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Re: just today I went insane... for a split second... [Re: andrewss]
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But just how of an outlandish case are you if you have never really acted out in a substantive way, eg: murder, suicide, significant self injury,



I attempted suicide, and at times I drank large amounts of peroxide in the belief that it would purify my body. at one point I figured that drinking some of the most poisonous things would make me stronger. I went on a rampage throughout town destroying windows, signs, breaking into houses, and then finally got caught by the police, sent to jail for the night where I tipped like never before. They thought I was on xtc or something, they brought me to the psych ward where a drug test showed no drugs in my system.

An in there I lived through hell, confusion, and every emotion u can think about, over n over all day long for 5 months.

So I dont care what you think, I know what I fucken went through.

You can doubt me all you want cause of the spin i put on schizophrenia, but unless you had a psychotic episode, I wouldn't really take what you say about what I have very seriously


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Re: just today I went insane... for a split second... [Re: LuNaTiX]
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Question: How young were you when you started taking drugs, namely psychedelics.


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Re: just today I went insane... for a split second... [Re: andrewss]
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im a catatonic...shrooms make me happy:mushroom2:

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Re: just today I went insane... for a split second... [Re: andrewss]
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Comes naturally then.

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Re: just today I went insane... for a split second... [Re: LuNaTiX]
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LuNaTiX said:
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But just how of an outlandish case are you if you have never really acted out in a substantive way, eg: murder, suicide, significant self injury,



I attempted suicide,



well you obviously werent good at it, I said suicide in that it was successful OR serious injury, were you ever SERIOUSLY self injured... lets think of very subliminal funky deep subconscious affects rearing their heads to our conscious awareness's utter horror... thus my above question and thus my appeal to the utility of humor.



edit: god you people love labels, get schizo enough to laugh at those labels or something... everyone has the labels to some degree, it just depends on gullibility and theatrics, no? And I like you for it :faded:


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Edited by andrewss (02/10/10 02:07 AM)

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Re: just today I went insane... for a split second... [Re: andrewss]
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14 for pot 16-17 for mushrooms
I didnt use anything else before I went insane


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Re: just today I went insane... for a split second... [Re: andrewss]
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I'm kinda glad im not good at killing myself, all in all I'd say it turned out pretty good :grin:


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Re: just today I went insane... for a split second... [Re: LuNaTiX]
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LuNaTiX said:
14 for pot 16-17 for mushrooms
I didnt use anything else before I went insane



The impressionable and fragile youthful mind is a just that... a fragile thing... tisk tisk mister rebellious

I am glad I didnt do anything beyond weed until I was twenty... I really think we mature quite rapidly after we undo the teenage retardedness that is rampant in humanity, but thats just me I am just a fellow retard :thaaannks:


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Re: just today I went insane... for a split second... [Re: andrewss]
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Ahh must be nice to be perfect


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Re: just today I went insane... for a split second... [Re: LuNaTiX]
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hell yeah it is, druggie

:tongue2:


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Re: just today I went insane... for a split second... [Re: andrewss]
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andrewss said:
edit: god you people love labels, get schizo enough to laugh at those labels or something... everyone has the labels to some degree, it just depends on gullibility and theatrics, no? And I like you for it :faded:



:faded: I think this symbol could of quite concisely summed up most of your contributions to this thread.

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Re: just today I went insane... for a split second... [Re: andrewss]
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haha, the funny part is, I might be the schizo, but im willing to bet you need a shrink more then I do. Funny how the most messed up people go unnoticed...

tee hee

well its bedtime for me shroomery, its been good, and stay tuned, theres another "This one time I went crazy" thread coming soon enough.

If you have any question about schizophrenia feel free to PM me, If you feel a bit off and out of place and things are getting confusing I'll see what I can do to talk you down.

Take care shroomery


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Re: just today I went insane... for a split second... [Re: DimensionX]
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Hahah yeah theres always a few like him, trying to stink up the thread, but at least this dude wasn't completely dumb, he just doesn't understand mental illness that well I think.


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Re: just today I went insane... for a split second... [Re: LuNaTiX]
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LuNaTiX said:
If your christian then the best way I can describe it is heaven and hell back and forth non stop for months. You don't know whats going on, where you are, or what people are talking about, but you smile anyway and laugh, not because its funny, not because it all makes sense, but just because.

For over 4 months I was in a state of psychosis, I was worn down mentally. At times I KNEW i was jesus, at times I was being chased by psychic cops and at one point my state of mind was being debated and argued about by satan & his demons and god & his angels themselves.

I use these terms, satan, god, angels, whatever, there merely the closest thing I could relate them to, but for all extensive purposes they were entities, could have been aliens for all I know.

Heaven and Hell, back and forth, being praised one moment and then being hunted the next.

All in all it was a test...



reading this on acid was not healthy :frown:


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Re: just today I went insane... for a split second... [Re: NWlight]
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NWlight said:
LuNaTiX said:
If your christian then the best way I can describe it is heaven and hell back and forth non stop for months. You don't know whats going on, where you are, or what people are talking about, but you smile anyway and laugh, not because its funny, not because it all makes sense, but just because.

For over 4 months I was in a state of psychosis, I was worn down mentally. At times I KNEW i was jesus, at times I was being chased by psychic cops and at one point my state of mind was being debated and argued about by satan & his demons and god & his angels themselves.

I use these terms, satan, god, angels, whatever, there merely the closest thing I could relate them to, but for all extensive purposes they were entities, could have been aliens for all I know.

Heaven and Hell, back and forth, being praised one moment and then being hunted the next.

All in all it was a test...



reading this on acid was not healthy :frown:



:rofl2: That was so awesome!

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Re: just today I went insane... for a split second... [Re: DimensionX]
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Hey DimensionX, I decided to improve myself, I belive meditation is in order, do you have any good sites about meditation or perhaps any good sound tracks that could enhance the experience?

If you know of any good resources on this subject can you send me a pm with a few links

thanks :laugh:

I'm off to bed :smile: later shroomery


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Re: just today I went insane... for a split second... [Re: NWlight]
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Sorry I warped your mind :P


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Re: just today I went insane... for a split second... [Re: DimensionX]
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DimensionX said:
andrewss said:
edit: god you people love labels, get schizo enough to laugh at those labels or something... everyone has the labels to some degree, it just depends on gullibility and theatrics, no? And I like you for it :faded:



:faded: I think this symbol could of quite concisely summed up most of your contributions to this thread.



perhaps but I believe I made some solid points...


go snuggle up to your university trained psychiatrist and maybe she/he will whisper you sweet consoling nothings into your ear until your derangement starts to make sweet sweet sense to your all too needy outlook in life


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Re: just today I went insane... for a split second... [Re: andrewss]
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lol, sad...

Your life must really suck dude.


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Re: just today I went insane... for a split second... [Re: LuNaTiX]
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NOBODY ACTUALLY READ WHAT I TYPED ALL IN ALL GOD DAMMIT


my life sucks, what of it!? :chillin:


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