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Re: Internet Drama...!! [Re: backfromthedead] * 1
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Internet drama is the kind that is always a comedy. But I like to get into it in my own genuinely serious way, and make a fool of myself. They say never argue with a fool, but they also say if you can't beat em join em. Its strange to keep it real in a certain sense, but always in the reality of electronica, a Mckenna inspired metaphysical festivity where we are (only) avatars of ourselves. Around here, in a certain sense I am frighteningly genuine, but the whole dorkiness of these situations makes the entire thing, even sacred ideas pretty laughable in the end. Its all good, I think I take solace in the idiocy. Its alot easier to see this spectrum than in the "real" world.

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Re: Internet Drama...!! [Re: backfromthedead]
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Chick spills her beans all over, tells me not to tell BF, then shows him all the shit I've written...??  WTF??



you are not remembering this exactly right BFTD.

I told you not to tell anyone, that I wanted to tell him myself.

If you were him, how would you prefer to hear it, randomly from some guy, or from your girl.

And showing your partner messages is a bit different than posting parts publicly :confused: anyway, that is done and over. Doesn't matter.

This drama you speak of, I acted rashly in a selfish act. YES. In other words I fucked up big time.
There were lots of reasons, I acted how I did. Frustration in my life in general.

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dude, I hate to break it to you but she might have already tried to tell you somehow and you missed the point.



Yeah, I was trying to hint. And I guess hinting is a fools game, I should have been straight up from the start, maybe that would have even kept my own behaviour in check.

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then they may find someone outside of that relationship who makes them feel like a king/queen, tells them sweet-nothings and all that jazz and they feel desirable again


...and excited and crazy.

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Question:  If you told a guy that he 'disintegrated you' what would that mean...??  If we were talking, semi interested in each other...  And I told you that you 'disintegrated me' what would you take that as meaning...??  Curious.


I will try and tell you what I meant, I feel like I have been over it so many times...
This whole experience has shaken me. I was shocked at my reaction and shocked at my response. I couldn't believe the way I was feeling, and the actions I took.

I think you are a dangerous man to static reality, I am not trying to insult you. You have a way of pulling the rug out yourself...making me question myself and who I think I am...even now in this thread, you directly challenge my identity.

I almost left the shroomery because of this. Actually I thought that suddenly everyone would hate me. I didn't mean to fucking hurt anyone.
But I thought I would stay, and face whatever comes my way.

I myself actually want less drama in my life, but I did seem to foolishly fuck that up.
More stress is not on the cards for me. I am trying to get of lame ass otc meds, works sucks. I am lonely as hell. No I don't need another nail.

You will forget all about this soon. There will be some hot chick just jumping to be with you.

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you are a beautiful, amazing being with light and love to share with all, bftd, and you deserve happiness and love!!! you are loved and appreciated! sending lots of positive love and light in your direction!



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Re: Internet Drama...!! [Re: backfromthedead]
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a few other points.

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Our conversations were inappropriate...??  Instigated by her.  And I'm the bad guy...??  How's that work...??


I have squarely placed the blame on myself, repeatedly in fact. In no way have I expressed to "bf" OR to you, that this was your fault. Know that he will read this. And know that it is true.

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Not to be too harsh...  But, why would one seek that mess out on purpose.  And consciously make it a mess with will and intent.


I can say this until I am blue in the face.

I did not consciously make this a mess. I did not seek this out to be fucked up. I let my emotions and frustration get the better of me. I failed the temptation test :thumbdown:

yep, call me any fucking thing you like. Maybe more than half will even be true. BUT you can not truthfully claim that I did any of this to manipulate you.


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Re: Internet Drama...!! [Re: backfromthedead]
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backfromthedead said:
Icelander said:
Girls just want to have fun.


At my expense.  Great.  Like ya...  Its fun to lead people on.  Until things get too real...  Then its like girls pull the drama blanket back over their heads.  I'm told I'm unpredictable and dangerous...  Girls aren't afraid to show interest, I think they just want to be comfy is all.  I think I make people uncomfortable, or something.  I'm working on that but shit...  Why wouldn't a girl be up front about a relationship that she's in if they're happy...??  I understand fun.  To a certain extent.  Girls are super fun, super fun to talk to and get to know...  But what's with the booby trap action??  An exit plan...??  An escape clause...??  ...that makes me feel like the bad guy...??  Fuck that.

Shitty mood this morning.  People amaze me, I guess.:eek:


You don't seem dangerous to me. That little girl played you and now you are here whining to us about it.


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"Don't believe everything you think". -Anom.

" All that lives was born to die"-Anom.

With much wisdom comes much sorrow,
The more knowledge, the more grief.
Ecclesiastes circa 350 BC

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Re: Internet Drama...!! [Re: Icelander]
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Icelander said:
backfromthedead said:
Icelander said:
Girls just want to have fun.


