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is this because of ecstasy?
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i started taking ecstasy around a year ago. i've taken 12 pills in my life, on 6 different occasions. it balances out to once every couple of months, but when i first started doing it it was a little more often, and the two last times i did it was in june and before that march. the last 2 times i've done it i did 3 pills each night.

i've noticed that i've been kind of moody this summer. i think i've snapped at my mom more than usual this summer(the other 9 months of the year i'm out of state in school). i don't think i'm less happy now, i just think i may have more mood swings. sometimes i just can't put up with my mom's irritable comments.

maybe i'm just more used to the independence of being at school, then i come home and have to deal with my mom asking where i've been, when i'm coming home, stuff like that.

i guess i'm just wondering if it could be the E that's causing this. it's so tough to tell, because i'm not sure if i was always like this or not. the last time i rolled it didnt have much effect. i took pills that i've heard amazing things about, my friend who took the same pills rolled really hard, and i just didnt feel much. E is starting to lose it's magic, but i still get a little out of it. enough to do it when i go to big raves.

i was going to take a long break from E, and not do it again till next year, but now since there's going to be an ultra music festival in NY, i'm going to that and am wondering if i should take a few pills.

if ecstasy is causing me to have more mood swings, and i'm not even rolling as hard, i just don't think it's worth it anymore.

has anyone else who's been taking ecstasy gotten noticeably more moody? or is this just all in my head?


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Not all who wander are lost - J.R.R. Tolkien

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Re: is this because of ecstasy? [Re: nightkrawler]
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Living with the rents is stressful, especially when you've been living for
so long with basically nobody to answer to. I feel the same thing this
(the last for a good long while) summer i'm living with family.

A week here and there is one thing, but full-out living at home is not
where most adults belong.


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It's like a koala bear crapped a rainbow in my brain!

Edited by BloodNOil (07/30/05 07:34 PM)

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Re: is this because of ecstasy? [Re: BloodNOil]
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yeah, it certainly is stressful, but i seemed to have handled it a lot better last summer. my mom's just getting to my head i guess. my dad understands how it is, and i never get into arguements with him.

i guess i'm just being a little paranoid, ecstasy was always the one drug that scared me until i actually did it.


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Not all who wander are lost - J.R.R. Tolkien

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Re: is this because of ecstasy? [Re: nightkrawler]
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Maybe the paranoia is your body and mind's way of tell you to roll less?

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Re: is this because of ecstasy? [Re: MOTH]
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i was kind of thinking that too, that's why i wanted to take a break...maybe even quit E for good, but i love to go to a few raves a year, and it's just so tempting to roll while i'm there. perfect setting for it. although just being at a rave and not taking any Es i always feel like i'm rolling. i guess my mind associates raving with rolling.


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Re: is this because of ecstasy? [Re: nightkrawler]
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Were you like this while your were at school.

It could be the ex.

But also pointed out. That you have been "free" for 9 months and now you arn't.
It might even be a combo of the 2.


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Re: is this because of ecstasy? [Re: Stonerguy]
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go admit yourself to mental hospital :wink:


your fine dude you havent tooken shit for ecstacy.


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Re: is this because of ecstasy? [Re: duster]
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12 pills in the year and you've been clean for months...  :confused:
That's nothing really

Dude i highly doubt its the E's, pass the blame onto Mum for making you moody!  :smirk:

Or...


Maybe you're moody because you havn't rolled for a while?  :wink: :thumbup:


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Re: is this because of ecstasy? [Re: nightkrawler]
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If your worried about the effects of E, do an Erowid search and you will find a protocol to minimize any possible down side effects. It works, as many long time users can attest. :thumbup: :heart:


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"Don't believe everything you think". -Anom.

" All that lives was born to die"-Anom.

With much wisdom comes much sorrow,
The more knowledge, the more grief.
Ecclesiastes circa 350 BC

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Re: is this because of ecstasy? [Re: Icelander]
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yeah, ever since i had an incredibly bad hangover i've been taking 5-htps with the pills. works wonders.

i guess i'm just paranoid. i'm still going to cut back though.

although it's hard when my friends are planning days where we're gonna take pills, and i have the most experience out of most of them so of course they want me to help set everything up for it and make it as enjoyable as possible.

i'm also at the point where i have to take 2 pills at once to get the same effect...and that worries me. i don't want to get pills with PMA in them and OD from it. also, i don't want them to completely lose their magic. /sigh, decision decisions.


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Not all who wander are lost - J.R.R. Tolkien

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Re: is this because of ecstasy? [Re: nightkrawler]
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Not just 5htp! In fact that may be the least important part in prevention of any long term damage. Powerfull antioxidents are key here. Also Prozak for one to two days. (do not combine prozak with 5 htp)


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"Don't believe everything you think". -Anom.

" All that lives was born to die"-Anom.

With much wisdom comes much sorrow,
The more knowledge, the more grief.
Ecclesiastes circa 350 BC

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Re: is this because of ecstasy? [Re: Icelander]
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I highly doubt its the X, you havn't done that much.


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~The Cultivators Motherload~

"I am free, no matter what rules surround me. If I find them tolerable, I tolerate them; if I find them too obnoxious, I break them.
I am free because I know that I alone am morally responsible for everything I do." -Robert A. Heinlein

"There is no need for temples, no need for complicated philosophies.
My brain and my heart are my temples; my philosophy is kindness."-Dalai Lama

Live long and prosper.


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