From Physical and Mental board:
"As a gay male, out of college with a religious family from the deep south it is often a struggle to accept myself for who I am.
IMMEDIATELY from the womb I was bombarded with homophobia. Whether it was my family making fun of "fags" on TV or even in real life, or threatening me with molestation from Michael Jackson, or displeasure when I was doing something girly or looking up to women instead of men. Today it's still a challenge seeing how most of the world is still stuck in thinking that anyone that isn't completely attracted to the opposite sex is somehow inferior. Even most of the portion of people who accept sexually queer individuals will have hidden feelings, get choked up on the subject, or deny having a real friendship with them. It's sick. Because of this, I often have a lot of trouble going through my days.
Don't get me wrong. I'm a very different person, and do my own thing regardless of what most people say. I do what I want and can see that most barriers that we have are just a bunch of crap. But when it comes to being gay I tighten right up. My demeanor is really feminine also, and feel that people, animals, and even inanimate objects make fun of me for it. It's crazy, but I can't get comfortable with just being who I am. I will tear myself apart and kick myself when I'm down to protect myself from the imaginary insults that everyone else is ready to give me. I can ignore everything else that makes me different, because we all are different and there's nothing wrong with that. But this aspect is just too deeply rooted to let go, easily.
How can I heal this? "
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How can I heal this?
Stop being such a homosexual!
I can't stand homosexual people. I hate how it's being more and more accepted like it's normal. It is NOT normal to be a homosexual.
I don't go around on a hate rampage, but definetely choose to avoid them when I can.
I can't stand how they prance around with their homosexual parades and functions, just trying to yell to the world that they are an abomination of nature. Attention seeking whores is the bottom line here.
And stop calling yourself "gay", "happy" or "different"...you are a HOMOSEXUAL!
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