At my expense.  Great.  Like ya...  Its fun to lead people on.  Until things get too real...  Then its like girls pull the drama blanket back over their heads.  I'm told I'm unpredictable and dangerous...  Girls aren't afraid to show interest, I think they just want to be comfy is all.  I think I make people uncomfortable, or something.  I'm working on that but shit...  Why wouldn't a girl be up front about a relationship that she's in if they're happy...??  I understand fun.  To a certain extent.  Girls are super fun, super fun to talk to and get to know...  But what's with the booby trap action??  An exit plan...??  An escape clause...??  ...that makes me feel like the bad guy...??  Fuck that.

Shitty mood this morning.  People amaze me, I guess.:eek:


You don't seem dangerous to me. That little girl played you and now you are here whining to us about it.


:banghead:


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Re: Internet Drama...!! [Re: Icelander]
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You don't seem dangerous to me. That little girl played you and now you are here whining to us about it.

Fuck.  You are right.  But, the whining was a design.  I guess I got what I wanted.  A response.  Explanation.  DAMMIT...!!:tongue2:  That was my manipulation game...  Welcome.

Figfrag:

If you were him, how would you prefer to hear it, randomly from some guy, or from your girl.

The things I wrote were nobody else's business.  You could have just explained yourself.  Instead of giving dude access to your messages and mine.  No...??  I think you were supposed to tell him, right??  But he found out through my messages, randomly from some guy...  Right...??  To have a boyfriend of two years read the flirtatious msgs back and forth was not the way I would have chosen, that's all.

than posting parts publicly :confused: anyway, that is done and over. Doesn't matter.

What do you expect...??  Dude tries to regulate the situation...  Which is really his own shit more than anything...  By giving me a zero rating...??:lol:  And talking shit.  Trying to act hard and getting clowned on in the OTD...??  Fuck.:rolleyes:  He deserves to have that msg as his rating.  Its the fuckin truth.  If he wouldn't have come at me like I'm some asshole not worth a shit to talk to...  I would have maybe given him some respect.

In other words I fucked up big time.
There were lots of reasons, I acted how I did. Frustration in my life in general.

All I wanted to do was help.  To be a friend.  Shit was tame...  I thought.

Yeah, I was trying to hint. And I guess hinting is a fools game, I should have been straight up from the start, maybe that would have even kept my own behaviour in check.

I could sense that you really didn't want to stop talking...  Fair...??  Hint...??  You were more trying to scare me away from you.  I kept thinking you needed a hug. :hug:

...and excited and crazy.

What I said to you was not 'nothings' and fuckin 'jazz'...  Was it...??  Excited and crazy kind of turns me on.

I think you are a dangerous man to static reality, I am not trying to insult you. You have a way of pulling the rug out yourself...making me question myself and who I think I am...even now in this thread, you directly challenge my identity.

This is kinda what I do.  Why I get locked up and such.  I challenge reality.  Should you not question...??  Should your identity not be challenged...??  I feel like I've learned specific things, mostly mental health/spiritual concepts that give me a position to speak from.  I help, because I make people question, question themselves.  At least thats how I view it.  It might be intrusive or pushy...  But I feel like walls come down for me, all the time.  I feel I had particular insight into something that you've been through.  Mostly I wanted to connect on that issue.  Its a shame we can't now.

I almost left the shroomery because of this. Actually I thought that suddenly everyone would hate me. I didn't mean to fucking hurt anyone.
But I thought I would stay, and face whatever comes my way.

Things remain pretty private until you make an appearance and spill the beans.  I'm glad you're not afraid to address this thread.

I am lonely as hell.

And I was there chattin it up...  Trying to give you a hug the whole time.  I feel for you, honestly.  Because of my own life situations.

There will be some hot chick just jumping to be with you.

One that appreciates me making her feel excited and crazy...??:uptosomething::heartpump:

I have squarely placed the blame on myself, repeatedly in fact. In no way have I expressed to "bf" OR to you, that this was your fault. Know that he will read this. And know that it is true.

Dude has told me that I wanted nude photos...  Which was a fucking joke.  He says I'm in the wrong because I would allow something to happen between us if there was the opportunity.  He said that flirting with a semi-engaged chick is a shithead thing to do.  Assuming you were single was stupid on my part.

Fuckin dude needs to keep running his mouth.:box:

I failed the temptation test

Kinda sucks just to be the temptation...

you can not truthfully claim that I did any of this to manipulate you.

Fair enough.  I wanted you to know that it hurt me just a little...  I'm a sensitive angry emo fuck.  I didn't mean to completely call you out and 'shake' you up.  Kind of selfish on my part.


Thanks for posting.  Hope things are well...:thumbup::heart:


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Re: Internet Drama...!! [Re: backfromthedead]
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You are way out of line.  Don't do this again.

Edited by WhiskeyClone (07/28/08 08:54 AM)

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Re: Internet Drama...!! [Re: CidneyIndole]
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Seriously.  No one loves you, or ever will.  Go hang yourself, you fuck.


cat? was that necessary?

Direct your anger at me, where it belongs. I am the one that fucked it up, but you are now feeding each other's aggression.


