andrewss said:

That was the first time I was pretty scared. It felt a lot like the peak of a mushroom trip as far as emotional reaction goes.

All other times my mind set had been pretty shocked but not as scared, more peaceful.

The first hit was really huge though. I had never gotten that much, when I exhaled I remember getting that insane rush even more than the other times. Only managed to hit it 2 more times but those hits were pretty bad. After that I started to feel pretty damn nauseous... I started to breath e really rapidly and overall felt like a bit of an extreme panic state on mushrooms, thankfully DMT is a bit short in reality.

The whole experience felt s little hostile. I felt the presence of that same female cat like type spirit communicating to me, this time I felt like I was being told negative things like I was being scolded. I never quite figured out why, to be honest I cant remember a lot of it, that was a really weird trip the whole thing felt like I was being shown a lesson, put in my place or something... but I cant remember quite what happened it was too rapid.

I never really accept a bad trip label, because even getting put in your place so to say isn't necessarily a bad thing. That was humbling. Maybe I feel less vulnerable when at least someone else is there, but I dunno, the whole thing seemed beyond setting/set and whatever.

I am not sure if I should clear out the bowl or not, it still def has a hit or 2 left. Damn that smoke has got to be really unhealthy.

DMT

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you just described a very very common reaction to  largeish dose

its happened to me a handfull of times
on 1 to 2 hits


the thing is DMT is a drug of intention
it is sometimes best to cultivate as much cofortable sypathetic vibration around you before you smoke it

ie se
setting
what your body is telling you
including what you have eaten, what you have done exersise wise...ect


it is also , of course, posible to WAY over think the whole idea of smking dmt.

now its just a droplet in my overall madala.
a worm hole that lets you re conect with center

a refresh butten

any hoo. iv been there. try spending more time with self. get rid fo all your bllshity ego shit BEFORRE hand. cus its all false any how. theres really nothing to lose

then when you enter that state you CAN breath and you can exist in that all knowing all seeing edge of the cosmic sword for just a moment



dmt is about breath
know that above anythign else i said

Cepheus said:

Well I'd been drinking and doing cocaine most of the night.. and then when everyone had finally started to go to sleep I decided it would be a good time to do a hit.

So I went to this other room which was full of people sleeping whilst the few remaining people that were awake were in the main room. I hit the pipe and sunk into the weirdness but as I hit it I noticed one of my mates was playing guitar in the other room. It was fucking weird cause he's my best friend and I know he has a hard time and shit and is quite depressed about things (and likes to get fucked up to self medicate.. he's always the messiest person, no matter what we do, he does the most). So as I was sinking into the depths of my mind this weird blue outlined mirror type thing twisted its way into existence and in it I could see my friend playing the guitar. I felt like I became him and that I could feel his sadness and it was quite overwhelming. At which point I opened my eyes and sat in this unsane, borderline insane state for what felt like days.

I entered the thing with completely the wrong mind state and left it in tatters. I'm still piecing together fragments of my mind . I'm still not quite right to be honest, I'm still processing that trip. It was the weirdest trip I've ever had .

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notapillow said:

you just described a very very common reaction to  largeish dose

its happened to me a handfull of times
on 1 to 2 hits


the thing is DMT is a drug of intention
it is sometimes best to cultivate as much cofortable sypathetic vibration around you before you smoke it

ie se
setting
what your body is telling you
including what you have eaten, what you have done exersise wise...ect


it is also , of course, posible to WAY over think the whole idea of smking dmt.

now its just a droplet in my overall madala.
a worm hole that lets you re conect with center

a refresh butten

any hoo. iv been there. try spending more time with self. get rid fo all your bllshity ego shit BEFORRE hand. cus its all false any how. theres really nothing to lose

then when you enter that state you CAN breath and you can exist in that all knowing all seeing edge of the cosmic sword for just a moment



dmt is about breath
know that above anythign else i said

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Tangerines said:

DMT is psychedelic crack didn't you know?

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