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 Alobar
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 Lost my faith tonight... 
#1451491 - 04/11/03 11:52 PM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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...in my ability to think I know people. Jesus.
I'm a cheery person usually, as some of you might know. And I've only been "in love" once. It's funny- just the other day I posted something about the greatness of love. Wasn't that some shit, eh? This is going to sound hilarious to you guys, but I've got to get it out in the open; while browsing through the endless pages of porn on the web, I happened to stumble across-I always jokingly suspected that this might happen- yeah, you guessed it, start laughing, my ex-girlfriend in a college threesome! Allright! I was suddenly shocked, and then I started laughing. I confirmed her identity via the many close ups and her unmistakable grin. And the necklace I gave her. But she had a new tattoo...
I had gone out with her for over two years. We we're inseperable. She was the shy girl, the cute little outcast... And I loved her because I, too, am an outcast of sorts. We seperated because she wanted friends at her new school, and I seemed to scare everyone off with my quirky logic and lust for strong drink... But, even though it has been over a year, I still loved her... until tonight. And now I realize that she is just like everyone else, out for a good time (well... I am too, but I have values), getting dumber by the day. I feel horrible, in the pit of my stomach and up my spine, a true sickness. But at the same time I feel RELIEVED, because I've been holding on to the idea that maybe someday we'd get back together. Now I realize that I can never love her (well... I'd still give my life for her in a heart beat, but that goes for almost anyone...), that she is not... well. She was drunk, for sure.
Anywho, I was thinking that it might make me feel better if some kind folks could post some their instant responses to this, especially some jokes and laughter, maybe a flame or two in her direction, ANYTHING. Make some jokes about me. I think there's some pretty good material up there. Thanks-
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Re: Lost my faith tonight... [Re: Alobar]
#1451528 - 04/12/03 12:03 AM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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Hahahahaha, guy, thank you!
That really did make me laugh.
I wish I had a pic of your face the second the first pic loaded up 
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Alobar
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Re: Lost my faith tonight... [Re: matts]
#1451605 - 04/12/03 12:36 AM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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I thought about it... Maybe email her a pic with a smiley face... nah. Not my style. I think instead I'll just choose never see her again. Yuk. 
Then again, they did make her say "bye Mom," at the end. Hmmm...
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Re: Lost my faith tonight... [Re: Alobar]
#1451633 - 04/12/03 12:48 AM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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i masterbated to A LOT of porn tonight, sorry if i stepped on your toes =)
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matts
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#1451899 - 04/12/03 07:36 AM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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Nirvana
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Re: Lost my faith tonight... [Re: matts]
#1451904 - 04/12/03 07:41 AM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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Can we get the link??? 
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fleshofgods
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Re: Lost my faith tonight... [Re: Nirvana]
#1452007 - 04/12/03 09:31 AM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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hey, by any chance do you have a link to the gallery she was in? or did you save a pic? I wanna see
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Alobar
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Re: Lost my faith tonight... [Re: fleshofgods]
#1452081 - 04/12/03 10:13 AM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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For some reason I'd feel strange about that... even if everyone else has seen her already. It is not a very flattering movie, being that she's with frat boys talking about golf...
Any way, I couldn't sleep last night. Not that I feel horrible, or anything, just that I feel weird. So I emailed it to my brother and his girl, who were good friends with this chick. They called me at six in the morning or so (they're on the opposite ends o' the earth from myself) and were laughing and arguing over if it was her. I haven't seen her for a year- In this flick, she was wearing a watch and necklace that look identical to what she wears. But her hair was shorter, she had an ugly tattoo (she'd NEVER get an ugly one), no belly button ring, and upon even closer examination, no earings! She ALWAYS wears those earings.
So now I'm thinking that she has some sort of dopleganger out there; never before have I seen two humans who look so similar (without being twins- she was an only child). I'll know for sure in a few days; my other sibling is supposed to see her at a job...
