all i can say is that my mother has done nothing but consistently threw bomb after bomb at me mentally. each worse than the last, and i have never heard of anyone anywhere having to go through such an experiance. altough through it all i still allow myself to seperate myself from her and continue my life as best as i can. here are a few of the things this woman has put me through since i was young. since i was young i have been beaten (ok), bitten (not ok), mentally abused (from being told i was going to be nowhere but in jail/loser when i was an absolutely normal kid to being told that she hated me at very young age and everywhere else in between and around), once in a fight i threatened her with suicide (obvious threat) and she had me admitted to a mental hospital to teach me a lesson, another thing she used to tell me was that Child Protection Services was there to make sure I was good and basicly they were monitoring me, NO BITCH THEY WERE MONITORING YOUR CRACKHEAD ASS DO U FEEL GOOD FOR TRICKING A CHILD.
as of lately it has crossed the line. she moved away to georgia abandoning me, leaving me with her ex boyfriend, he took care of me for a yr until i was finished with high school. but since ive finished and moved out she has returned back with that ex boyfriend back and forth between another guy in georgia at least 5 times in the last 6 months.
ive always suspected my mom to be a fuckin slut but this takes the cake. i knew she prolly sucked dick for coke/crack but man oh man...
first new bomb. = i find out in front of 2 of my friends (one wasnt even that good of a friend) that my mothers new occupation is stripping at bachelor parties. fuckin whore
second new bomb = after the strippin which she did back here in ny, she went back to georgia, than she came back again, supposedly off of drugs. well i test her show her some coke, basicly if i didnt give her the coke i showed her i was fucked cuz she threatened my freedom with calling the police not for coccaine but for other things that i couldnt get rid of. so i give her the coke, than she steals my damn bong that i brought to the house FOR HER TO SMOKE (this was me doin her a favor) and she hid my bong in the house and said i cant get it until i give her more coke. i dont do coke but i had it on me for some friends so i had no choice but to give her the coke or she would have had my bong in the least and the cops at my house in the worst.
big big bomb = a good friend of mine robbed another one of my friends, they are good friends but this friend that did the robbing is a scumbag, never reliable not a good friend. my friend tells me something hes like i gotta tell u something that i promised id never tell u but now since soso did this im telling you. apparently my friend was selling my mother coke. i had an idea of this. but that aint it, my friend said that one night she didnt have money and my good friend and his cousin and some other lowlife that aint shit to noone really got head from this bitch for some coke. i didnt beleive it but after talkin to the kid i did. i confronted my mother after goin ape shit over the whole thing and in a roundabout way i found out its true.
nevermind any mention in this post of her being my mother cuz thats what some may call her, but not me.
|