive with women, and now in my relationship without being too passive is another I work on constantly. Being 100% open, honest and communicative with my girl has led to me actually being able to accept love without doubts. The other benefits include less arguments about petty things, and a sex life where we both get and give exactly what we want.

Life is good.

The materialism instilled in me from where I lived most of my life is thankfully long gone. I never realized how bad it was until I literally got rid of everything besides some clothes, camping gear, my skis, and my mountain bike.

Life is beyond good.


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“[...]the only people for me are the mad ones,
the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk,
mad to be saved,
desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes “Awww!”

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Re: What's something about yourself you want to work on? [Re: kr0nik0]
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I deal with unecessary anxieties fairly regularly, that I drown out with benzo's and occasionally alcohol.


Been doing this on and off for like 10 years but now when I went to go taper off benzo's, the rebound anxiety is worse than it ever was any previous tapers and it's been more difficult.  Just getting anxious feelings daily, increased heart rate, recurring negative thoughts, which have been making it difficult to be ok sober.

But I am taking like .5-1mg daily of alpraz or clonaz, down from my 3mg+ daily 6 months ago.

I don't drink everyday now and try to only do it on the weekends, but sometimes lately, the feeling of anxiety, being relieved by a quick beer or pill is becoming too easy to do. 

Which I am becoming more conscious of and trying to develop different skills to cope.


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