WOW! Thanks everyone for contributing what these terms mean to you when you use or hear them. This was interesting for me to read.
I experience them as being spread out over a gradient like FW put it and to hear for some, its one or the other and they struggle was interesting. I suppose at their extremes they do appear as polar opposites however, to me, the higher one doesn't struggle with anything. The lower one is always in a struggle with something including the higher self.
Shroomism welcome back! Your enlightenment statement of the higher self got some flack. Because I see them as being on an open ended gradient as you move into the higher self it just means to me more light awareness comes into play but I think that can go on indefinitely without a final state.
I was going to touch on something you said in my first post, and I didn't about working to drop the higher self down into the lower self's position to be there for you 24/7. We pretty much do it naturally anytime when in a lower state, we look for understanding of it.
It likes what jell said about the higher self being a guiding friend. The lower self can be so blind to a lot, clumsy, ignorant, struggling, insensitive and the higher self is that inner voice friend that says "hey will you look at this that you missed or didn't considered, its really not so bad and there is good here too." It would be the self that insight comes from and it has the birds eye view for finding the easiest going path through anything.
I laughed when you said Jell that when in a lower self state, its easy to forget that guide is there and to utilize it. Once you've made its acquaintance and have a good feel for what its all about then its prime time to get in the habit of calling it in to play when you sense it not around.
It always is right there ready to serve yet its funny how the lower states don't want help, they enjoy the drama of being helpless and hopeless or it doesn't want to feel good and at ease because it likes the drama of feeling bad and disgruntled.
The lower self would be like the ego whose the actor on the stage whom loves the audiences attention and play acting only it thinks the play is real. The higher self is like the active audience saying, "look out!" That guys got a gun behind his back and he plans to shoot you." It's also like the director of the play and like how we want to direct the characters in the movies or during sports games on TV because we have seen what they haven't "the hidden plots, what the other players are up to, the obvious solutions. Like in a horror movie you tell that girl, "don't go in there, he's waiting behind the door to slit your throat." But the actress doesn't hear and goes in and gets creamed.
We have that voice and guide working for us but how well do people hear it and heed its advice or take its direction? I guess some people don't even know its there or haven't experienced it well enough to even trust in it yet if they have at least begun sensing with it.
When in the lower self, you do feel a strong sense of self and when in the higher self far up the gradient, it's weird what happens to your sense of self. It blurs and becomes a wash with its environment, like what FW said, it's not a definitive self anymore.
I THINK, its why many people put resistance up to it at first and feel uncomfortable in it and scramble back down. There is no feeling a self identity in it that makes you stand out in a crowed and get noticed because it has no definitions. You can feel invisible to the world and in a way, when more fully in it, you are because there is nothing to be said or to do in it.
That's getting into the oblivion aspects of it that are way out of touch with lower realities and dramas. Its like the reverse of how when you are feeling really low, you forget the higher self even exists and that others are living the high life and that its even possible.
When up in oblivion, you forget the lower self even exists and that lowly states are even possible. You can't recognize struggle or pain or fear as the dramas of life around you disappear and become invisible to you.
Ever see someone get really pissy angry and you just start laughing at them until they look at you all queer like wondering what is so funny. They are mad and think you should get mad with them because there has been an injustice! When you see the bigger picture, it all gets funny and you just can't take anything seriously.
It is a very detached state and can be called by others being out of touch with "reality" but they can't see the reality you do, they just see the material one.
As much as being in oblivion heights is awesome, its not practical for life here and can upset the people around you who wonder why you don't seem to care about the things they do. I think that's why people want to say that a balance between the two is important and to find a happy workable medium.
Thanks for all the inspiration for me to look at this more fully again today. Something vital came out of it for me that I needed to make note of. It had to do with re-realizing that if you seem to be in a struggle between the higher and lower self, you are in a lower self state.
The lower is the insecure state that wants to hold onto things. The higher is the secure one that lets go easily. I fly all over the gradient and it never fails to blow me away to realize how much you forget stuff when you drop. The thing that sucks is, you don't even know that you forgot stuff until something re-minds you.
-------------------- Ahuwale ka nane huna.
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