I don't really know why I'm posting this...
2 and a half years ago I was brainwashed, kidnapped, brought to the otherside of the country and held again my will for 4 months. I was kept in the garage and had to go to the bathroom on newspapers in the corner. I was starved and when I was fed it was out of a dog bowl on the floor.
After that my boyfriend of 5 years left me (yes, I'm a girl) and I lost every single one of my friends. They never understood that I was brainwashed and thought I stayed there purposely.
I have a new bf now, but he is my only friend. I am extremely depressed and am on medication but I cannot get over losing my bf and friends. I worry that I'm going to fuck this relationship up because I am living in the past. I've been trying to move on for 2 years but it's easier said than done.
I can barely leave my house anymore. I'm afraid my life is ruined.
I don't know why I'm writing this here. I guess I just have to tell someone.
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