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Re: Internet Drama...!! [Re: CidneyIndole]
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CidneyIndole said:





Awwww.  Poor wittle baby got his feelings hurt? :lol::thumbup:

Why don't you stfu and gtfo, BFD?  You're a manipulative, whiny little emo faggot.  Isn't there a cock somewhere, that you're supposed to be choking on?

Call your therapist, and have a good cry. Then go visit your mommy so she can tell you that you're still her special boy. Maybe she'll even give you a blowjob while you're there ...just like the good old days.

Then, you can hopefully SHUT THE FUCK UP, AND STOP CRYING OVER MY GIRL ON THE INTERNET, AND GET A LIFE OF YOUR OWN, YOU MOTHERFUCKING SHAMELESS LOSER.

Seriously.  No one loves you, or ever will.  Go hang yourself, you fuck.


NOTE TO MODERATORS The above post may seem harsh, but this guy is instigating shit.  He is continuing drama that started in another thread which was LOCKED by a mod.  He is also posting private messages, in public areas of the forum, that are of a VERY personal nature. I feel my words are fully warranted.


Buddy, it sounds like you got some emotional issues yourself.

You sound like a miserable fuck.

I feel sorry for whoever wants to be around such a head-case.

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Re: Internet Drama...!! [Re: figmentfragment]
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figmentfragment said:
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Seriously.  No one loves you, or ever will.  Go hang yourself, you fuck.


cat? was that necessary?

Direct your anger at me, where it belongs. I am the one that fucked it up, but you are now feeding each other's aggression.



I don't know... tell me...was this necessary?

http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/8687566#Post8687566

backfromthedead said:
Jesus was my lover at high school.

No I wasn't.  I know you might dream that...  Now lets get real here.

I was on my knees damn it.

Evil Twin Jesus...  Call him The Fuckin Morning Star...  He'd just piss in yer mouth and be done with it.  Told me once...  "The fuck did Moses tell you in the Wilderness...??  HUH??"  Figure that out.

Me on the other hand...  I would have kissed your cheek.  And rubbed my nose on your clit and I would have magically healed you.:thumbup:


Seems to me like he's stalking you on the forums, and purposely instigating.


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Re: Internet Drama...!! [Re: CidneyIndole]
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CidneyIndole said:Seems to me like he's stalking you on the forums, and purposely instigating.


Sounds to me like your the one instigating here.

They obviously have an attraction for each other, therefore it wouldn't be considered stalking. 

DAAHARR!

:braindamage:

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Re: Internet Drama...!! [Re: CidneyIndole]
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yes. which you are choosing to react to, giving him more incentive to do it.


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Re: Internet Drama...!! [Re: CidneyIndole]
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Read the rules of this forum.  Flaming has no place here.

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Re: Internet Drama...!! [Re: MOTH]
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buddy's hard though -

http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/8682340#8682340

:rofl2:

what a joke.

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Re: Internet Drama...!! [Re: deranger]
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SyntheticMInd said:
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CidneyIndole said:Seems to me like he's stalking you on the forums, and purposely instigating.


Sounds to me like your the one instigating here.

They obviously have an attraction for each other, therefore it wouldn't be considered stalking. 

DAAHARR!

:braindamage:


See... the thing is, synthetic...  this is a really fucked situation. It involves a private matter between my girlfriend and I, being forced into the "public" on this forum.

She and I had already discussed this issue at length, and  what occurred between us, should have remained more private.

However, this situation (as you now know, of course)  involves another shroomery member, who somehow thinks it's appropriate to start a thread, discussing a private matter.

The reason he started this thread, is because Figment would not respond to his PM's any more. And he couldn't deal with that, so he dragged this here... which is wrong, in my opinion.

Besides, I don't know why you're adding your two cents. You hit on her too.


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Re: Internet Drama...!! [Re: CidneyIndole]
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And I care why?  I'm sticking up for a pal.  And you sound like a douche. 

SyntheticMInd said:
buddy's hard though -

http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/8682340#8682340

:rofl2:

what a joke.


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Re: Internet Drama...!! [Re: MOTH]
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MOTH said:
Read the rules of this forum.  Flaming has no place here.


Sorry.  Moth is right.

And this thread should be locked.

And all involved parties (self included) warned by mods to shut the fuck up about it on the forums, or else.


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Re: Internet Drama...!! [Re: deranger]
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Edited by WhiskeyClone (07/28/08 08:57 AM)

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Re: Internet Drama...!! [Re: CidneyIndole]
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man you're hard, that shit really pierces deep.  I'm scorn.

:yawn:

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Re: Internet Drama...!! [Re: CidneyIndole]
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what the hell is going on here???

where is all this hostility towards each other coming from???

hello???

It is retard bitch here...There has been speculation that I wanted all this to happen, FUCK THAT NOISE.

stop fighting with each other.

Cat...get real and recognise where your actual anger lies and deal with it properly.

I will say this openly for you, I know you are having trouble with the idea.

Do what I did...flirt with other girls, get laid even...god knows you need it.

Then perhaps we can assess this situation from a more equal standpoint.


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