This is so confusing i dont even know how to begin. It started off by me standing in front of a mirror. The image reflecting was me. Yet.. a different me. With black curly hair , instead of straight brown hair. Paler skin.. and a much smaller head. It is strange , but i must admit that i looked very sinister. Almost like an older version of the kid from the omen. Your textbook antichrist.
I looked.. and inspected my own face that strangely seemed to stare back at me with a dull look. It was like i was dissatisfied with this physical appearance. I am prettier , actually - i thought. As i noticed this.. i starred directly into my own eyes that seemed to be the part which resembled me the most. With each second the intensity grew almost like the feeling of goosebumps getting ready to furiously spread across my skin. I remained. Still. Focused. Intent.. on seeing this morbid starring contest through.
Out of nowhere.. a very intense sensation came over me and reminded me of that gut feeling of ecstasy you get when ur on some good ol psilo and i remembered. I remembered that it was me. How.. why.. and what the god damn fuck ?!?!?!? i dont know. But i had love and acceptance for this face starring back at me. A flash of light and a bundled mix of emotions that seemed to last but a split second before i found myself walkin down a street i had never seen before , completely lucid.
I immediately started running... every now and then i would jump.. just to test it out ya know.. how high can i go.. how much am i really in control of this.
lately my lucid dreams have been astonishing. I literally find myself in almost entirely aware of everything thats going on. I have no thoughts that my body is somewhere sleeping tight.. i am in fact.. entirely convinced that i am really ... where i am in the dream.
Anyhow.. the running soon turned into flight. I flew down the street with the rest of the cars , dodging stop light and big trucks.. just goofin around. I landed on the side walk and continued walking and looking around. Not even 5 seconds went by before i had walked pass a girl that was sitting on a bench crying. Why are you crying ? - i asked I have this little puppy and i want to feed it , but it wont eat. - she replied.
I immediately took it upon myself to fulfill this mission. Feed the dog.. make the girl happy. Conveniently enough.. there was a little kiosk that sold dog food not even 10 feet away from us. Sweet. I walk up to it and ask for some treats that the dog might enjoy. Treats are good apetizers and i thought it would help. Nevertheless.. i was given a big can of beer. I'd really like to drink this beer - my mind rumbled. But.. it is a temptation i will resist. For some reason.. the dog food and the beer.. got switched up , mixed up somehow.. but i ended up walking away thinking that i would give the beer to the girl.
It became obvious that i was loosing control of this dream scenario for a bit... I woke up. Went to the bathroom.. looked in the mirror.
hehehe you dirty bastard you 

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All my posts in this forum are strictly fictional.
They are derived from an acute mental illness , from which i am forced to lie compulsively.
I have never induced any kind of mind altering substance in my life and i have no intentions whatsoever of doing anything illegal.
If I have ever suggested such a thing it would have most likely been , due to my personality disorder and i probably do not remember it at all..
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