First off I'd like to say that I have believed in God and the Bible for just about all of my life. Recently I have been really confirming these beliefs through study of the Bible, learning Hebrew, life in general, and psychedelics. With this is in mind, you can better understand my visions and what I felt they were telling me.
I ventured off into a nearby forest and began to prepare myself. I consumed 2 grams of syrian rue and found a comfortable place to immerse myself in the experience. 15 minutes afterwards, I took a diarrhea, luckily I brought some tp along...25 minutes laters, I ate another gram of the rue and really got ready. I loaded the light bulb with my chrystal dmt (about 60-80 mgs) and 10 minutes later I lit up. Once I'd felt I'd vaporized all there was, I turned my ipod playlist on (the first song was Shpongle - Divine Moments of Truth) and closed my eyes. What followed was one of the most intense, religious experiences of my life. After the trip I scribbled down as many visions as I could and later elaborated on the computer. These are written mostly in order of occurence.
Eyes appeared before each vision, and seemed to occur whenever my mind was wandering and I wasn't not fully paying attention. They seemed to be God telling me "Watch this! Make sure you're paying attention! This is important!!"
Tunnels were ever present, and represented many many things throughout the trip.
I was traveling down a tunnel and slowly moved out of it and viewed the tunnel. My view of it spun and it was traveling up and down. Then another tunnel split off of the first one and traveled parallel to it. The second tunnel was a snake, its head traveling downwards. Then it curved left, right, then left again, still traveling parallel to the tunnel, but on the opposite side. The snakes tongue whipped out, and it traveled away downwards, it's head no longer in my view, but leaving behind it's long slithering body. What was left was a money sign, and an eye appeared above it.
Two monkeys formed out of tunnels and timidly kissed a few times. Then they shifted downwards and two human faces appeared where the monkeys faces had been. The monkey faces traveled into the hearts of the two people and the faces came together and kissed. I saw the saliva of one entering the other, and it was obvious that when you enter another's body you are making a commitment. Then out of the man, a sperm traveled into the heart of the woman. They slowly drifted apart and did not look happy. There was a stream traveling between their two mouths. They drifted farther and farther away, and then were pulled together by the stream and forced to kiss. They both looked uncomfortable and suprised/confused/unhappy. I think she got pregnant..
I saw a guy and a girl looking at each other. They began kissing. There was a fountain pouring between them. They drew near to it and drank from it. Then, both of there bodies began to ascend in parallel. Tracers of their body were left behind, creating two long tunnels of human form. They traveled together upwards and entered an entirely new universe/galaxy that was infinitely complex.
I saw four people (I assume it was myself and my three roomates) speaking to each other, represented by streams traveling between our mouths. The streams were crisscrossed, forming an X. Down the middle a stream was pouring which represented God's knowledge. I saw one drink of the stream and speak to the rest of the roomates. Then one roomate's tongue turned into a snake and reached into the other's mouths.
I saw the same four people traveling separately into enternity. They all were streams of water, and eventually they shot into a big pool together. This pool could be followed downwards for an eternity as another singular tunnel. Each stream interwove with the others downwards.
I saw a baby come out of a boob.
I saw mushrooms grow and extend into heaven.
I saw God begin to breath life into a man's mouth. The man became alive and God continued to breathe into the man. The man slowly moved further away and became part of the earth. God continued to breathe into the earth and it became more complex. God kept breathing into this earth until the vision ended.
I saw a dick sperm on Kate from Lost's face. Then it showed that sperm was man's way of breathing life into this world, like God had done earlier, and showed that this use had been a waste. Haha yes...I've made hand party over Kate, you lost fans know what I'm talking about...lol
I saw a couple performing 69, and then the girl turned into a horse.
I saw that when a man speaks, his word travel up into the atmosphere or heavens, and stay there forever.
I straightened my back in real life, and then closed my eyes once again after having taken a piss. I saw my body and my spine. Suddenly my spine looked like a snake and curled up, and for some reason I felt it was permanent. (Somehow I think this represents and pertains to my life. I attended private school my whole life and was a good kid. In 6th grade we moved and I started going to a public school. Here I made new friends, and I began to be more and more sinful in many ways. It was in sixth grade when I got osgood slater's (knee protuberance) in one of my knees. This made one leg taller than the other and since then I have had severe backpain almost daily.)
I saw the cross form out of light. Jesus was on it and my view was rotating around it. I saw Jesus lift his hands and form them around his eyes, showing me what he was looking forward to. I saw a great place in heaven for Jesus. The cross then became part of a shape that had been synonymous with God the entire trip. Looked very similar to the baptismal cross (I've never really "noticed" this cross before, strange that it continued to appear throughout my trip.) 
A whole bunch of hands reached out of a crowd and two hands caught and formed a glowing ball with an eye in it. It was as if he was chosen or lucky to have caught this thing.
That was all I could remember. These images were sometimes very clear and sometimes not. Throughout the entire time I wished that I had more DMT to smoke because I knew I was missing about 50% of what I was being "told". I don't think I have even begun to convey the perfection in which these were shown to me. Please understand that I completely dumbed down these visions to their simplest form for ease of writing and for you to read.
The beauty in which these images appeared was spectacular. It was as if they were being drawn for me, from strange (higher meaning) and unrelated things that eventually would begin to fit my understanding. I couldn't believe that it was happening and I was extremely intrigued. At first, I fully wanted to reject the thoughts of God communicating through a drug, but it was impossible (for me) to contest. The visions continued for atleast an hour until they began to become very blurry and difficult to piece together where I eventually just opened my eyes and quit trying to interpret them. Also, the entire time, I had little to no open eye visualize, which I don't think is normal but I'm not sure...
I cannot wait to try this again. I will be doing a DMT extraction and purchasing some rue or maybe caapi next time. Please tell me what you think about these visions and if you've ever seen anything similar. I've tried to find other accounts of people thinking God was talking to them on DMT, but all I ever seem to find are accounts of aliens and elves....
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