I haven't done anything with my life. Three years since I left highschool, I ditched the last steady job I had to get that diploma.
I've applied at jobs, I've asked about local work.
The occasional scrap metal collection or demolition job with people I used to call friends. I've since realized, I don't want to know the people that are my only social interaction.
I've been told that talking to management, or calling to confirm the status of my applications would be a good way to go, but... I lack social confidence. The second I would get these people on the phone, I wouldn't be able to think straight. I'd be anxiously awaiting the second I would be able to hang up.
I cannot function in public. Even walking into a busy restaurant makes me feel like I'm trapped in some sort of automated abomination, filled with living gears.
And that is exactly the kind of activity I would have to deal with at any place that I could get hired with my work experience.
Edited by Anonymous (05/21/09 11:48 AM)
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