Hey guys
So last night I broke up with my girlfriend and am feeling lonely, as anyone who had just broken up with their girlfriend of a year and a half would.
I just wanna hear some opinions on this though. Firstly, about 2 weeks ago we broke up and got back together a few days later mostly because we both felt lonely. This time I want to make it final... we are both young (I'm 18 and she turns 18 in a few months) and it's been my first serious long term relationship.
She is so damn cute and emotional though it gets to me and makes me cry just thinking about how awesome she can be sometimes. On the other hand though, she has some pretty shitty mood swings, and after a year and a half, I'm just not that physically or sexually attracted to her... I just find her SO GODDAMN CUTE. We also have a lot of recurring issues that never seem to go away. She thinks 3 acid trips in the span of 5 months is excessive... (she is tolerant though)I think if I truly did love her, I would give up drugs for her. I don't want to though. And at the end of the day we usually were a bit controlive and manipulative of/to each other. But I still feel like I want to hold her and make her happy on top of all that... I dunno. I guess I'm pretty confused about it all as I am quite young AND it's been my first long term relationship.
I think though, that I should be living my life at this time, trying different things and meeting new people. She really is holding me back from doing things I wanna do... but then I keep thinking maybe she is right for me? I feel so comforted when I'm with her, but because of that, I've lost a lot of closer friends I used to have. They've just been drifting further and further because I spend so much time with her.
So.. I'm not sure what else to add. Any questions? Some advice please? I'm feeling pretty low 
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