I had a Friday afternoon alone all to myself (Probably best with a sitter. Before this I had only smoke weed once or twice with my cousin that stayed at my house for a while. The had left me some in a few different little bags under my dresser (so my parents wouldn't find it) as a surprise since they were moving back to Colorado, I think it was. So i whipped out a bag and loaded my homemade Sobe bong (witch is just one of the greatest bongs I have ever used). Began to load it up and quickly snatched my lighter. I took a huge hit and held it in for 15 seconds before hacking my lungs out. I had noticed that this tasted different, was a little darker and more unpleasant than the weed I had smoked before but since I was a newbie at the time it didn't really faze me and I just assumed it was a different strand of weed or something. So I took a second hit and cleared the smoke from the bong, Held in for 30 seconds and I was gone. The world around me seamed to change and before I know it the whole room was shrinking. The walls were sliding around and the ceiling slowly bounced lower and lower. (It wasn't like they were literally sliding but it looked like a was looking through bent glass and it was all distorted and bent) Colors seamed to bind together and I had this unnerving feeling that the room was closing into me and it was shrinking. Then I looked around and found out that I was part of the wall. But I did not feel like I was part of it physically. I felt like I wasent there at all (hard to explain). Like reality just slowly melted away. For a while I was feeling like there was no existence at all and everything I have learned into my life up until now was all just a fiction of something I had once thought was true. There was no God. There was no reality, everything was gone. Gravity was very heavy and I felt like I was being pulled to the floor. For about 30 seconds when I had my head down resting on my legs and i was looking at the floor I couldn't tell if my eyes were open or not. Any little light seamed so much more vibrant and out there. Then I had this weird memory brought up from when i was about 7 years old. I saw this all through my own eyes like i was above my young self watching me. I was freeking out because there was a storm and in this vision thing it kept feeling like i was trying to talk to my mom but something was blockin my throat and I was fading away. For this period I was in a dream-like state and i ws completely out of reality. Then I fell back into my room an slowly got my grip back on reality. For a while after it still felt like I could fall into this weird reality any second. But luckily i was done. It also lasted about 20 minutes but it seamed like I was gone forever. Later I found out that 1 of the 3 bags my cousins left me was 20X saliva.
Am I the only one who had a weird memory brought up? It felt like I was in a very realistic dream when watching this. Who else had this happen?
-------------------- "I'm going to a pretty place now, where the flowers grow
I'll be back in an hour or so"
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