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 Grav
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 introspective red lamp-light 
#1998320 - 10/10/03 06:00 PM (20 years, 6 months ago) |
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I feel relaxed
Time floats by, and I feel for the first time these minutes are mine to waste. these moments are mine to vanish as quickly as they came with no look back and no regret.
I feel like I've been survived the war inside. i feel comfortable,
my brain and body cringe at the memory of some of the trenches.
im drinking a beer, I never used to drink beer. it made me feel like I was doing something wrong.
I shed light on my old habits and dogma daily now. my own personal confinements that accompany awareness. I've left footprints all over my mind. a beautiful game of cat and mouse.
and the world turns
this is all i know
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IamHungry
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 Re: introspective red lamp-light [Re: Grav]
#1998389 - 10/10/03 06:30 PM (20 years, 6 months ago) |
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wow
is that a song or just a regular post?
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Here comes the sun, do n do do,
Here comes the sun, and I say,
It's alright...
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 Hal8000
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Re: introspective red lamp-light [Re: IamHungry]
#1998448 - 10/10/03 07:03 PM (20 years, 6 months ago) |
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There is no such thing as time. 
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if every1 were exactly the same as every1 else there wood be no war
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adrug
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Re: introspective red lamp-light [Re: Hal8000]
#1998568 - 10/10/03 07:54 PM (20 years, 6 months ago) |
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Tell me that when I'm sitting at my desk at work checking the clock every 20 minutes. 
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CleverName
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Re: introspective red lamp-light [Re: Grav]
#1999164 - 10/11/03 01:04 AM (20 years, 6 months ago) |
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"and the world turns
this is all i know"
...and the mind turns
this is all i know...
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if you can't find the truth right where you are, where else do you expect to find it?
this is the purpose
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automan
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Re: introspective red lamp-light [Re: CleverName]
#1999587 - 10/11/03 04:54 AM (20 years, 6 months ago) |
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did you write that? it sounds like something philip k. dick would write (yes, that is his name and he is real).
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No, no, you're not thinking, you're just being logical. ~ Niels Bohr
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Re: introspective red lamp-light [Re: automan]
#1999663 - 10/11/03 06:54 AM (20 years, 6 months ago) |
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yes i wrote it
who is philip dick?
im evaluating the departure from my own personal disorientation and maze-like confusion in life.
i woke up at like 6 am this morning feeling like something was wrong. I felt anxious, like there was this puzzle hanging out front of my face that needed to be solved. withdrawls from that train of thought.
i put on my headphones and went walking. the air was cool and misty.
I felt mild pangs of nervousness as I walked by people on the street. the feelings came and went just like that. they did not linger. i didn't fight them or demand explanation.
adrug: work sucks. im on vacation from work right now, being a student. i feel like i'm building up experience in relaxation right now, preparing to combat all the stresses i see up the road.
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CleverName
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Re: introspective red lamp-light [Re: automan]
#1999688 - 10/11/03 07:22 AM (20 years, 6 months ago) |
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old zen parable: is flag moving or is wind moving...neither, mind is moving
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if you can't find the truth right where you are, where else do you expect to find it?
this is the purpose
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Grav
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Re: introspective red lamp-light [Re: CleverName]
#2000237 - 10/11/03 01:37 PM (20 years, 6 months ago) |
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i had a selfish moment all to myself. i grabbed the feeling out of the air and rode its nostalgic wave
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David_Scape
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Re: introspective red lamp-light [Re: Grav]
#2000376 - 10/11/03 02:56 PM (20 years, 6 months ago) |
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good post
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