Funny in either case, eh?
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Re: Lost my faith tonight... [Re: Alobar]
#1452137 - 04/12/03 10:40 AM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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Re: Lost my faith tonight... [Re: ]
#1452146 - 04/12/03 10:42 AM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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print the pics and send her mother a letter
snicker
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jarby
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Re: Lost my faith tonight... [Re: ]
#1452308 - 04/12/03 11:47 AM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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hahahaha, yes do that.
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djfrog
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Re: Lost my faith tonight... [Re: Alobar]
#1453191 - 04/12/03 05:35 PM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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so like you haven't been able to shake your feelings for her, and so you take the porn incident as a reason to deny the love is possible. I don't know maybe that sort of thing works but it might be just better for you to realize this is something that didn't work. Unless she shot the porn behind your back when you were with her, you don't really have any reason to be outraged.
but heh, As they always say, "Its better to have loved and lost then to have to hide her remains in a remote cabin always worrying about who might find them."
Edited by djfrog (04/12/03 05:36 PM)
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Alobar
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Re: Lost my faith tonight... [Re: djfrog]
#1453342 - 04/12/03 06:48 PM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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I'm not necessarily "outraged." I haven't seen her in a year. It was just a shock to actually SEE someone I loved making the beast with two backs (or three) with some despisable individuals (though that term surely is not apt). Ah well. Makes life a little more entertaining...
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djfrog
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Re: Lost my faith tonight... [Re: Alobar]
#1454207 - 04/13/03 03:15 AM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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So if I understand you right, it doesn't bother you. Another successful case, thats great next poster please.
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Re: Lost my faith tonight... [Re: Alobar]
#1454644 - 04/13/03 11:58 AM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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So she was in a 3-some, please tell me she took it in the doopa and the poon?
That was awesome, sorry bout your car Richard......
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Re: Lost my faith tonight... [Re: Alobar]
#1454929 - 04/13/03 03:57 PM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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Its because you feel she has betrayed you. Thinking you know someone and turn around and you don't. I have been through that before. Not like that. But I have. And it will take a little time to get over that. All you need to do is find something that takes your mind off. Well its better then me saying don't think about it right. Sorry if I was no help.
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Alobar
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Not at all, it is all helpful! Thanks everyone for the support, the laughter, the ideas... I'll continue laughing it off- in my opinion laughter is the best medicine. I'm feeling fine about it now. What can I say, if it makes her happy, right? Shag away!
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Re: Lost my faith tonight... [Re: Alobar]
#1455645 - 04/13/03 09:41 PM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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As it is. And I am glad you can see it that way.
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ganjahead
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haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahaaahahhahahahahhahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahaaahahhahah
i'm new here and already i've read one of the funniest things in my life...
and then you try to say it's not here because she wasn't wearing her earings or something!
muahhahahhhaa
funny shit, i'm sorry for laughing at you...
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Re: Lost my faith tonight... [Re: ganjahead]
#1465655 - 04/16/03 10:28 PM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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laughter is good medicine =)
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dannycorona82
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Re: Lost my faith tonight... [Re: ]
#1465844 - 04/16/03 11:16 PM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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why don't you give us the link.... the more shamed she is the better you'll feel.
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 Re: Lost my faith tonight... [Re: Alobar]
#1468938 - 04/17/03 11:13 PM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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That sux man. I had a love of mine tell me she cheated on me and that was revolting enouph just thinking about it. But you just gotta realize its human nature.
Its funny i always thought it would be great to find someone you knew in porn.But it kinda backfired on you didn't it.
I had a similar situation happen. Recently i was looking through Rotten.com and i came accross this pic: 
One of the dudes (i wont say which) looks uncanily like my bro. Who attended Burning man which is obviously where this pic was takin. I showed it to my dad and even he was convinced. But my bro swears it isn't him.
So theres a chance it might be someone else. Just try not to let it bother you to much. And please post a link to the vid
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