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StrandedVoyager
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Okay so I guess I'm in trouble
#4335995 - 06/25/05 01:02 PM (18 years, 9 months ago) |
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Last night I went to this bon fire thing with about maybe twenty people or so and like I was higher than fucking high on ecstacy... I mean through the roof. And as the night progressed every girl at the party gravitated towards me because I was tripping the fuck out and apparently I'm entertaining when I'm tripping the fuck out. And like I go back with all these people a good way and I'm always there for them and all the girls there are like my good friends. So during the course of the night, I was like laying with them and playing with their faces and asking them to give me massages and this and that. And all the girls there had boyfriends but like they were all chilling with me because I haven't been around these people in a long time. So fast forward a little bit, now everyone thinks I was trying to steal their girlfriends and whole bunch of petty stupid shit. Later on during the night, going to someone's house to chill, I was laying on this girl, just to like lay on her while she was playing with my hands and someone comes over and is like "Her boyfriend is asleep in the house, it's totally disrespectful what you're doing blah blah blah". The two things that bothers me is one I've never disrespected these people and like never done anything to any of them. And two, I'm such a shy person that last night was like so cool for me to actually connect with people. Like the girl I was laying on at the house, I met her five minutes before I was like laying on her and getting her to massage my hand, I usually could never do that and that was like cool for me. So anyway towards the end of the night, my friend worked me up into this paranoid hellishly intense e-depression state of mind and now I'm just like frantic and upset.
I've been trying to get a hold of people to apologize and explain but it seems kind of idiotic. And the thing that trips me out the most is like those girls wanted to be around me, I wasn't forcing them. I kept telling them they should go hang out with their boyfriends but they kept wanting to chill with me. So I don't fucking know, and I kept saying like over and over "Consider me gay when it comes to you" and all this.
I don't know, I've just been so worked up on "The Next Day E-Blues" that I'm completely sad and stressed out. Ugh...
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Edited by PhatWhitey420 (06/25/05 01:04 PM)
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Stonerguy
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Damn, know how it feels. Go get some 5-htp and some melatonin and take a nap!!! It works wonders!!!
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Mighty Bop
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Re: Okay so I guess I'm in trouble [Re: Stonerguy]
#4336022 - 06/25/05 01:10 PM (18 years, 9 months ago) |
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Man don't even sweat it. These girls obviously like you more than their boring boyfriends. I would try to get some action, especially if you know them already.
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StrandedVoyager
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Re: Okay so I guess I'm in trouble [Re: Stonerguy]
#4336026 - 06/25/05 01:11 PM (18 years, 9 months ago) |
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Where would I get 5-htp and melatonin? I've been trying to sleep but I can't because I'm so stressed out about this.
The thing that annoys me the most is how territorial guys are. Like I'm so not a threat to anyone but they still have to put on a show, it's just like jesus christ... Through the course of the night I was just like, you guys are cool with this right? If you have a problem tell me, and no one said anything. And then I hear about it all later. It was funny though because like originally I was kind of secluded with these people and eventually the whole group gravitated away from the fire towards me. Like I said, I guess I'm entertaining when I'm rolling.
Thanks for just like letting me vent.
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Redstorm
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Check a pharmacy. They should sell them over the counter.
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Mighty Bop
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Re: Okay so I guess I'm in trouble [Re: Redstorm]
#4336033 - 06/25/05 01:16 PM (18 years, 9 months ago) |
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I think this is a sign you are a mack-daddy. No need to get depressed You have already apologized and everything so there's not much else you can do.
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mikeyboy
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Re: Okay so I guess I'm in trouble [Re: Redstorm]
#4336035 - 06/25/05 01:17 PM (18 years, 9 months ago) |
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Ebay for 5htp
Get some vitamin C down ya aswell (500mg+)
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Quote:
PhatWhitey420 said: like like like like like like like like like Like like like like like , and I kept saying like over and over...
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Mighty Bop
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Re: Okay so I guess I'm in trouble [Re: California]
#4336040 - 06/25/05 01:18 PM (18 years, 9 months ago) |
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Haha leave him alone. It gives me a good image of the way he talks. I remember this one guy would always start a post by going "Hi it's Shane again...."
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StrandedVoyager
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Re: Okay so I guess I'm in trouble [Re: Mighty Bop]
#4336042 - 06/25/05 01:18 PM (18 years, 9 months ago) |
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Dude seriously... don't think there wasn't a bent appeal for me in that I could've done just about anything with with any girl I met last night. Which is so anti-me... but it was so much fun heh heh heh
But yeah I guess things are cool, I just got invited to another party, and I'm going to drop E again... so hopefully this time I won't be around girls with stupid boyfriends
Sorry dude... when after E or on E "Like" is like the second most common word out of my mouth behind incoherent yelling.
Thanks guys
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Edited by PhatWhitey420 (06/25/05 01:19 PM)
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Infrared
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tell those guys to shut it... and quit worrying about stupid shit.. smoke a bowl and take a valium or sumthin
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Mighty Bop
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Yeah try to hit on the single girls. Hopefully more than one at a time
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Re: Okay so I guess I'm in trouble [Re: Mighty Bop]
#4336609 - 06/25/05 04:36 PM (18 years, 9 months ago) |
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The truth is, it really had nothing to do with you, it was the ladies that were making the decision to do that. However, the jealous mind does not frequently think that way, and you are asking for an ass kicking.
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Re: Okay so I guess I'm in trouble [Re: oysterguy63]
#4336633 - 06/25/05 04:45 PM (18 years, 9 months ago) |
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Dude at the end of the day as someone else said the gals wanted to be with you not their bf's, else they would have been there already.
Chill out Lifes gooood...
Grab some 5htp and a few dozen quality pills and next time you go to one of these gatherings offer a few e's to some nice single ladys (preferably many) and see em come runnin', then get them to strip to bikinis and have a wrestling contest in syrup and and and and....
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Tao
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People aren't going to be pissed about you being flirty while fucked up on E. Its just in your head.
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Re: Okay so I guess I'm in trouble [Re: Tao]
#4336647 - 06/25/05 04:48 PM (18 years, 9 months ago) |
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People can be stupid
Doesn't sound like trouble to me.. sounds like good stuff, with some egos involved.. as always
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Re: Okay so I guess I'm in trouble [Re: Shroomism]
#4336665 - 06/25/05 04:52 PM (18 years, 9 months ago) |
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make sure to get some 5-htp this time around. you can get it at walmart or target or any drugstore, much cheaper at walmart or target though, like 9 bucks for 100 pills. you won't have any depression at all the next day. i used 5-htp for the first time last weekend when i rolled and i was happier than ever the day after.
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