So I had been looking forward to trying shrooms for a while. I looked up some things, read other people's experiences, and got pretty excited for it. I finally got my hands on some, and thought it'd be good, but nothing really happened. This was a few weeks ago, or something like that, and I was trying them with my boyfriend and my sister's boyfriend. Because of this I believe we may all have taken just too low of a dosage. I did start to feel.. interesting, for a while. My body felt different and I was beginning to enjoy it. After a little while I began to have like double vision of people when watching tv. the night was looking up, but it all went downhill when my mom came home drunk as hell and blew up on everyone about a bunch of stupid shit. Very dramatic and annoying, but it passed. We left the house and went to my sister's boyfriend's house. For the most part that was about it. Overall we all just felt more aware and that sort of thing. We compared the feeling to adderall.
So I was let down for my first experience.
I tried them again on Monday. This time I took, as far as I know, an eighth or whatev, in a sort of fudgy chocolate bar. It was yummy. After doing some things around the house the boyfriend and I went to walmart to get some things. (This would have been almost going on an hour after I ate the bar) While there I started getting the weird body feeling again, which I enjoy. I also started getting hot, which I experienced the first time I took them as well. So I'm all, awesome, this is gonna start up and tonight's gonna be fun as hell. But.. Never really did. I just had a sort of body high-sort-of-thing going on.. which actually was really nice. It made me feel lighter and.. kinda just enjoy getting up and walking around and so on. I did keep getting hot randomly, it felt like it was coming in waves? I'd get hot for like five minutes, then it'd go away only to come back later on. I just figured maybe that's how it's going to come at me, in waves. But that was all there was for the most part.
so I was kinda bummed about it. I smoked some and drank some. I didn't really feel effects of either, the shrooms kind of were in charge.
There was something though, late in the night. My boyfriend had gone to bed, so I went back to where everyone had been smoking/were now sitting and watching tv to find that my seat had been stolen. So I stood there for a while. Then suddenly, for some reason, it was just way too loud there. The tv seemed like it was blaring, and I kind of heard that static sound along with it. So everything was muffled and loud at the same time, blaring in my ears. It sort of hurt my head and was making me dizzy so I decided to go inside. I sat on the couch and it subsided after a few minutes. I had hoped that.. maybe the shrooms were gonna just.. come alive in me or something. But, yet again, another let down.
So.. I don't know. I really was looking forward to trippin, but.. maybe it's just not for me? Maybe I'm taking it too safe or something? The guy said for sure I'd be trippin if I ate the whole bar. But.. Not so much. I just can't think of why it's not going for me.
I mean.. I am overweight, so.. I don't know if that has anything to do with anything? Maybe I just need more? I thought since I had never done them before that a decent portion do the job, but who knows. Hopefully at least one of you knows. Help me out?
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