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I am completely normal. * 1
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I should be depressed. It is the only way for me to be. I am happy with my depression. I am depressed because society hates me. There is no love being directed at me, there are no opportunities, all the things that I should be proud of I am made to be ashamed of. I cannot attend a public event without being openly insulted, humiliated or harassed by the idiot elders. Society made sure that none of my potential ever had a shit show of manifesting. All the elders in my life set me up to fail.

No one ever gave a shit about me when I was a boy unless they saw a reason to beat the shit out of me. I claim my bad attitude as the only truth that any normal human in my situation would feel, I am completely normal. At the same time as being a apart of the most oppressed, powerless group on the planet, the white male, I am constantly beaten over the head with accusations of being the all powerful evil that caused everyone's problems and committed all the evil in all of history.

I know whats coming, extermination camps for white males. They won't exterminate the women, they'll rape them all just like last time. I don't give a shit about any of these narking traitor women, I'll laugh at their suffering from beyond my grave. Those cunts who use the system to extort money from their men and just because they suddenly hate the drug dealer man they once loved they run to the cops and nark. Women are a community. Communities give me nothing but grief.

Men need to be individuals. The only way for me to claim my individuality is to be negative. I will not be a productive member of a society that hates me and is killing me with total oppression and a whole lot of shitty lies. Individuality is the only path to freedom. Racism increases individuality. Men need to take back their power and accept each others racism. A man should not be offended easily. An intelligent racist will not resemble the stereo type, we contemplate race and have fun with it and we respect our natural inclination to stick with our own, this includes anti racists. Individuals and men cannot have laws forcing us how to think and behave.

Racism has to be good, because the system tells me it is bad. Misogyny must be good, because society destroys misogynists, men must be the best because we are told they are the worst, the west must be the most humane, evolved and caring because the academics constantly trash it and I should be depressed because all the dogooders tell me to go to the gym and get over it, just another hand full of shit flung into my face.

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Re: I am completely normal. [Re: usulpsychonaut] * 1
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Cold blooded murder must be good because the system tells me it's bad...

Believing an opposite is still dependent on the system. You want a black and white image but it's not that simple. The world is going to shit and generally always has been but I tend to fault everyone for that.

I agree that individuality is a good idea but it has never been the strong suit of any race and it's not the only quality that makes for a decent human in my book.

Sexual relationships usually entail lots of shit tests by women who's only identities are those they perceive by proxy... which consequentially involves them finding out whether their man is a real individual or not. In that sense love and respect are the same.

Not saying I've got it all figured out, but I'm not in denial like you seem to be. Yea, many of the coloreds be hatin' because it's an excuse. You have yours too. I think an individual wouldn't see himself by the color of his skin, being the random monkey he is born on this dirty mortal earth. He would have his eyes open for sure though. :wink:


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comfort pleasure power love     truth awareness peace I am      I feel      I do     I love  I speak    I see    I know

To shrink a person's vocabulary is to shrink their capacity to think.

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Re: I am completely normal. [Re: usulpsychonaut]
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ooo dirt!
much need of soapy water.


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Re: I am completely normal. [Re: Rahz]
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Cold blooded murder is great entertainment. Along with male domination and
Rahz said:
Cold blooded murder must be good because the system tells me it's bad...

Believing an opposite is still dependent on the system. You want a black and white image but it's not that simple. The world is going to shit and generally always has been but I tend to fault everyone for that.

I agree that individuality is a good idea but it has never been the strong suit of any race and it's not the only quality that makes for a decent human in my book.

Sexual relationships usually entail lots of shit tests by women who's only identities are those they perceive by proxy... which consequentially involves them finding out whether their man is a real individual or not. In that sense love and respect are the same.

Not saying I've got it all figured out, but I'm not in denial like you seem to be. Yea, many of the coloreds be hatin' because it's an excuse. You have yours too. I think an individual wouldn't see himself by the color of his skin, being the random monkey he is born on this dirty mortal earth. He would have his eyes open for sure though. :wink:



All systems are built on mass murder. Every one alive today owes their existence to mass murder. Its just that the other side did not win. Cold blooded murder is really great entertainment for many people. A bit of male sacrifice or dominance for the ladies tops cold blooded murder in entertainment popularity. The system does not really say that cold blooded is murder always equally bad. It is very very bad for a white man to kill a black man according to media and activists. Not really bad at all for a woman to kill a man in allot of cases, according to very lenient sentencing for the ladies. Black violence on whites is not even worth reporting. The system killing white male potential is just politically correct.

