The dope sickness is the easy part anyone can suffer hard for 5-7 days, it's the months and months sometimes years for craving and depression that makes it hard to stay quit. I've been off H for 11 years this December, and was a daily user for almost 5, I had no methadone suboxone or any of that, just road it out, and I was doing close to 2 bundles a day for the last of those three years. The sickness is a lie my friend you can deal with it, you feel like your dieing and wish you would already but your not. Embrace that sickness, and know you never heave to feel this away again, if you quit putting that shit in your arms. It's tough man, but you can get off the shit 8 months isn't that long, still gonna be hard but a lot easier then 10 years. Get a support system, and don't get on suboxone or methadone, that turns the withdrawal into months rather then a week to 10 days for the physical part. Just ride it out you will feel better when you realize you are no longer chained to the dragon. Good luck man.
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