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Thoughts are linked but I systemtically block the synchronicities.
    #5961227 - 08/13/06 11:57 PM (17 years, 5 months ago)

Okay so I was just imagining Dale Gribble saying "UN helicopters" and automatically wondered about existential creation of reality, this lead me to think that ultimately your ultimate paranoias and fears can catch up with you and confront you...... in Dale's case the government would be evil and come after him, whereas in Hank's case no such thing would happen, and neither in Hank's reality would Dale be messed with by the government.

So this thought immediately provoked a random snipped to come up "Granny's gonna grab ya" and I almost ignored it, but it was so obscure that it let me catch it and muse, and it's from a song in Aladdin 2 where this scary granndy pops up at you.

now, if I'm stoned, it's liek sometimes all my world is these referential synchronicities, but when I'm sober even though it seems like they are almost always there, I ignore them... yet it seems they clearly have things to tell me.

For instance if I have a song in my head right? I just injured my ear today and was thinking about trying to get some prescriptions for some pleasurable painkillers and the package came into my head LIEEEE to get what I came for.....

and I bit, and I said, well is it a lie? it does hurt.... but I know I want them for pleasure, moreso than to fix my ear........ and as I'm imagining myself having a convo with doctors I'd be assertively just saying "last time this happened I got some hydrocdone and I don't want to have to do it illegally, so if you could just give me some" and then the package came back "I'll take just what I came for, and I'm out the door again....."

and it's like there is always a thin layer where my brain isn't exercising hard enough to be thinking on it's own, where various songs and snippets will just be pereptually lurking unless I really consciously clean my head out and do a long period of meditation.....

and I just come to think maybe if I followed these things they would hold an elaborate message for me.

The last time I really did follow them down a rabbit hole was when I did a meditational exercise whilst stoned, and repeated nonsensible thought fragments aloud to myself in the mirror until I understood what they meant.

and the only message they ahd for me in the large scope was the complete silence of knowing what my brain was going to say before it said it....

but yeah.

I mean it's like, I'm still in "my brain" but my brain is created by external reality ENTIRELY, everyone's is.

So instead of accessing the collective conscious/unconscious because I have silenced myself completely and surrendered, it's more like these media messages, the songs looping, the strange associations created between what I consciously think, and what the "bottom" thoughts think, which seem to be separate thoughts from me.

it's like they are a thin barrier, my ego trying to keep itself together, separating me from something. yet i almost systematically ignore them in entirety even though they are often there.

and you know it gets really abstract for instnace i will sometimes hear the music that we listen to in my yoga class surface, just randomly clearing their way through what was there previously, and this is always strange enough to get my attention.

so then does that mean that me and my yoga class, or my yoga teacher, ahve synched minds up in this point in time, and are in some way doing something that connects us meaningfully?

does anyone get what I mean.

my dreams told me to take the one mind thing much more seriously than i currently do.

that is okay. but it means that anyone's mind, if it is anything other than empty, is just a lie. and your entire life is just an arrangement of things that in the best case scenario, causes you to realize this and find "God" by realizing the inherent wrongness and flawness and "lie" of "being"...... of being an individual. of thinking your thoughts are real, unique, free. when they are a jail cell actually.

thoughts keep you from understanding and viewing things how they "reallly" are similar to how the eyes fill in your blind spot for you, your experiences fill in your expectations for you, and your expectations play themselves out.

but if you truely experience then there is always something new, even if you've seen something 500 times before.


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I am the MacDaddy of Heimlich County, I play it Straight Up Yo!

....I embrace my desire to feel the rhythm, to feel connected enough to step aside and weep like a widow, to feel inspired, to fathom the power, to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain, to swing on the spiral of our divinity and still be a human......
Om Namah Shivaya, I tell you What!


Edited by leery11 (08/14/06 12:01 AM)


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