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Last night I had an 8th of shroom tea. They were really clean, fresh shrooms. I went on a drive through some hilly suburbs with my brother as I was coming up and it was really nice; I saw some great views. The city lights danced beautifully and the music was heavenly. However, when I got home I sat down at the computer and went on the Shroomery. Suddenly something very irrational started happening in my head. Somehow it suddenly made perfect sense to me that virtually everybody I had interacted with on the internet was actually me, trying to rationalize things to myself. Things just went downhill from there as I felt that I was losing my mind and the headfuck went into new, freaky directions. Fortunately I managed to pull myself back together well before the trip ended, but "psychotomimetic" once again has new meaning for me.
I think I'm going to take an extended break from psychedelics. They've taught me some wonderful things, but over the last few months I've been doing it way too much and my trips have become redundant. This is my second bad trip on shrooms in a row, and I think it's because it's gotten to a point where I'm focusing more on having fun tripping than on actually doing the things with my life that tripping has shown me I need to do. That's when the whole thing becomes pointless and starts to break down, at least for me, it would seem.
Maybe things will be different when this semester of school ends.
-------------------- Enlil said: You really are the worst kind of person.