Auto-SummaryThis post recounts the heartbreaking 2002 Chicago Cubs season, where the team was just five outs away from the World Series before tragedy struck. The author, a 53-year-old Cubs fan, shares his father's perspective on the team's future, urging a complete overhaul of the organization. He believes the Cubs are cursed and that only a complete overhaul can break the curse and bring success again. The author acknowledges the unrealistic nature of his father's suggestion but emphasizes the deep-rooted belief among Cubs fans in the team's potential.
This season was truly a heartbreak for us. I know, most of you don't give a shit about baseball, but for the one's that do I'd like to share a little rambling.
My father is 53 years old and a complete nut when it comes to baseball. He's lived through the 69 disaster, the 84 disaster, the 89 disaster, and now the 02 disaster.
In game six of the nlcs we had our usual group of friends stashed in my brother's apt living room just one block from wrigley field. We had 5 tv's set up and only a small strong cubs constituence of 20 cubs fans.
We were counting the outs to a world series that night. We started at 27 and sat on the edge of our seats the entire game. By the 7th inning we were confident...foolishly confident. We felt that our bad luck was over, finally behind us.
I was sitting on the floor w/ 5 outs to go. Juan piere was coming to the plate and my dad, sitting behind me on the couch said, "i can't believe this!!! We're 5 outs from the world series. I just can't believe we're going to the world series." We were all talking that way. It just didn't feel real, we couldn't believe that our team was 5 small outs away from the world series w/ the most talented pitcher in baseball shutting the marlins down.
Then as everyone knows tradgedy occurred and Steven Bartman's dumb fuck'n ass turned the tide and broke thousands of cub fan's hearts.
over a month has passed and it's still very difficult to swallow. My dad has always talked about 1969 and the collapse of the cubs, not suprisingly started by the curse of a black cat running on the field.
I was only 8 in 84 and 12 in 89 so I was still a little guy. This year's ending is our generation's 1969...and it's a year, a feeling, a hope and a dream and a sadness that neither I or any of my friends will ever forget nor ever get over.
A lot of people who don't really know baseball have their opinions about the outcome of the nlcs...and a lot of their opinions are wrapped by foolish rational and misplaced sympathy. This has made the experience all the more difficult to bear in the aftermat.
My father emailed me today concerning the cub's future. He kept his feelings to himself, but makes an astute point....a point that may seem ridiculously foolish to most everyone, but one that represents the dream that a deservingly loyal cubs fan bears.
We fans feel we're never meant to feel the joy of a world series. We're cursed and we know it. This year's team spoke about not believing in a curse against the team. The truth is the sooner they believe in the curse the sooner they may someday break the curse. We really believe this, but we'll always hope and dream and cheer and root for our cubbie blue.
Here's the email that my father sent below. The responses were abundant and most weren't very kind, but I omitted them.
Boys,
Here is my final thought on the status of the Chicago Cubs. I have purposely withheld publicizing my opinion to allow the dust to settle.
The team and management needs to be completely turned over before the Cubs will ever get within 5 outs of the World Series again. That means everyone connected with the team must be gone. Dusty, Sammy, Kerry, Prior, Corey, Ramirez, Gonzalez, Borowski, Choi, Zambrano, Hendry, EVERYONE MUST GO!!!!
No Cub team since 1969 has EVER gotten close to their previous high water mark when the circumstance surrounding their collapse has been gut wrenching. NOT A ONE!!!!!!!!! EVER!!!!!!!!!!! The entire 2003 organization MUST be gutted to rid the Cubs of what is now ingrained into all of their minds and souls. The sooner they start the sooner we'll see them back in a position to seriously contend for a pennant again. Thinking that the likes of Mark Prior, Kerry Wood, Corey Patterson and Dusty Baker are the answer to our dream for a pennant is foolish. Their psyches have been damaged beyond repair.
If they don't start this process soon it will be 15-20 years before we see another season like this one. I am 53 years old and I believe realistically that I have one more chance, two at the outside, to see them make the World Series. The next 3-5 years are already wasted due to the Sammy Sosa issue/contract. That will leave 10-15 years of rebuilding after he's gone and by then everyone will be gone anyhow so I say start immediately so when Sammy is finally out of town you'll have a new roster of players in place 5 years form now who will once again feel and play like the history/curse of the Cubs is nonsense. If you start today maybe you cut the waiting period to 10 years instead.
Agree or disagree, time will prove me right. You'll see that this is what must be done. The clock has been ticking for a month already.
As an alternative plan I say it's time to put out a contract on Yosh Kawano. Think about it......................
Dad
...obviously this is unrealistic, but his words show what cub fans believe. ...and sammy's ass should have been traded 2-3 years ago when we could've gotten tons for him. Now no one wants his over paid soon to be broken down broken ass spanglish speakin zit poppin droid.
:PShrew
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