I did an experiment where I did coke for a week straight and at the end I started to feel schizo temporarily, it was not fun. I had auditory hallucinations, for example I thought I could hear neighbors talking about me through the apartment walls, every time I saw people whispering to each other I thought I heard them talking about me, in a completely silent room I'd hear murmuring conversations. Not only that but I became paranoid as fuck, at night every car that drove by I thought was a cop, every flashing light outside I thought they were coming to arrest me, if someone looked at me a certain way I felt like they knew I was high and were plotting to call the cops or rob me or something.
I'm glad I went through the experience because now I have somewhat of a better idea of what schizophrenics go through on a daily basis but it's certainly not fun like some people would think.
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