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acidjoint
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So I just threw away my entire stash and now I'm tweaking
#23361208 - 06/19/16 03:53 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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4 grams of methylone and 2 grams of molly was thrown away a week ago that's 400 bucks worth of drugs, I just came back from a summer camp and promise that it would be the last time I party before getting a real job moving out of country soon to get a real job in a month actually But I'm tweaking so hard, literally jumped in the dumpster to look for my stash yesterday for 3 freaking hours, I'm losing it
There's so many reason I threw away my stash, leaving the country soon, girlfriend said will break up with me if I keep being a fiend, these drugs gave me the worst hangover of my life, my roommate tweaked me out, afraid of cops etc etc
But now I can feel the withdrawl, like I'm going to die. Its weird too i have been pretty clean for the past 6 months I thought I gotten over it
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Re: So I just threw away my entire stash and now I'm tweaking [Re: acidjoint] 1
#23361217 - 06/19/16 03:56 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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How often were you using ?
Physical withdrawal isn't usually associated with MDMA , not sure about methylone .
Anyways sounds like you made a good choice .
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acidjoint
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Re: So I just threw away my entire stash and now I'm tweaking [Re: Moonshoe]
#23361227 - 06/19/16 03:59 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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that molly was probably cut with meth or speed but that isn't the main point, I just want to do drugs,any drugs, coke, special k whatever but I'm literally almost 24 with no real job and I'm moving to China soon to start over and I can imagine the next few years being dry and just work overload
that makes me wanna kill myself
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Re: So I just threw away my entire stash and now I'm tweaking [Re: acidjoint]
#23361267 - 06/19/16 04:20 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Never just flush drugs,hide them away from your home,have stashed before in restrooms air vents nooks on outside of buildings plumbing heating panels
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Re: So I just threw away my entire stash and now I'm tweaking [Re: acidjoint]
#23361290 - 06/19/16 04:27 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Just go buy a six pack. I mean how hard is that?
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Re: So I just threw away my entire stash and now I'm tweaking [Re: Love_spirit]
#23361369 - 06/19/16 04:58 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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A while ago I was taking Methylone and Mephedrone every day for over a year. It got so bad when I ran out one time I literally ripped the wall apart because I had hidden a small amount on top of a window and it had fallen in a crack. It was hard. When I gave it up it was sucky, but it was worth it. Give it time and things will get better.
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Re: So I just threw away my entire stash and now I'm tweaking [Re: Bunji Fungi]
#23361375 - 06/19/16 05:05 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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yeah as bunji said it sucks but it does get easier the more time goes by.
You could pick up some kratom to help deal with the cravings and take the edge off.
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Re: So I just threw away my entire stash and now I'm tweaking [Re: Love_spirit]
#23361381 - 06/19/16 05:07 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Love_spirit said: Just go buy a six pack. I mean how hard is that?
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Re: So I just threw away my entire stash and now I'm tweaking [Re: acidjoint]
#23361418 - 06/19/16 05:18 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Why China ?
Why not smoke some weed; take some Kratom and or have a beer ?
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Re: So I just threw away my entire stash and now I'm tweaking [Re: Moonshoe]
#23361579 - 06/19/16 06:20 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Moonshoe said: Why China ?
Why not smoke some weed; take some Kratom and or have a beer ?
cause it's where I'm from, haven't seen my parents in 3 years
I have a opportunity to be a screen writer there, it's either have a chance to make it in a shitty country or be a nobody in US I mean eventually I will come back here
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Re: So I just threw away my entire stash and now I'm tweaking [Re: Bunji Fungi]
#23361601 - 06/19/16 06:32 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Bunji Fungi said: A while ago I was taking Methylone and Mephedrone every day for over a year. It got so bad when I ran out one time I literally ripped the wall apart because I had hidden a small amount on top of a window and it had fallen in a crack. It was hard. When I gave it up it was sucky, but it was worth it. Give it time and things will get better.
did you find it in the wall?
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Re: So I just threw away my entire stash and now I'm tweaking [Re: Bunji Fungi]
#23361605 - 06/19/16 06:34 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Bunji Fungi said: A while ago I was taking Methylone and Mephedrone every day for over a year. It got so bad when I ran out one time I literally ripped the wall apart because I had hidden a small amount on top of a window and it had fallen in a crack. It was hard. When I gave it up it was sucky, but it was worth it. Give it time and things will get better.
I hear you, a drug binge just result into paranoia and anxiety. my serotonin get drained really fast, I would try to get fucked up every week but then i think about still got at least 40 years ahead of me and I kinda want to get healthy for a little. I already developed bad sleep apnea from drugs
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Re: So I just threw away my entire stash and now I'm tweaking [Re: Love_spirit]
#23361616 - 06/19/16 06:38 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Love_spirit said: Just go buy a six pack. I mean how hard is that?
getting drunk is fun if you are watching a sports game or just chill with your buddies, but then you go party in clubs and you see someone clearly having more fun on substances and all you can do is get more drunks it kinda sucks. I will say this though if they can let me smoke cigs in bars it will help me tremendously
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Re: So I just threw away my entire stash and now I'm tweaking [Re: acidjoint]
#23361630 - 06/19/16 06:43 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Have you tried kratom? It is from asia and can have stimulating effects so you might dig it, its also really cheap when sourced right.
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Re: So I just threw away my entire stash and now I'm tweaking [Re: musiclover420]
#23361645 - 06/19/16 06:49 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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musiclover420 said: Have you tried kratom? It is from asia and can have stimulating effects so you might dig it, its also really cheap when sourced right.
is it legal? I might try it
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Re: So I just threw away my entire stash and now I'm tweaking [Re: acidjoint]
#23361652 - 06/19/16 06:54 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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It's legal and I like it a hundred times more than alcohol.
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Re: So I just threw away my entire stash and now I'm tweaking [Re: Moonshoe]
#23361671 - 06/19/16 07:03 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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I know its illegal in thailand but that's just becouse it was cutting into their opium profits
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Re: So I just threw away my entire stash and now I'm tweaking [Re: musiclover420]
#23361684 - 06/19/16 07:08 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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weed profits weed drug profit
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Re: So I just threw away my entire stash and now I'm tweaking [Re: Sheekle]
#23361838 - 06/19/16 08:03 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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get some passionflower and kava kava
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Re: So I just threw away my entire stash and now I'm tweaking [Re: Sheekle]
#23362011 - 06/19/16 08:58 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Sheekle said: weed profits weed drug profit
Sheekle you have Wernicke-Korsakoff syndrome
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