thirdeyewild said:

Going to do a hard reset tonight.
1g semps, 2g's pan.bisporus.
Demons meet my shamanic warrior.

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thirdeyewild said:

I'm fucking stupid.having a really bad trip

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sooo recognizable, you went at it half-cocked.


Its courageous to storm the gates but you're gonna need a battering ram.

you are sleep deprived because of twilight entities and they're all over you.

The big guy says they are all over you for a very specific reason. People have sleep problems etc buyt not what you have, so lets chuck the pseudo scientific pacifiers.

Want Shaman? hold my beer.

The big guy tells me that chronic weed use is bad for everyone and you are right to finally quit. But!

That herb also did something good for you, entheogenic. mystical. It messed up your mind but it also put you in communion with the Universe, the Present, your Innerverse.

It drew in good Spirits, lets all those angels.

Right now you have a shortage of angels coming in, weakening your equilibrium, and the demons flock in to feast on you. They are having a party at your expense, feasting on your energies and trying to subdue you enough to in the end overpower you and pull you under.

You don't need as much to drive off the demons, you need to find sober ways to commune andf balance with Divinity, inner and outer. You can't rely on substanes to failitate this beause you need it more than you an get high.

Try to reduce the drug assisted part and increase the shamanic part.

you are exhausted and deprived of sleep probably simple tranework will slip you right in an altered state. chant, make mantric affirmations, over and over, drum (even on a pillow or overturned plastic tub or drum your body) get tyhe train riding,. watch some youtube vids on whipping up a trance state, or get into this invoking chant with me: