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Offlinepsychejam
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I'm not going insane, I'm not going insane....maybe I am?!
    #7887814 - 01/16/08 10:42 AM (16 years, 16 days ago)

So after two months of drug abstinence, I decided to smoke the crumbs of weed that I had left in the bottom of an old baggie - managed to scrape together not even half a bowls worth of weed.

What in Lord's name is wrong with me? I know full well I do not have schizophrenia or any form of psychosis, and am unlikely to develop anything (absolutely no history of mental illness in family - except my nan, who has mild alzheimers), yet I still managed to convince myself that I'm going crazy and that I will start hearing voices and all that shit. I can't even give myself a chance to listen for the schizo voices for fear of actually "hearing" something.. :oogle: Which just scares me.

The feeling of not being totally 'with it' after smoking that half bowl of weed completely fucked my anxiety levels up the bumhole!

Can anyone relate?


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Re: I'm not going insane, I'm not going insane....maybe I am?! [Re: psychejam]
    #7887820 - 01/16/08 10:45 AM (16 years, 16 days ago)

When I was doing acid on a regular basis I would get that way.
Since I cut down drastically, however, that went away.
Doing weed just relaxes me - no paranoia or anything.
Of course, I only do it at night.
I have to remain sober during the day for business reasons.


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Re: I'm not going insane, I'm not going insane....maybe I am?! [Re: psychejam]
    #7887829 - 01/16/08 10:48 AM (16 years, 16 days ago)

Don't smoke weed? :shrug:


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Re: I'm not going insane, I'm not going insane....maybe I am?! [Re: AroundtheSon]
    #7887837 - 01/16/08 10:51 AM (16 years, 16 days ago)

I didn't smoke weed for 2 months because of anxiety reasons. The anxiety and shizzle got a lot better, hence my reasoning for trying to smoke pot again.


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Re: I'm not going insane, I'm not going insane....maybe I am?! [Re: psychejam]
    #7887843 - 01/16/08 10:53 AM (16 years, 16 days ago)

Weed causes anxiety in a lot of people - I can relate. But if it bothers you - don't do it. :heartpump:

Wait this one out - your not crazy - but then don't partake.


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Re: I'm not going insane, I'm not going insane....maybe I am?! [Re: AroundtheSon]
    #7888077 - 01/16/08 12:36 PM (16 years, 16 days ago)

The lead up to before you smoked your half bowl, were you anxious that you were going to have a bad experience if you smoked, even slightly? I know that when I've had bad anxiety with marijuana that beforehand I was worried that it would happen.. and it does. I try to smoke with people for the most part for that reason, or to use my high for painting or something. Try meditating.


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Re: I'm not going insane, I'm not going insane....maybe I am?! [Re: psychejam]
    #7888091 - 01/16/08 12:41 PM (16 years, 16 days ago)

Maybe weed is not for you


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