So yesterday, yes on Christmas, my girlfriend and I broke up. I met her when I was down in R.I. for college and have been seeing her since, going down to visit just about every other week and whenever I had the money to.
She hadn't been talking to me much this past two weeks but I know for a fact she wasn't doing anything questionable. She's just not like that, very devoted and committed with everything she does, hence the reason we broke up. She decided she was unhappy with her life and that we both wanted different things from it and even though she wanted us to stay together, it was unfair to me because she had to deal with her problems in her way, and the way she wanted to go about it was to keep to herself, I hardly talked to her in the last 2 weeks while she was dealing with whatever. I questioned her about why she was acting so differently and she told me she was just unhappy with herself and that it really has nothing to do with me.
She didn't want me to wait around while she dealt with her problems, I don't have a problem with waiting for her to sort things out, its just I don't want to deal with not talking to her at all during this time especially while we are supposed to be together. We both love each other still and are staying friends, because we were good friends before we started going out. It was just under a year but I really cared about this girl because I had done more for her than I had done for anyone else whether it was when we were together or before that just being friends.
I don't know, maybe I'm just rambling cause it just happened but, I'm kind of happy we broke up. Having a distanced relationship at the age of 20 isn't that cool and I think it will make everything easier for the both of us. I'm not worried about meeting other girls just upset that I lost this one, she really was one of a kind.
Fortunately she'll be in my life in the future even if she is just a friend. Now I have someone I can tell anything too and feel more comfortable talking to than just about anyone else and she knows me best. Oh well, shit happens you meet girls and some you like some you don't, some work out and some fail miserably, I just really want to keep her as a friend because she really is one of the best people I have ever met in my life. Well I feel better now that I have typed this out and actually thought about it.
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