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Methoxetamine - WICCAN 2050

#17771562 - 02/09/13 07:49 AM (13 years, 7 months ago)

After my session of Two Days Earlier yesterday I felt an urge that matters werent complete, and felt that spending a day on MXE was just the ticket :yesnod:

And it was, or well, seemed to be.

A grand total of 250mg was used throughout the day, it was dosed as follows:

11:00AM - 10mg
13:00PM - 10mg
14:00PM - 10mg

15:00PM - 20mg
16:15PM - 20mg
18:10PM - 20mg

21:00PM - 30mg
22:30PM - 30mg
00:30AM - 30mg
02:20AM - 30mg
04:00AM - 40mg
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17hours - 250mg

I wanted a lush day of dosing and thats what I got.

The first 3 doses were a breeze, delightful alcohol like intoxication with profundity to it, but it wasnt getting me anywhere in particular, so I made it a double and switched for 20mg increments.

During the 20mg increments I was gripped by the hilarity of me taking up the martial art of Judo. It was hilarious to think that one who always has had big social anxiety issues would voluntarily engage in grabbing people and getting taken in choke holds by them. Positively hilarious but also very good for me, if I were to do that, from a psychosocial and physical fitness point of view. But in my current state of unfitness and severe obesity, no that would not be realistic.

The 20s werent getting me in the Hole either so I got out the haavy artillery and took 30mg an hour and a half after a meal. No sire! I ended up on the very verge of the Hole.

I took my second 30mg. I knew it was going to happen and that it was going top be BIG. By the time that dose started working I had been cockteasing myself for 12 hours now. If you spend a long time in MXE before Holing, its gonna be big. And oh boy it was.

Guys I may sound like a broken record by now but I'll say it again and you'd better listen: My higher self and the sum of 40 years of actively exploring the nature of everything has led me to the following conclusion: Everything that Is, moves back and forth between being Manifest and being Dormant for all eternity. All is One, is God, is YOU. You as an organism are in a neverending cycle of reliving every possible life that is. We are separated from the One by dualities that are split off from us, and in death all that was apart shall be Whole again. All that exists is this One, is YOU, and it is like a gemstone of unspeakable beauty and perfect rigidity, and waves of Manifestness ripple through it, waves that we percieve as Time.

The Universe, the God, the Totality of You only does one thing and that is Being. Things that happen are instances of Manifestness, of Being, that occur in correlation with each other. If you are being happy, the You and the Happy manifest in the same time, and also the correlation manifests that they are related. On the level of the Totality of Everything, there is no seeming outside source with which to correlate it, so the totality of the Universe can only be completely unchanging, rigid, as a whole. Time, and with it change, happens but only within this One, and only because it is in duality with the timelesness and immortality of the Whole.

If I break a cup, the cup is perfectly whole in a time in the past, and there resides eternally for time to touch it again. Everything is eternal in this way, the Universe can be seen as a gemstone of complete complexity and time is light dancing eternally through its unchanging facets.

So that filled me with utter awe! Every time it returns to me, it comes with new nuance that makes me understand it better.

My Higher Self urged me to knock it up a notch and take another 30mg. Perfectly willing but puzzled how this sense of total knowledge could possibly be topped, another 30mg went down the hatch.

As the Hole took hold, my Higher Self turned into a motivational speaker. It told me how I was geneticcally capable to reach the age of 80, that I could live to see 2050 if I played my cards right, and old man in a dazzling age of unspeakable technology. It began a systematic demolition of my self-sabotaging affirmations that are keeping me from achieving the weightloss I need as a step in the plan WICCAN 2050 and convinced me that I could do the unthinkable:
To lose 30 kilos (66 lbs) in 30 weeks

I realized that this could be true, given my previous weightloss successes. It went on to motivate me to not just lose the kilos but also get a not healthier but a HEALTHY food pattern going, and to exercise more to get a general fitness level going. It showed me how happy I would be and how much more happiness I could bring to the lives of others if my general health was better.

It had nothing of infomercial mania or of the guilt trips the metabolically nonderanged have in store for fat people. This was done in perfect love and perfect realism. A door was opened for me and I was invited to enter it, a door to a happier life.

I was very enthusiastic and convinced, then I got the recommendation, either choice was fine, wether I wanted to take another booster.
Oh geez why, sure :awesomenod:

I entered the Hole again and there got in a conversation with a character I had ran into on an earlier trip, lets call him the Body Mechanic. As a symbolic part of me in charge of my inner workings he made announcements regarding changes he was making in my body, which I then proceeded to feel happening inside my body and mind, and asking questions regarding specifications I wanted for the fine tuning. Personally I think it is all symbolic, but still it was a great hypnotic suggestion session where part of me instilled confidence in myself by suggestions, fortified by feeling the results happen. I'd get suggestions like "I will now adjust your mitochondriae so they are better suited for efficient energy burning." and "I will now adjust your spine to give it more strength for the excercise you have in mind. You may feel each vertebrae vibrate one by one as I go up the spinal column" and I then proceeded to get that. After an hour I got the notice "All fixed up, I know you're thinking about another booster dose, this will not help the process much but will also not hinder it so feel free to choose."

It was a very YES day in every way, so a final salute of 40mg went down the hatch.

This Hole focussed on a personal problem I have, that I will keep to myself. Let me just say that the Hole consisted of interesting symbolicized imagery to help me come to insight and it unfoldede in very slow motion, my whole brain seemed to run on 1/4 speed.

I lept into bed and jumped out again 7 hours later. :smile2:

Oh my, I havent felt this good physically in a long time. My body feels 20 years younger. I'm more energetic, I sit up straighter in my chair, muscle tone has gone up, my mind too is sparkly and zesty.

I started dieting, I still had the diet plan from a few years back. At this point I feel great mentally and physically and eager to meet the challenges ahead.

Bring it on!

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