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I need good vibes
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My Grandma had open-heart surgery on Tuesday. Something went wrong and she is now hooked up to a machine. The doctors have no clue why this happened. They are optimistic but they say there is also a significant chance that she won't make it.

I am very very close to her. I lived with her for a while and we talk all of the time. She is the sweetest human being I have ever met. I know that she wants to live. If she passes away I will feel like crumpling up into a ball and dying.

Could you guys send some good vibes? ...or whatever it is that you hippies do.

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Re: I need good vibes [Re: RandalFlagg]
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:shineon:  :heartpump:

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Re: I need good vibes [Re: RandalFlagg]
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go see her

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Re: I need good vibes [Re: goobler]
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I last saw her several days ago when she was awake. She is now unconscious with her chest still open. I don't want to see her like that as I would probably lose it. If anything does happen to her I want to remember her as she was.

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Re: I need good vibes [Re: goobler]
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yes, sit by her and think, feel.
hopefully she would sense your vibes and pull through!

there aint much ales to say :hug:


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Re: I need good vibes [Re: RandalFlagg]
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if this was OTD - I'd simply post some pr0n and tell you to jerk your sorrows away...but...Ima have a tad more compassion here



so I leave you with this:
understand that your grandmother is getting a way out right now - she is not going to be resposible for her own death
she will be given the opportunity to break free from the 'eternal' loop that this world creates
she will not have to relive the same life experiences all over again, like so many of the rest of us
she will, in essence, be set free



be glad that a woman you loved so dearly will be rewarded so  :shineon:


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Re: I need good vibes [Re: RandalFlagg]
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:heart:


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Acid doesn't give you truths; it builds machines that push the envelope of perception. Whatever revelations came to me then have dissolved like skywriting. All I really know is that those few years saddled me with a faith in the redemptive potential of the imagination which, however flat, stale and unprofitable the world seems to me now, I cannot for the life of me shake.

-Erik Davis

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Re: I need good vibes [Re: Simisu]
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I feel for you.  :frown:

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Re: I need good vibes [Re: RandalFlagg]
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Sorry brother.

All things in all time.

:heartpump::heartpump:

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Re: I need good vibes [Re: RandalFlagg]
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RandalFlagg said:
I last saw her several days ago when she was awake. She is now unconscious with her chest still open. I don't want to see her like that as I would probably lose it. If anything does happen to her I want to remember her as she was.


That's what I did when my aunt was in the hospital. By all accounts she was in rough shape, and I wanted to remember her as she was before she got ill.

It was a mistake. I should have gone. Go.


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:heartpump:

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Re: I need good vibes [Re: WhiskeyClone]
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WhiskeyClone said:
RandalFlagg said:
I last saw her several days ago when she was awake. She is now unconscious with her chest still open. I don't want to see her like that as I would probably lose it. If anything does happen to her I want to remember her as she was.


That's what I did when my aunt was in the hospital. By all accounts she was in rough shape, and I wanted to remember her as she was before she got ill.

It was a mistake. I should have gone. Go.


Same here, with my grandpa..


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Acid doesn't give you truths; it builds machines that push the envelope of perception. Whatever revelations came to me then have dissolved like skywriting. All I really know is that those few years saddled me with a faith in the redemptive potential of the imagination which, however flat, stale and unprofitable the world seems to me now, I cannot for the life of me shake.

-Erik Davis

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Re: I need good vibes [Re: RandalFlagg]
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Be careful....I met my gran in hospital when she was seriously deluded and demented. She didnt resognise me and was disorientated,hallucinating...the drugs had affected her personality and she was pretty much unbearable. Quite disturbing when you were as young as I was. ITll be different tho cos you're a lot older and its a physical problem rather than mental. Still it messed me up a bit seeing her like that. Although you may regret it after she's gone....tough call. :heart:


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Re: I need good vibes [Re: goobler]
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goobler said:
go see her


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Re: I need good vibes [Re: RandalFlagg]
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Sorry to hear.  I hope everything works out for you and your family:heart:


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Re: I need good vibes [Re: RandalFlagg]
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Best of luck to you and your family in this time of hardship.


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Re: I need good vibes [Re: Wasteland]
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Thank you for the kind words.

She is going to die. Her heart has failed and her kidneys are close behind. She was in great health when she went in for this routine operation but some freak thing happened. They are performing some last second surgery to try to save her...but even if they did she will have to live in a home the rest of her life. She would not want to live like that. I am very calm right now and I have my composure. But, out of nowhere I will just start sobbing uncontrollably.

I love this woman so much. We hung out and have great discussions. We talk on the phone a lot. She actually sat and listened to me and gave a shit about me. She is one of the most important people in my life. I can't even fathom how painful it will be when I go in to see her for the last time or when I go to her funeral. I wish I could just die.

The last time I saw her I gave her a kiss on the forehead and I told her, "Love you much". She told me that she loved me back. I thought that this was going to be a routine operation. How cruel it is that such a good person was put to sleep and she will never wake up again. She is a better person than I am. I have never met such a patient and kind soul.

I am hurt and angry. She took care of herself and yet there are people who don't take care of themselves who live to be 90. There are scumbags walking this earth who don't deserve to live and somebody like my Grandmother gets taken away?

I don't even know why I am writing this. I don't even come to this site anymore. All this is just text on a screen. Does anybody really care? Does it really affect anybody? Or is it just another thread to skim through?

I love you Grandma.

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Re: I need good vibes [Re: RandalFlagg]
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Surround yourself with good friends and people who love you.


My grandpa died last summer, and it was the hardest thing that I have ever really had to deal with. I'm still kind of in denial.

Try to remember how lucky you are to have had her influence in your life, and remember that her love for you doesn't disappear when she leaves this place.

I'm so sorry.

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Re: I need good vibes [Re: RandalFlagg]
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For what it's worth, I empathize and sympathize..


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Acid doesn't give you truths; it builds machines that push the envelope of perception. Whatever revelations came to me then have dissolved like skywriting. All I really know is that those few years saddled me with a faith in the redemptive potential of the imagination which, however flat, stale and unprofitable the world seems to me now, I cannot for the life of me shake.

-Erik Davis

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Re: I need good vibes [Re: RandalFlagg]
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:hug: I know it hurts brother, but try to remember the good times, remember that she's headed to the Light. We all must pass on at some point, painful as it is to those left behind. Your grandma sounds like an amazing women....you're lucky to have had her in your life, and she's lucky to have had you in her life. You two obviously have a very special bond. I know these words probably don't help out one iota, but try to find some solace if you can.

Your grandma's in my thoughts & prayers....and you are too.


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