Auto-SummaryThis post recounts a personal shroom tripping experience that went from a positive, enjoyable experience to a terrifying, life-threatening ordeal. The user describes a series of events that include vivid visuals, a sense of leaving reality, and a horrifying feeling of dying while in a bathroom. The situation worsened when power went out, and the bathroom seemed to transform into a chaotic, hellish environment. The user heard a mysterious voice that seemed to be a higher power, offering reassurance and guidance. After the power returned, the user felt safer but was still deeply affected by the experience. They later tried acid, which also resulted in a challenging trip, leading to panic and fear of death. The post highlights the user's struggles with mental factors and their dependence on substances, ultimately leading to a realization of the need for change. The user's journey emphasizes the importance of mindset, environment, and mental preparedness when engaging with psychedelics.
Ok, so i have only been trippin for about a year an a half the first time i started trippin i ate 2 hits of that funky papershit, and i had the best time of my life, every weekend for 3 months or so i ate 2 to 3 hits every friday night and it was amazing, but so i tried mushrooms after that little binge and theyre were not as well but sooo much fun, those mushrooms were very light fat stemmed gold capped earth candy not as intense, but after that time i didnt trip out for about 3 months, and i then tried these super dry very very blue and light blue and white mushrooms i only ate 1.7 grams as did 3 other people i hung out with that night.
the thing was 1 of the kids was my first tripping buddy we tripped those first 3 months everytime and we developed a very good friendship even when we werent tripping out, but the other 2 were kids i didnt know extremely well but we were all very very excited, and so we all munched it down with huge cups of oj, and these mushrooms are the best in this area ( new england ), according to 50 year old men that have been doing that shit for a long time,
and so after about 20 minutes i started tripping really hard playing mario cart the 64 version on the rainbow track, i couldnt play any longer cause i couldnt figure out where i was suposed to go, but it started comming on with a huge hugeee body high and crazy visuals, patterns were going nuts, things looked completely different and everythhing started getting hazey and we started smoking some nuggets out of a pretty big bong.
The sequence of events, were going in such an unexplainable sequence almost like i left this world hopped in a different one for the ride (one similiar to the sober, well not trippin balls so hard world) the whole night started gettting fucked up and fucking freaky , now i havent slept in this kids house more then pissass drunk a few times but hes a very very smart and awesome kid, anyways what happened was power went out and everything was pitch black, at first we were all calm and started getting spooked and then at some point we all started freaking out, but i got the worst of everything. i started feeling a humongus pain in my stomach, so i thought to myself already after tripping for like 3 hours maybe more?, if i shit them out or throw em up i have heard you can sometimes feel alot a hella lot better, so i tried and nothing, now granted it was the first time and i ate extremely good mushrooms but , everytime i went back to the bathroom, the bathroom, started from looking so fuckin nice and awesome, to a shittier place, and worse, it went from the point of an awesome totally best bathroom i have ever been in, to a crackhouse bathroom where, there was no toilet paper left and there were piss stains allover the place, anyways so some how i ended up on the couch, while everyone i dont even know where they were, all of the sudden everything, everysingle thing started comming towards me, like every single matter in the universe came toward me and into the center of me and i felt myself die on this kids couch, ( after walking around screaming im dead, i died, im in hell oh no, i started crying and i didnt know what happened, i felt like my reality and all the physical matter came to the center of my being and it was like going down a drain like my center was a drain, and i couldnt see anything or what i saw was out of this world, but somehow i ended up in the bathroom out of nowhere and i heard them find me ( while i couldnt see or feel anything) and i could hear the 3 other guys saying omg TONY ! this kid fucking dead,what are we gonna do we cant have this here omg omg omg were fucked he fucking died what are we gonna do omg what the fuck is gonna happen look at him hes fucking dead, holy fuck what the fuck , we gotta ditch his body somewhere we gotta ditch him, and i heard them call their friend to come get me and all of the sudden i heard them throw my lifeless body in a trunk drive me to a river and throw me out, and after they were talking shit about me , all this happened as i was in a world where i dont even know, during this whole process i heard the most fucked up noises, the worst fart/burp/braincrumpeling/shitting yourself fucking death noises, at some point it ceased