Of course I am dependent on the system. I admit, I'm a complete failure and have not yet found my independence. Have you? Difference, diversity, think about these things, they can only exist if the self righteous and their corrupt laws stop enforcing sameness. Oh yeah, dictionaries are used to enforce sameness, racism is really just contemplation of race, not limited to discrimination or hate, its all racism, impossible for anyone not to be racist. My skin colour gives me no value at all, yet so called non-racists single me out as the nemesis of the world. Anti racism is racist. Those who really want to take it personally can fight it out on the streets, we don't need laws to protect people from being offended.

I do get offended. I don't have any laws protecting me from being offended and I don't want any. Its kinda tough but it gives me character. It's not just shit tests. Nearly all the relationships I've observed or experienced, the man loses most of his identity, power, respect and no longer trusts his own judgment, rather compromises 100% of the time. I thought my reality was a freak show but it seems that perhaps this is common. Why the 'man cave'? should the whole house not be the 'man cave'? why should the men have to go out to the garage? anyone heard of a 'she cave'? Then there are those ladies who never actually did any housework or cooking cause they were studying while the man paid all the bills, she gets her career up and running, divorces her used up man and takes half of his shit. Shit tests? no its sadistic manipulation and opportunism.

Knowing that I damned well should be depressed is not denial. The individual will grab anything that sets himself apart from other stinking awful humans. Its comedy, laughter is the best medicine, let the dark humour loose, the censorship of great comedians is the real sickness.

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Re: I am completely normal. [Re: usulpsychonaut]
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It truly is a woman's world.  This was proven yet again to me in a recent transaction.  The men are just along for the ride, and to keep the little lady happy with the colors and materials for, her new/old house.

Whatever it takes, to get the job done.


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Anxiety is what you make it.

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Re: I am completely normal. [Re: usulpsychonaut]
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Jeeeeze. You would LOVE prison!

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as being a apart of the most oppressed, powerless group on the planet, the white male,



no you/they are not!!

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Re: I am completely normal. [Re: zzripz]
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zzripz said:
Jeeeeze. You would LOVE prison!

Quote:
as being a apart of the most oppressed, powerless group on the planet, the white male,



no you/they are not!!



Every now and again we agree on something :lol:


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Everything is better than it was the last time.  I'm good.

If we could look into each others hearts, and understand the unique challenges each of us faces, I think we would treat each other much more gently, with more love, patience, tolerance, and care.

It takes a lot of courage to go out there and radiate your essence.

I know you scared, you should ask us if we scared too.  If you was there, and we just knew you cared too.

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Re: I am completely normal. [Re: usulpsychonaut]
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Endeavor to persevere.  Or get on it and make it be over.  Other than that there's not much to be done in your case it seems. :shrug:  Just hope there's no afterlife.  This won't last.


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"Don't believe everything you think". -Anom.

" All that lives was born to die"-Anom.

With much wisdom comes much sorrow,
The more knowledge, the more grief.
Ecclesiastes circa 350 BC

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Re: I am completely normal. [Re: Icelander]
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The truth about how the media fucking hates me, a victory for me, today is a good day to be depressed. http://illusionofsanity.com/blog/?p=1301 I am right in the head, it's the people who are not depressed that are insane. The powers that be are fucking lying every day with the intention of causing violence and shame, how can a sane person not be depressed? How can an individual with self respect not value hatred and anger about this schizophrenic manipulation. I'm doing damned fine, this is perseverance. http://www.bloombergview.com/articles/2014-12-11/lessons-from-the-rolling-stone-debacle Hate is self respect.

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Re: I am completely normal. [Re: usulpsychonaut] * 1
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There are plenty who agree with you.


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"Don't believe everything you think". -Anom.

" All that lives was born to die"-Anom.

With much wisdom comes much sorrow,
The more knowledge, the more grief.
Ecclesiastes circa 350 BC

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Re: I am completely normal. [Re: Icelander]
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Icelander said:
Endeavor to persevere.



:singletear:


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Re: I am completely normal. [Re: Sun King]
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Sun King said:
Icelander said:
:sploosh:



:singletear:



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Re: I am completely normal. [Re: Hobozen]
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blankk said:
Sun King said:
Icelander said:
:sploosh:



:singletear:





:whippedcreamhead:


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Re: I am completely normal. [Re: Sun King]
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creme de la creme, feels good to get it out in a group setting

now we just need a long group walk to unravel our present insanities

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Re: I am completely normal. [Re: Hobozen] * 3
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Are you schizophrenic?

