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Unfolding Nature Shop: Unfolding Nature: Being in the Implicate Order

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*Serious Post* Sometimes when I go too sleep I don't wanna wake up again.
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I am by no means suicidal, so I am not going there. But sometimes life is just a bag of shit, and the only time of peace and no worries is sleep. Sometimes at night I tell myself I just wanna go to sleep forever. Sometimes I just wanna pass on in my sleep to a world that is NOT cruel and full of disappointment.
Don't get me wrong I have some great times and have some great friends and family but life just isn't that great sometimes.
This is why drugs are so popular because they help us escape (or enhance) this reality. Some backfire when they make you feel better but then totally fuck up your life in the long run.
I take responsibility for my past what I did where I am today, but I am pissed at myself. I wish I wasn't a stoner and a drunk during high school and got good grades and maybe excelled at sports and went too a good college.
I guess my rant shit is over.

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Re: *Serious Post* Sometimes when I go too sleep I don't wanna wake up again. [Re: Rahie]
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feel better?


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ilove my woods...

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Re: *Serious Post* Sometimes when I go too sleep I don't wanna wake up again. [Re: Rahie]
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Seasonal depression?


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UncleLuke said:
you talking about the child porn? I can explain that... it's my nephew.

stickyicky13 said:
I'm not gay, I'm brittish! you let one guy put his wiener in your bottom and instantly everyone thinks you are a poofta

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Re: *Serious Post* Sometimes when I go too sleep I don't wanna wake up again. [Re: habitat0789]
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not really

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Re: *Serious Post* Sometimes when I go too sleep I don't wanna wake up again. [Re: Rahie]
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Life is but a flash of light between 2 poles of eternal darkness  my friend, enjoy it while you can :smile:


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"Being crazier than a shithouse rat is not sufficient grounds for banishment"


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Re: *Serious Post* Sometimes when I go too sleep I don't wanna wake up again. [Re: Rahie]
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reality sucks... all of us know this.

You gotta live with your feet on the ground and your head in the clouds.


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ilove my woods...

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Re: *Serious Post* Sometimes when I go too sleep I don't wanna wake up again. [Re: FreakQlibrium]
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I feel the same way. When I wake up in the morning, I just lay there and try to find a reason to get up, but I can't think of anything. I just wanna go back to sleep and make the day go by.


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Re: *Serious Post* Sometimes when I go too sleep I don't wanna wake up again. [Re: FreakQlibrium]
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FreakQlibrium said:
Life is but a flash of light between 2 poles of eternal darkness  my friend, enjoy it while you can :smile:


BUT time is SO slow and FAST at the same time, it really sucks sometimes being being on earth the Classroom of learners and great lessons.

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Re: *Serious Post* Sometimes when I go too sleep I don't wanna wake up again. [Re: UncleLuke]
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.


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UncleLuke said:
you talking about the child porn? I can explain that... it's my nephew.

stickyicky13 said:
I'm not gay, I'm brittish! you let one guy put his wiener in your bottom and instantly everyone thinks you are a poofta

Edited by CherryBom (12/15/06 09:46 PM)

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Re: *Serious Post* Sometimes when I go too sleep I don't wanna wake up again. [Re: UncleLuke]
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UncleLuke said:
I feel the same way. When I wake up in the morning, I just lay there and try to find a reason to get up, but I can't think of anything. I just wanna go back to sleep and make the day go by.


Yeah but then we have too get up too pay the bills and live out the dramas, anger, happiness, love, hate, anticipation, and crazy feelings and emotions.

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Re: *Serious Post* Sometimes when I go too sleep I don't wanna wake up again. [Re: Rahie]
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who is uncle luke? lol

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Re: *Serious Post* Sometimes when I go too sleep I don't wanna wake up again. [Re: skeeter]
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make some long term goals... seriously


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Re: *Serious Post* Sometimes when I go too sleep I don't wanna wake up again. [Re: Rahie]
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The homo a few posts up.


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UncleLuke said:
you talking about the child porn? I can explain that... it's my nephew.

stickyicky13 said:
I'm not gay, I'm brittish! you let one guy put his wiener in your bottom and instantly everyone thinks you are a poofta

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Re: *Serious Post* Sometimes when I go too sleep I don't wanna wake up again. [Re: UncleLuke]
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There was once a time in my early 20's where i dreaded the day so much that i had a string around the chords to my turntable and guitar amp(primitive i know :lol:) where i could turn it on(the vinyl and needle were already set in place)so at the flick of the string the music would come on............I was just too depressed to get out of bed....


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Re: *Serious Post* Sometimes when I go too sleep I don't wanna wake up again. [Re: Rahie]
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I don't consider myself suicidal (as I could never do that to my family), but I commonly day dream about non-existance. Not being dead and away from the people I love, but just about how it would be to have never been born. I think it'd be nice.

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Re: *Serious Post* Sometimes when I go too sleep I don't wanna wake up again. [Re: Burke Dennings]
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Burke Dennings said:
I don't consider myself suicidal (as I could never do that to my family), but I commonly day dream about non-existance. Not being dead and away from the people I love, but just about how it would be to have never been born. I think it'd be nice.

Didn't you ever pay attention to shows and movies where that happens, and its always hell for everyone else? Ever seen Its A Wonderful Life?


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UncleLuke said:
you talking about the child porn? I can explain that... it's my nephew.

stickyicky13 said:
I'm not gay, I'm brittish! you let one guy put his wiener in your bottom and instantly everyone thinks you are a poofta

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Re: *Serious Post* Sometimes when I go too sleep I don't wanna wake up again. [Re: skeeter]
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I know there is something greater on the other side. I have had some very vivid dreams where things were very great and no responsibilities, like I was a animal with grace, where I was living with no fears or worries but living with complete faith of life.

It's hard for me too accomplish this in real life. I want it though. BADLY

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Re: *Serious Post* Sometimes when I go too sleep I don't wanna wake up again. [Re: Rahie]
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You can have it.
:cruelworld:


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UncleLuke said:
you talking about the child porn? I can explain that... it's my nephew.

stickyicky13 said:
I'm not gay, I'm brittish! you let one guy put his wiener in your bottom and instantly everyone thinks you are a poofta

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Re: *Serious Post* Sometimes when I go too sleep I don't wanna wake up again. [Re: skeeter]
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I really don't have it in me too take my life, I would rather go naturally or by fate. I couldn't do that at all, too many people that love me, and too many people I love.

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Re: *Serious Post* Sometimes when I go too sleep I don't wanna wake up again. [Re: Rahie]
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Well,

you can rip off dealers, and they can take your life for you.



BTW, I wasn't condoning suicide, I was joking, hope you got it.


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UncleLuke said:
you talking about the child porn? I can explain that... it's my nephew.

stickyicky13 said:
I'm not gay, I'm brittish! you let one guy put his wiener in your bottom and instantly everyone thinks you are a poofta

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