Thanks.. that was actually cool.
I got crazy goosebumps when he was arguing with his ego in the first video..
it reminded me of myself too much.
overall.. i think that they're saying we have to get rid of the ego.. its nothing but trouble.
but i think we need to make a difference between ego and identity , and this is always hard to do.
i do believe that there is a difference..
but.. look at this.. they were explaining how the ego controlled person projects his own inadequacies on to other 'persons' and makes them into enemies.
the reason for believing to have these inadequacies is because of the judgmental nature of the ego.
but if you look at the opposite side of the coin...
if you arent judgmental towards your self..then you dont worry about inadequacies , even if they might exist from somebodies perspective .. your not looking for approval , therefore you dont find it necessary to approve or disapprove something yourself.
in a sense.. we have one thing.. performing two identical actions - projecting.
this is where i get confused..
if we say the ego is bad.. and should be ignored.. dont we then have to assume that it is because we think we are bad and deserve to be ignored ?
and then... these people talking about the subject with such claims.. somehow end up being ignored by people.
if the ego makes concepts.
what made the ego ?
it is only a concept too..
the key is not in ignoring or battling it.. its in understanding it.
the ego is the consciousness of the physical body..
it isnt who you are.. and it dies.
it doesnt want to die.. so the best option for it is trying to survive as long as possible , and feel satisfied in the meantime ..
the ego is the survival mechanism.
thats why it says : you wouldnt be here if it wasnt for me.
to be a living being , you must be animating a physical body of sorts... so the ego says : i am the only reason you are alive.
if we think about it.. its almost like a very sad story..
it almost makes you feel bad to know that a certain consciousness exists only while it is useful to you.
in a sense.. you completely control IT .
so imagine what it feels like.. when you think your physically ugly.
you're basically telling this consciousness that it is ugly.
if you are good looking.. then you give it compliments.
and - every living being needs love.
the creation of this destructive personality comes from ignoring the body... or spoiling it rotten.
what your body needs... is to be healthy , and this includes your mind.
i believe in the three catalyst theory
each catalyst is a way to faster resolve an issue, or learn a lesson if you will.
the first catalyst is of the spirit.
if that doesnt work...
then the second catalyst presents itself. It is the catalyst of the mind.Which usually results in dreams , or dealing with the subconscious in general.
if that doesnt do it for you.. the third catalyst is of the body , and it is usually illness.
So.. if you completely disconnect the conscious and subconscious mind.. you create a person that is ill.
Mentally and physically.
And thats what i think we are. We're all kinda insane..
The mind.. is disconnected from the body.
Identifying entirely with the body.. can then lead to personality disorder.
If i acknowledge the existence of it in the first place , then i cant really be subject to such a disorder , knowing that i do exist regardless of the existence of my body.
so you have belief... and a brain 'malfunction' in the way.
the mind is separated into conscious and subconscious and the only way to connect is dreaming.
the only way to have use of your dreams is if you are lucid , or if you remember them after you awake.
melatonin makes this possible , slowly putting the conscious mind to sleep.
The pineal gland releases DMT.
If you wanted to gain control over such beings
You would fuck with their pineals.
With bad nutrition and TV 
You gain control over their food supply... and control the media.
The second part is.. training the disconnected conscious mind with belief structures >>School-Religion
The angry and destructive crazy ego.. is a product of this.
1.Separate the mind into two categories.
2.Make sure it is as difficult as possible for people to make a connection.
3. indoctrinate the conscious part of it making it identify with the body consciousness.
All this = The mind disconnecting from spirit.
A general dysfunction of a spirit/mind/body complex by messing with the one in the middle.
The ego isnt bad.
It wasnt meant to be bad and You do need it ,if you wish to enjoy the experience of life.
So dont go blaming everything on him... cause he doesnt like the situation either.. and it requires teamwork.
Bodies.. are like vehicles that run on light.
We are that light.
Light moves the body , but can also repair it.
The more connected we are with spirit.. the more we start to identify with it..eventually realizing we ARE the spirit.
This is why.. the process is sometimes called remembering.
You always were the spirit. You just got confused somewhere along the road.
How do you go back and check ?
How do you fix it ?
Many ways...
-eliminate all and any desires of the body. The easiest way is to just die You die in a such a way.. so that the pineal has enough time to shoot you through a vortex , so you dont get stuck here without a body.
But.. we dont wanna do that.
So you can.. either give the body utter pleasure.. or deceive it into thinking that it will die - so it shoots you out for no reason.
But.. these could be considered unsafe methods by many.
Perhaps.. simply having an intention to dream more and explore that state of consciousness can slowly bring one closer.
ah man.. i could go on and on
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All my posts in this forum are strictly fictional.
They are derived from an acute mental illness , from which i am forced to lie compulsively.
I have never induced any kind of mind altering substance in my life and i have no intentions whatsoever of doing anything illegal.
If I have ever suggested such a thing it would have most likely been , due to my personality disorder and i probably do not remember it at all..
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