I had a similar genocide delusion when I was really unwell.

Or you might have spent waaay too much time on the internet. Believe me the internet is no place to spend your time, it's almost completely full of shit, and has nothing to do with life.

Maybe both.

Because what you're describing is a persecutory delusion.


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My shield...
My armour...

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Re: I am completely normal. [Re: circastes]
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Believe me the internet is no place to spend your time

better run along now mr. hypocrite:tongue:


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"Don't believe everything you think". -Anom.

" All that lives was born to die"-Anom.

With much wisdom comes much sorrow,
The more knowledge, the more grief.
Ecclesiastes circa 350 BC

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Re: I am completely normal. [Re: usulpsychonaut]
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I think the world is fucked up and always has been when measured against certain expectations and racism is just a easily visible part of it. I think the individualist approach is to give up on it being different than it is, which ultimately shouldn't make one angry or depressed. Seeing it for what it is provokes emotions and there are a variety of reactions but it seems better to eventually disengage and only keep the knowledge, otherwise you're letting the world dictate your point of view and it is depressing no matter who you are. Considering it sane is a cold comfort.

As far as women, they can't really help how they are just like men can't. I mean that in a general sense, and if there's any progress to be made it's on the individual. If one party can't exercise some self control how can they expect the other to? Being taken for half might hurt, but since the man was too weak and ignorant to prevent it, it's a lesson he needed if he's to do better according to his own expectations.

According to an old story, a snake gave Eve the apple and she bit it. Eve gave Adam the apple and he bit it. He shouldn't have listened to her just like she shouldn't have listened to the snake, but she did, and he did. Adam's best chance is to simply not bite the apple and lead by example, not doing what Eve suggested. To answer your question I'm still working on it, but I don't see the point in blaming others for something I have a part in.


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rahz

comfort pleasure power love     truth awareness peace I am      I feel      I do     I love  I speak    I see    I know

To shrink a person's vocabulary is to shrink their capacity to think.

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Re: I am completely normal. [Re: circastes]
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Can you fucking read? The title of the thread at least? This is an example of journo shit that clearly depicts the work of elitist academics trying to tell me what I should or should not say http://www.metalinjection.net/editorials/the-problem-with-heavy-metal-is-metalheads-stop-calling-everyone-a-faggot . By implication what I should or should not be allowed to say, given the chance these trained morons will enforce their marxist idiocy on me with censorship and policing of the arts. These kids no longer stand for freedom, they want control and without my hatred they are more likely to get it. An individual does not want their every thought, action or word to be policed and could only hate this shit. While these kind of fucktards had already hidden my real culture and replaced it with moronic social justice themes before I was born, the control and influence of idiots accelerates. Here is evidence of the manufacturing of more journo idiots that will work to control me. http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2869516/College-takes-pupils-watch-Millwall-play-football-learn-working-class-encouraged-pie-Bovril-half-time.html

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Re: I am completely normal. [Re: circastes]
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Quote:
    “We are united in our insistence that all lives matter,” read the e-mail, in which [Smith College President Kathleen McCartney] made clear she was strongly behind the [Eric Garner/Michael Brown] protests, writing that the grand jury decisions had “led to a shared fury… We gather in vigil, we raise our voices in protest.”

    But she soon received backlash from students for her phrasing. They were offended that she did not stick with the slogan “black lives matter.”…

    In response to student backlash, McCartney apologized in another campus-wide email Friday, saying she had made a mistake “despite my best intentions.”…

    “I regret that I was unaware the phrase/hashtag “all lives matter” has been used by some to draw attention away from the focus on institutional violence against Black people,” she wrote.



http://hotair.com/archives/2014/12/10/college-president-apologizes-after-offending-students-by-saying-all-lives-matter/

Certainly she should have known that only black people matter! How did she even get her job? I am mentally fit, society is schizophrenic

Edited by usulpsychonaut (12/16/14 12:00 AM)

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Re: I am completely normal. [Re: Icelander]
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Icelander said:
Believe me the internet is no place to spend your time

better run along now mr. hypocrite:tongue:



heh heh heh. It's true.

But how else could I have learnt that? lulz. The internet can make you believe anything if you just Google what you want to believe in a sentence or so.


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My solitude...
My shield...
My armour...

TESTED
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