and in the pitch black i heard my self talking to a voice( in swedish since im from sweden but live in the u.s and have been for 5 years and you couldnt tell i wasnt from around here unless i told you) but anywaays so this voice was obviously not real or physically there, this voice seemed to me to be god or whatever you want to call this energy/force. But so we talked for a while, i asked why i died, and he just replied why did i die, whyd i have to die, and then i ask if god or this force is real and if it exists and if so where, and the voice just said: god is everywhere and in everything. and so i asked him (while i still couldnt see anything hear anything else)if i could smoke one last cigarette before i go where i shall go,and he said you can smoke one last cigarette or you can just stay here in the bathroom and have faith, and i promise everything will be ok. and then the bathroom door opened,and it was like i just randomly appeared there and so at that time power came back on . but the 3 other guys looked fucking evil like hell looking and they were saying sketchy shit, like come on get out of the bathroom you little shit lets smoke a fucking ciggarette. and all this shit. the whole time the rest of the house looked fucking evil ish as well, so i closed the door and sit in the dark for a while
later on and they all looked like angels they looked like fucking angels and i just felt so relieved and they brought up the laptop and sat outside the bathroom and i sat in the bathroom with the door opened they played sublime , and the hwole time me and this kid who appeared as the devil now appeared as god, and as my savior where discussing music, foods, he asked me if sublime was good and i love sublime so i said yeah its fine and tehy all sat on the floor with me outside of the bathroom and offered me cereal a drink and etc. and at 5 in the morning we all went to bed in his room in the basement, and i woke up fine..
And then i didnt do any shrooms for a while tried them twice after and teh last time was fucking amazing, and i mean i understand all the factors that could potentially make you have a horrible time but it seemed like ok people and ok envoirment but i guess it was more mental factors, and also i couldnt stop thinking about how of a fuck up i was and how im fucking up my last year in school and how i dont have a job anymore, no money, no girl fucking broke, and how my drug habits are a little fucked, ( i would do almost anything as long as it was heroin, id do it if it was around). obv shits changed now
so about 2 weeks ago i ate a hit of acid, started to have one of my best trips but it went bad and the thought of death wouldnt leave me, i was tripping balls with a few friends outside of my friends 30 foot amazing teepee (woodstove carpeted couches and loungey chairs) in his 6 acres of woods by a river and i was outside with a few good friends blaaaaaaaasting bassnectar by the river on a battery operated ipod player hahahaha tripppin nuts,pitchblack out ,
and as soon as i went back into the teepee, the kids in the tee pee had eaten mushrooms and i was like mushroom vibes took over and i had a horrible next few hours extremely tired and weak and twitchy ( my left leg was twitching very bad, one of my very very experienced friends said i potentially got strict 9(strychnine) poisoning.)but i never really felt like dying i was just having a horrible trip and i could hear the pulse in my brain adn i was scared i was dying again, and noone could calm me down i was freaking the fuck out...so we all went back up to his house(bout a 10 min walk from the tee pee, on a trail through the woods), well we all chilled outside and i started calming down but still freaking out, but i ended up calming down after 2 hours and id lay down to sleep, but everytime i laid down id start to fall asleep id launch out of the couch and start walking around, and my one friend who stayed with me until i fell asleep said he would wait to go to bed until i fell asleep, . my very good friend was upstairs sleeping, hes like a brother to me( it was his house i was at, hes longest person ive known living in the states, im extremely comfortable at his house used to pretty much live there) and outside my 4 other good friends were trippin out in one of my friends sick ass gmc van ( roadtripper kind of van its fucking ill) they did their thing. but after abotu 1 hour after not being able to fucking fall asleep( extremely tired but still tripping)my friend started getting pissed, but i walked up to the window and it was like almost 5 and the sky started getting very light blue, i said to my friend alright im out forreal sorry man i just had to see the light, walked over to the couch again laid down and passed the fuck out.
and i dont know whats wrong, all i know is that i get stuck in thinking about death, and i get so deep in my head i get scared and start fighting it mentally and it ends up wrecking me instead.
Edited by Anonymous (06/11/09 09:24 PM)
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